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Log 1: The Sparks Beneath the Ice, dated Septis 18–21, 1004

Ardorion's Note

Aerisday, Septis 18, Morning

The first thing I did when I entered our quad at the Academy of Harmony & Magic in Nivara Hall was to throw myself, then my cloak on the bed like it had personally offended me. It had. The walk from the gate to Goldspire had been long, the air too wet, and I was already tired of pretending to care about rules and routine again.

But mostly, I was mad.

We were all back, but Halven wasn’t. Everyone else had returned with bags and secrets and new hairstyles, and he’d just... vanished.

“Let’s check on Aster,” I said, flopping dramatically into the nearest chair. “Maybe her face will finally crack if we ask the right question.”

Shara gave me that look—half disapproval, half agreement. She knew I was right. We all did.

Halven’s disappearance wasn’t something you just shrugged off, especially not if you knew him like we did. The guy was calm to a fault, but he didn’t just leave. He didn’t leave Rielle. He didn’t leave Shara, his best friend. He didn’t leave the quad without telling me.

He wouldn’t have left me.

Our bro-squad was broken without him. I really wanted us to be the bro-quad, but it was just the three of us—myself, Elio, and now that missing-milk-face Halven. We went from a bro-triangle to two guys—what was that? A straight line?

Freaking fire and gods’ balls.

My heart hurt.

“We should go,” Shara said, in that soft-but-firm way she uses when she’s already made up her mind. “Rielle, would you want to? I mean, you and Halven were close once.”

Rielle didn’t answer right away, but she stood. That was enough.

We all had a special bond with the Air Fae. Who couldn’t admire a man who escaped the Galestone Wars as little more than a child?

Halven had the balls of the gods.

And I missed him.

The four of us, Garnexis, Shara, Rielle, and myself, crossed the tower hall to Halven’s quad—same stonework, same quiet arches—but the second we stepped inside, the temperature dropped.

Aster was there, posted by the window like she was made of marble and moonlight. Pale blue hair, skin like carved frost. Her arms were folded. Her mesmerizing violet eyes said nothing.

Of course she was stunning. Annoyingly so.

I leaned on the doorframe and raised an eyebrow. “Well, look who decided to keep the icicle throne warm while the rest of us were actually worried.”

She didn’t blink. “And look who decided to speak without thinking. Again.”

That old heat sparked to life in my chest. “You know, for someone who’s supposed to be calm and collected, you’re awfully quick with the frostbite.”

She rolled her eyes. “Forgive me if I’m not impressed by theatrics in leather and flame.”

Gods. It was so easy with her. Every word a spark waiting to ignite. Every look a provocation.

The spell was broken for a moment when Rielle nudged me from behind.

Whoops, didn’t mean to keep her out in the hall.

I moved inside but gave Aster a wide smile. Oh, come on. Just admit you missed me.”

“I missed the silence more.”

“Forgive me if I thought maybe you’d stopped pretending you didn’t care.”

“I care,” she said, voice smooth as the lake in early morning. “I just don’t shout about it like a Summer Fae with something to prove.”

Shara had slipped around us to go into Halven’s room. I barely noticed—too caught up in the sharp edge of Aster’s words, the chill in her voice that always made me want to shout louder, push harder, burn through that frost.

“Guys,” Shara said, and something in her voice cut through everything. “I found something.”

She held up a torn, water-damaged journal page.

We gathered around as she read. It was... messy. Panicked. Something about an Emberglyph. Voices. And then the line that made my spine go rigid: “Do not trust—”

Then just water damage. Like someone—something—had wanted to erase the rest.

The silence that followed felt colder than Aster’s stare. The page trembled in Shara’s hands.

“We should copy this,” Garnexis said. “Create one for all of us.”

Before anyone could respond, the door slammed open.

“Ardorion!”

I grinned. “Elio!”

My Stone Dragon friend, my straight-line buddy... Well that doesn’t sound too sexy, so just my buddy.

He bounded into the room like a thunderclap with legs, hair wild, eyes full of mischief, and arms wide enough to crush a dragon in a bear hug. He clapped a hand on my shoulder like we were still sparring on the dueling grounds.

“Missed you, flamebrain.”

“You too, rock skull.”

The tension in the room finally cracked.

Elio gave everyone a wide smile. “Hey, strangers.”

Then he filled us in—Lo had gone to the Spring Quadrant to check in with Halven’s adoptive parents. Still no word.

Aster finally spoke again, this time quieter, more brittle. “I brought this to Lady Isa. Told her it’s not natural, this disappearance.”

She looked at Shara and Rielle, then at me. “She brushed me off.”

Her voice didn’t break, but the air around her did. I saw it in her shoulders. Just for a second.

I had to stop everything within me from taking her into my arms then. She was hurting like the rest of us. She was just better at hiding it.

Which meant she would not welcome my hug.

Would she welcome my hand on her throat? A kiss to scorch her from the inside, melt all of that ice around her?

Nope, not thinking about that right now.

We all left after that, splitting off like pieces of a spell unraveling. Everyone pretending they had something better to do. I didn’t pretend.

I needed air. Real air.

And maybe... distance from frost and violet eyes and the kind of silence that doesn’t stay empty.

Aerisday, Septis 18, Afternoon

I didn’t go back to our quad. I left Goldspire before anyone could say anything else. Before I said anything I’d regret.

Which was a joke, because I already regretted plenty.

My boots hit the tower stairs hard. Down, down, out into the sharp air. I didn’t care where I was going, only that it was away from Aster. Away from her cold eyes and that unreadable expression when we found the page. Away from the way her lips had parted like she was about to say something honest.

I hated her.

I hated that I didn’t.

My heart was still hammering, but not from anger. Not just. Gods, what was wrong with me?

I headed toward Wintermere. The wind cut harder the closer I got to the lake, but I welcomed it. I needed cold. Something to battle the fire still crawling under my skin.

I stood at the frozen shoreline, breath curling in front of me. No one was around.

Good.

I lit my hands.

Flames roared up from my palms—twin bursts into the sky. They cracked through the silence and fizzled against the cold.

It didn’t help. Not really. But it felt good to burn something, even if it was just air.

I dropped my arms, exhaled through clenched teeth, and stared across the lake. Then I heard it—chittering. High, tinkling laughter. A whirl of motion in my peripheral vision.

Sprites.

Of course.

There were six of them today, maybe seven. A mix, as always. A little Air Sprite trailing breeze-curls behind her. A smoldering Fire Sprite who glowed orange and pulsed when she giggled. A Winter Sprite I’d seen before—drifty and scatterbrained. Even a mossy Earth Sprite, who looked like a walking patch of dandelions with legs too small for his own fluff.

I sighed.

“You again,” I muttered, but my voice came out softer than I meant.

How did the sprites all manage to get along even though they were from different elements and seasons?

That was the question.

If I could figure out the answer, maybe I could reach Aster. Maybe I could finally kiss her.

The Fire Sprite twirled in midair.

“Smoke-Butt,” I said, nodding at the wisp. “Still not allowed to deliver the Docilis’s letters, I see.”

The sprite spun twice and did a little curtsy while burning bright with flames.

Not a single student would get a letter with her fire.

I pointed to the Water Sprite. “Featherbrain. You're late for your own confusion.”

He spun upside down and nearly flew into a tree.

“Mmhmm. Knew it.”

I felt my jaw unclench.

I gestured to the mossy one. “Sparkleclaw.”

He made a sound like a hiccup.

“And you—Breeze Beast.” I pointed at a fluttery Air Sprite I didn’t recognize. “No stealing any of my things.”

Air Sprites were almost as terrible as Iron Dragons with shiny objects, stealing all they could find.

The group of sprites zipped in slow circles. A few of them chimed something back in sprite chatter—tiny flutters and gusty puffs, like leaf-laughter and matchlight whispers.

I didn’t know what they were saying. Sometimes I could make out words. I think they could speak my language—how else could they be trained as letter carriers and such—but they chose to speak their own language.

They hovered close, almost expectant.

Then I saw it.

A glint near the lake’s edge. Just past where the frost stopped. Something parchment-shaped, but wrong. Thicker. Ribbed edges. It shimmered strangely when the wind caught it—half paper, half metal. Burned around one side.

I stepped forward.

And immediately, the sprites darted in front of me.

“No,” I said, holding up a hand. “Seriously. Back off.”

They chittered. Not angrily. They sounded like they were trying to apologize. Or maybe lie.

I stepped closer. They darted again—swirling around the parchment, shielding it, like a nest of wind-blown protectors.

I swore. “This isn’t a game.”

Featherbrain zipped in a spiral. Smoke-Butt puffed sparks at me and spun in place.

Every time I reached for the thing, they yanked it away. Just out of reach. Laughing, sparkling, squeaking like this was all hilarious.

“Guys, come on—”

One of them dropped it low enough for me to catch a glimpse.

A glyph.

Burned into the metal-like sheet, faint but unmistakable.

An Emberglyph.

The same one from Halven’s journal page.

I sucked in a breath. The moment froze.

I didn’t have time to think. I dropped into a crouch, yanked my sketch scroll from my coat pocket, and drew it as fast as I could remember. The upside-down triangle. The mirrored curls. The tiny dot at the end.

They brought the burned parchment closer, and it hit me.

Fire magic.

This wasn’t just burned from a regular fire. It had been caused by magic. Not only that. Now that the signature was clear, I could feel it in the air.

I had missed it when I first arrived and spewed my own fire magic.

The sprites suddenly stole the metal-like parchment away again—and this time, they let it go completely.

It tumbled up on the wind and spun away, over the lake, out of sight.

I stood slowly.

The air around me still vibrated. Fire magic.

Not mine. But it left behind a signature—so familiar, like the aftertaste of lightning. Any elemental can feel magic in the air, sure. But only Fire Fae know when the flame is ours.

This wasn’t mine. And it wasn’t fresh.

Who had cast it?

Why here?

Why guard it?

The sprites had vanished.

I stared at the place where the parchment had been.

Then I stomped away, glyph sketch in hand and questions burning in my mind.

Who left that here?

And why the hell were the sprites protecting it?

Metisday, Septis 21

Classes started two days ago.

Which meant I was already behind on reading, already tired of sitting in tiny desks designed for Moon Fae posture, and already sick of pretending that I couldn’t hear Aster’s voice before she even entered the room. It was getting annoying how good I was at picking her out from a crowd.

I’d been trying to avoid her. I really had.

But you try walking around a tower that echoes every damn footstep and tell me how you’re supposed to avoid a Water Fae who floats into every hall like she owns the weather.

Every time I saw her, my chest lit up with something that wasn’t fire and wasn’t helpful. I spent half my classes pretending not to care and the other half staring at the sketch I made of that glyph from the lake.

It didn’t help.

None of it helped.

So when we all ended up back in the quad tonight—no one saying why, just showing up like we’d all heard the same invisible call—I wasn’t surprised. Just relieved I didn’t have to start the conversation.

I went first anyway.

“I found something,” I said. “At the lake.”

Their eyes turned to me.

“I needed air after that run-in with Aster,” I added. “Found a scrap of metal or parchment—couldn’t tell which. Looked like it had been burned by Fire magic. I could feel the magic. And it had an Emberglyph.”

I leaned back against the arm of the couch, arms crossed like I wasn’t still carrying heat in my spine. “I tried to grab it, but I wasn’t alone.”

Rielle’s eyes narrowed. “What do you mean?”

“There were sprites. Wandering ones coming out of the Wintermere’s fog. I know they were trying to be playful, but I almost sparked a fire just to see them turn into steam.”

I really wouldn’t have done that. Hells, if they’d let me, I’d bring the cute little creatures back here and hide them in my room.

Shara furrowed her brow. Her hair grew, curling around her cheek. “Did they speak?”

I shook my head. I wish. “No. They just watched. Hovered around it. Every time I reached for the glyph, they yanked it away. I backed off and drew what I remembered.”

That’s when Garnexis let out a short, smug breath.

“That’s funny,” she said, “because I did grab it.”

We all looked at her. I raised an eyebrow, and of course, she grinned wider as she pulled the same metallic scrap from her cloak.

She told us how she’d found it, how she’d touched it to the lake, and how it had seared the glyph into her left wrist. She showed us the mark—faint now, but unmistakable. “It’s fading, but it wasn’t just a sting. It felt like a promise. Or a warning. Either way, it’s the same Emberglyph.”

She also told us how Orivian had shown up and tried to take it. How she wrestled it back.

There was something about her smile when she said that. Something smug. Something... blushing?

Before I could ask, Shara pressed both hands to her cheeks like she was trying to cool her face. “Oh, gods and goddesses, did you kiss Orivian?”

Garnexis crossed her arms, sliding the metal scrap back into her pocket. “I use any tools I have to get what I want.”

I snorted and said under my breath, “Figures.”

I wasn’t really upset at her tactic, though. Garnexis wasn’t afraid to break any rule to accomplish her goals. What I really felt was respect and pride for my friend.

Then Rielle spoke. Her voice was soft, but it carried. “I also found myself by the lake, but in my dreams. I had two of them. The first was of Halven, standing on the ice. He told me not to follow.”

She hesitated. We listened.

Her fingers curled slightly where they rested on her knees.

“The second dream was of someone else. A man I don’t know but I’ve dreamed of him before. This time he was writing the same sigil into the ground by the lake. When I asked him what it meant, he covered it. Then he... well you don’t have to know that part.”

Bright pink dotted her slate-blue skin.

Shara raised her eyebrows with surprise. “Did everyone except me kiss somebody in the first days of school?”

I gave a snort-laugh. “There’s no one I would kiss.”

You’re a dirty, dirty liar.

Garnexis burst into laughter. “You mean you wouldn’t survive the frosted kiss of the one woman you can’t have.”

They all laughed. I didn’t. My hair flared a bit at the edges. Just enough to betray me.

“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” I muttered.

When the laughter faded, Rielle reached into her robe and pulled out a water-stained scrap of paper. “When I woke up from my second dream, I was in the kitchen. Sleepwalking. Again. While there, I wrote down the sigil while it was still fresh, but I spilled my drink across the paper.”

Even through the stain, we could all recognize it.

Same glyph. Same symbol.

Same damn mystery.

“Do you know what it means, Ardorion?” Rielle asked.

I held her gaze for a moment, then looked at the glyph again. I thought I knew it, but not enough to understand it’s significance. “The Gemina Flamma. The twin flames, but that’s just a guess. This is an older Emberglyph and not one we use today.”

“I know what it means,” Shara said, surprising all of us. She shrugged, trying to seem casual. “I found it in a book. You know, in that place they call a library.”

We stared at her.

“Well, keep us in suspense then,” Garnexis said, folding her arms.

Shara swallowed. “I mean, I have the literal translation, but I’m not sure what it actually means. The text says it means to split strength, ground your fire, and ignite the center.”

I raised an eyebrow. “What are we supposed to do with that?”

“And why would Halven—an Air Fae—be writing an Emberglyph over and over?” Garnexis asked.

We sat in silence for a long beat.

“Maybe it meant something to him,” I said, quieter than usual.

That’s when Shara reached into her journal and pulled out a spiral-shaped leaf. Turning the leaf over, she revealed another glyph.

They all looked at me and I shook my head. “I don’t know that one.”

Shara ran a finger over the glyph. “I think this has something to do with the Gemina Flamma but I couldn’t find it in any of the texts.”

Rielle tilted her head. “Where did you get that?”

Shara didn’t answer.

This was getting us nowhere. Just mysteries on top of more mysteries. How were we to find Halven like this?

“Does it matter if we don’t know what it means?” I asked, frustrated.

Rielle frowned at me, but I didn’t care.

“Maybe we can find out in our Runes and Sigils class,” Garnexis said. “Class is on Sylsday, right?”

I tapped my fingers against the table next to me. “I guess this is it then. We’re really doing this. We’re looking for Halven and not giving up like everyone else has.”

Rielle looked down at her sleeve. “Wouldn’t you want him to do the same for us?”

She misunderstood my frustration. I wanted nothing more than to find my buddy and become our bro-triangle again... maybe I should change that to bro-pyramid. I don’t know, but it was better than my bro-straight-line I had with Elio.

And we had to be careful. I had a feeling that whatever happened to Halven was not something good. Would the rest of my girl squad understand the gravity and still want to continue?

Girl squad? Where did that come from?

“Of course,” I said. “I don’t want to give up. But we’ve got classes. Exams. According to Aster, Lady Isa isn’t concerned. So if we screw this up... What if we disappear like he did?”

 Then we’d be the Gone Squad... the Gone Squad Quad... the Gone Squad Goldspire Quad...

Hells, I have to get off this loop.

“We just have to be smart,” Shara said. “And careful.”

Rielle sat straighter. “We should make a pact. No one investigates alone. No more secrets.”

“And if one of us goes missing?” Garnexis asked.

Then we start becoming the second Gone Squad, No More Quad like Elio, Aster, and Lo across the hall.

I didn’t want that for us. Real fear lodged in my throat.

“Then the rest of us will know why,” Shara said. “And we won’t stop until we bring them back.”

Yes! That’s my girl! Shara was almost as quiet as Rielle, but she was smart.

“A pact,” I said, holding out my hands.

One by one, we nodded and linked fingers—Wood, Metal, Moon, and Fire Fae.

Not bound by magic.

Just by choice.

And maybe that was stronger.

Sprite Icon Log 2: Boil, Freeze, Break, A Personal Encounter, dated Septis 24, 1004

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Log 3: Flicker, Flare, Fade Not, dated Septis 31-36, 1004

Septis 31

Several days had gone by without any new information for Halven. The first week of studies ended with the opening sessions of the Practical Duels & Spells Synthesis, two days of wild spells and wilder magical spectacles. The fourth-years had outdone themselves. Someone conjured a chain lightning whip that turned a shifting battlefield into a chaos maze. Another pair turned the air into mirror shards mid-duel, ricocheting spells between reflections.

It should’ve been inspiring. All it really did was remind me how far we still had to go.

And now the tea had gone cold. Again.

I leaned back against the arm of the couch, swirling what was left in my mug. Across from me, Rielle and Shara were elbow-deep in notes, half-legible scribbles, diagrams, probably some secret girl language in the margins. Shara twirled the spiral leaf in one hand.

Garnexis stood near the window, picking at the edge of her metal-stitched bracers, boots propped on a pile of magical history books that probably deserved more respect. But idly toying with her bracers was something she did when she was overthinking, and I completely understood why.

We were quiet tonight, which meant we were all thinking too loudly.

“So,” I said finally, setting the mug down, “Aster says the Water Fae had glyphs.”

Shara looked up first, her brow furrowed. “Yes, that’s what you told us.”

“I never heard of anything like that,” Garnexis said, skeptical as always.

“But what if there are other types of glyphs out there?” I asked.

“Why would that matter?” Shara asked. Then she stopped twirling her leaf, leaving the underside face up and showing us the glyph on the back.

The glyph I couldn’t find in any records of Emberglyphs.

On Slysday, we all had Runes and Sigils together. Normally, I’d be the first to pester Professor Ilham with a dozen questions and a smug grin. But after Isa cornered us in the library and gave her official “stop poking around where you shouldn’t” warning, not one of us brought up the other glyph. Not even me.

Rielle spoke without looking away from the leaf. “That glyph doesn’t match anything we’ve studied.”

“Uh-huh, exactly, and—” But before I could add my conclusion, Shara interrupted.

“The glyph could have been one of the Water Fae glyphs!”

I crossed my arms, just a little miffed I couldn’t be the one to state the idea, a possible lead for the first time in days since we started searching deeper into Halven’s disappearance and coming up with nothing.

Rielle touched the leaf’s edge. “We need to go back to the library.”

Shara sighed, but then paused like she’d remembered something. “The Fall Equinox celebration is soon. Less than a week before the Spiral of Seasons Dance.”

Rielle perked up. “Already? That came fast.”

Then her face fell. Was she remembering when she danced with Halven last year when they were dating?

We all had our own memories. Shara sneaking off with Halven to filch sweets from the Fall table. Rielle kissing Halven for the first time during the open dancing. Garnexis having a deep conversation with him when she refused to dance.

He had a way of showing up for people without making a thing of it.

And me?

Halven had used his Air magic to spin a dozen pastries through the air, and I lit the filling just enough to make them look like tiny bonfires. One dive-bombed a professor’s hat. They banned flaming desserts after that.

But worth it!

I smiled at the memory, but it faded when I thought of this year’s dance without my buddy.

Garnexis groaned quietly from across the room. “I love my season’s celebration but I could do without the dancing. Do I have to wear a dress again?”

Shara chuckled, but Rielle tilted her head toward me, voice light. “Who will you pair with for the open dance at the end, Ardorion?”

I raised my brows. “You’re assuming I’m planning to stay long enough to dance with anyone.”

Shara wagged a finger. “You better not leave without one of us, which means you’ll be staying a while.”

Right! We were not to be alone for fear our investigation would lead to one of us disappearing, too.

“I’ll skip out on the end dance with you,” Garnexis said.

My smile spread wide, and I pumped two hands over my chest to demonstrate the beating of my heart. “You are my true love, Garnexis.”

She gave me a dry smile and tsked as she moved away from the window to join us, sitting on the floor. She untied and tied again all the leather bindings of her bracers as if the ordered movement soothed her. “Do you really think going back to the library will be helpful? Aster said only oral stories were passed down about the glyphs they used.”

Shara turned a page and tapped it. “There has to be some record of about the Water Fae using glyphs. We’ll just have to dig deep for any reference. I’ll go with you tomorrow, Rielle.”

“Hurrah!” A pearlescent veil covered Rielle’s blue eyes then faded, a momentary lapse in her control of her magic.

“Great,” I muttered. “You two run off to the quiet corner of the stacks again. I guess someone needs to keep an eye on Garnexis before she tears the place apart.”

Garnexis didn’t look up. “I’m right here, Flameboy.”

I almost smiled at her name for me. Taking after me with the nicknames. I loved it! “I know. That’s why I’m volunteering.”

There was a moment of rare stillness before Shara spoke again. “Has anyone figured out anything else with Professor Tilwyn’s letter? Or that story? What was it?”

“‘Chaos’s Revenge for Sygilla,’” Rielle said.

“That’s the one.”

Now Garnexis looked up at Shara. “Orivian believed Halven was looking into Wintermere’s history so why was he reading that story?”

I shrugged, truly at a loss. “No idea what he was thinking. I read the story twice. It’s either a metaphor or a warning or both. And it’s old. Old like Professor Tilwyn. Which is saying something.”

Garnexis leaned forward, the candlelight catching on the metal band across her wrist. “But what if Halven reading it is the reason he disappeared? Orivian thinks it’s all related because the library was the last place he was seen.”

“The library?” Shara asked.

“I say we go back to the library. Just to look around. See what Halven might’ve left behind or see what happened to him.”

I sighed, exaggerated and theatrical. “Fine. Shara and Rielle will search scrolls and whispers, and I’ll babysit Garnexis while she glares at shelves.”

She smirked. “Try to keep up, hothead.”

As much as I dramatized everything, I really did love my quadmates. They were so much smarter than me, even if they never said it, but I still had to give them a hard time.

I flicked my fingers, a tiny harmless flame sparking in the air and disappearing just as fast. “Always do.” 

Septis 36

We’d been back to the library three times in the last five days.

Three times. Zero answers. Just more dead-end scrolls, dusty corners, and crumbling optimism. I also had a strong opinion about how badly the elemental theory wing needed reorganizing. I was starting to think Halven had vanished just to avoid second-year coursework.

“I swear if I have to read one more marginal note from a dead scholar who couldn’t diagram their own spell properly, I’m going to light the table on fire,” I muttered, mostly into the ancient wood grain of the reading table.

Across from me, Garnexis didn’t even look up. “If you set anything on fire, we’ll both be banned, and then I’ll have to explain to Rielle why she can’t check out her dream journals.”

I scowled and growled dramatically. “Tell her the sprites whispered something insulting. That’ll buy me sympathy.”

“You’re confusing sympathy with pity.”

“Only when I’m bored.” I leaned forward, dropping my arms onto the reading table. “And right now? I’m practically a tragic ballad.”

She sighed—long-suffering and theatrical, but not quite annoyed. Not yet. We’d agreed not to investigate anything related to Halven alone, which meant she was stuck with me, and I was stuck with my own frustration, echoing louder in the silence.

“Besides, you threaten that every time we’re here,” Garnexis said while reading her book, still more invested in it than me.

“Because every time we’re here, I mean it more.” I push my book away after slapping it closed. “I’m going to take a vow of silence and join the long dead Sky Monks if I have to sift through another dead-end treatise on elemental spell drift.”

Garnexis didn’t look up from her copy of Wards of Warding: A Practical Index, which had to be the most redundant title I’d ever seen.

“You wouldn’t have lasted one day with the Sky Monks,” she said.

I leaned back in the chair with a groan. “Because I’d start a fire?”

“Because you’d talk in your sleep.”

“Fair.”

We were in the library again—again—because of the pact. No investigating Halven-related mysteries alone. Which meant I was stuck dragging my feet next to Garnexis while she actually tried to find things. I’d gone through three journal collections, a poorly organized set of glyph pattern catalogs, and something that may or may not have been a coded love letter between two Winter scholars.

Nothing. Halven hadn’t left breadcrumbs. Just questions.

And because we’d already combed through every aisle of likely leads, we’d come back here, to the main floor, where the spiral in the center of the stone tiles shimmered like it always did. The magical swirl was a permanent fixture, part of the floor design, or so I thought. It had always been there. Glowy and decorative. Magical in a background noise sort of way.

I stood and wandered closer to it, watching the way the light curved in slow arcs of green and gold, like ink suspended in a pool that never spilled.

“I still don’t know what this thing is supposed to be,” I said.

“It’s a ward of some sort,” Garnexis said without glancing up. She flipped a page, boots propped on the edge of a shelf that probably hadn’t seen a student in a decade. “Probably.”

“Helpful.” I squatted beside it and reached toward the surface. “I mean, how do we even know it’s safe?”

“Ardorion.”

Too late. My fingertips skimmed the magic, pressing into the swirl.

It didn’t burn. It wasn’t cold. It didn’t resist. It felt like movement. Like touching wind inside a bubble.

And then the entire surface pulsed, just once. The glow shifted, deepened, and a ripple of golden script unfurled in the air above it.

Not spoken. Not written. Just there.

“Access denied. The portal stands sealed. Only the Firebird's Key may grant passage.”

I backed away slowly.

Garnexis was beside me in a heartbeat, eyes narrowed. “You ever hear of the library having a hidden portal in the floor?”

“Nope,” I said. “But I also didn’t think we’d find the words ‘Firebird key’ just floating in the air.”

“You touched it.”

“I was bored.”

“Well, congratulations. You unlocked something with fidgeting.”

I grinned. “It’s my best skill.”

She shook her head and crossed her arms. “So what now? We find a Firebird and beg it for a key?”

“Firebird,” I hummed tapping my chin. “That’s actually in the story. ‘Chaos’s Revenge for Sygilla.’ It said the Firebird is the key.”

She shook her head. “What does that even mean? Are we supposed to throw a Firebird at it?”

I snorted. “Maybe it opens when you feed it a bird feather.”

She looked around. “Halven was reading that story here, where he disappeared. And the story mentions the Firebird. Is it possible this is where he went?”

“Yeah, but how did he find the key?”

She looked down at the swirl, still glowing gently. “Maybe we throw the book at it.”

I was about to respond with something very clever when I caught a flicker of movement near the corner of the aisle.

Small. Silent. Black.

A cat.

She stepped into view like she was part of the floor plan, sleek fur catching the low lanternlight, eyes glowing gold. My mood, which had been circling the drain for hours, flipped completely.

“Ohhh hello,” I whispered, crouching down immediately. “Look at you, Little Queen, with those golden eyes. Where’ve you been hiding?”

The cat blinked slowly.

“She’s perfect,” I said. “We’re naming her Queenie.”

“Of course we are,” Garnexis said dryly.

“I love her.”

“She’s probably an illusion.”

“Let me believe.”

“She’ll eat your spell notes.”

“They’re useless anyway.”

I reached out, but the cat turned and padded away, tail flicking in slow, deliberate sways. After a few steps, she paused at the edge of the shelf and looked back at me, tail raising high like a signal. Not random. Not aimless. Then padded around the corner like she expected us to follow.

I stood and spoke, low and sure, “Garnexis, I think we’re supposed to follow the black cat.”

She raised an eyebrow. “You’re serious?”

“I’m never serious.”

“But you’re serious now.”

“Extremely.”

And without waiting, I followed. Because when the universe sends you a magical cat after whispering secrets through a floor portal, you follow it.

Plus, I would never admit it aloud for anyone, but I had a soft spot for small creatures.

Garnexis shadowed me as Queenie lipped out of the library, golden eyes flashing, and we weren’t about to let her vanish without a fight.

The sun was already low, throwing long shadows over the courtyard. The cold had sharpened since this morning. Garnexis had her arms folded tight, her steps sure and silent beside me.

Queenie stayed ahead of us, just far enough that I couldn’t tell if she was waiting or simply didn’t care.

We followed her around the edge of the library’s western wall, down past the stonework path toward the greenhouses.

Then she was gone.

One blink, one breath, and the space where she had been was just empty grass and creeping ivy.

“Did you see—?” I started.

Garnexis shrugged, frowning. “I don’t know.”

I turned in place, scanning the darkening edge of the building. Nothing. Just the sound of the wind and my own frustration rising.

Then I heard footsteps shuffling behind us.

Rielle appeared first, then Shara, out of breath but focused. They didn’t say anything, just came to a sudden stop beside us. Both were staring ahead.

Following the cat.

A black cat.

It was walking again, unbothered, tail high, golden eyes glowing faintly in the evening gloom.

“Queenie?” I asked.

Her tailed swished in response.

Shara looked between us. “You know this cat?”

“I thought I did but she disappeared. I named her Queenie.” I crouched in front of the cat. “Queenie, is that you?”

She yawned.

“If it is you, what are you trying to show us?”

The cat nodded, then turned to the greenhouses, walking away without waiting for us.

Whatever this was—cat or coincidence—we were clearly meant to follow.

It was strange, that last greenhouse. Built into the edge of the outer hall, half-covered by ivy, sealed with copper-runed glass and an overgrown canopy. No one even mentioned it in our campus tours. Most students just called it “that closed-off sunroom.”

But now I knew why.

The cat slipped through a narrow crack in the hedgerow next to the last greenhouse and padded across a trail I hadn’t seen before. We followed her through a short tunnel of thorns and stone, and then we were there.

A conservatory rose in front of us like a secret cathedral. I hadn’t known it was back here. Its glass panels were arched and ribbed in gold, and when we stepped inside, the heat hit us like a furnace wrapped in flowers.

Rielle gasped in the heat, and I felt sorry for her discomfort. This was very hot for someone from Winter. The air was also humid, like summer-warm, and heavy with a strange scent: scorched cedar and sun-warmed citrus. Around us, the room pulsed with low magical resonance. Plants grew wild here, glowing at the edges, their leaves bigger than they had any right to be.

Fire magic hummed in the air. Distinctive and ancient, something way more powerful than I had ever felt from my season and element.

And in the center, perched in a nest made of Ashwood, was a creature I had only ever seen in illustrations.

The Firebird.

I stopped breathing.

He was enormous. Wings tucked neatly against him, each feather flaring with the colors of dawn and flame, living flames. His body pulsed with light like heat shimmering off stone. His eyes—gods, his eyes—were molten gold and looking directly at us.

Nobody moved.

Not even the cat.

I had joked once about summoning a phoenix. This was not a phoenix. This was a god born of Fire and Chaos, something made of fire-song and impossible time.

When Garnexis whispered, “That’s him,” I didn’t answer.

I stepped forward. Just one step.

He didn’t speak. Not aloud. But his head tilted. Curious, regal, terrifying. Then he lifted one massive wing.

Several glowing feathers floated down like slow embers.

We watched them in awe. These tiny flaming embers shaped like feathers. No one moved.

That’s when his voice hit us.

It echoed inside my chest, across the inside of my skull.

Take them. You need to keep them sleeping.

The words rattled through my ribs like we were inside a cave that had waited a thousand years to be spoken into.

And then the Firebird tucked his wing again.

The day a god spoke to me.

But what did he mean? Were the feathers living entities because he said to take them and that we needed to keep them sleeping. For some reason, the ambiguous pronouns didn’t seem to be pointing to the same noun. So, if we were to take the feathers, who were we supposed to keep sleeping?

And why did the word them touch on another memory I couldn’t quite recall?

I dropped to one knee before I thought harder about it. I picked the feathers up, hands shaking slightly from something I didn’t want to name. After, I stood again, wondering if the Firebird would tell us what to do with the feathers.

But that was it.

The giant creature closed his eyes as if to sleep with no other explanations.

Just heat. And silence.

We backed out in a blur of unspoken panic and awe.

No one said a word until we were outside again, the cold biting harder after so much heat. It felt like the world had shifted slightly beneath our feet.

We were halfway back to Goldspire when Shara finally spoke.

“What are we supposed to do with them?”

Them.

So ambiguous.

Rielle added, quieter, “What did he mean... keep them sleeping?”

Shara threw her hands up. “Just more mysteries!”

My eyebrows raised with her outburst. Frustration was my domain, not hers.

She wiped her face as she said to me and Garnexis. “We might’ve found something, though.”

Rielle nodded. “We found the glyph from Veyn’s leaf in a hidden scroll. It’s called Theralen. It’s a Water Glyph.”

“It means ‘To release flow,’” Shara said, her voice hushed like she didn’t want to disturb anyone. “But it still doesn’t clear up any of these mysteries.”

I exhaled slowly, still holding the feathers tight against my chest. They continued to spark with flame but didn’t catch anything on fire. “I think I might know what to do. Maybe.”

I looked to Garnexis for help. They’d believe her no-nonsense words better than my explanation.

“There’s a portal,” she said. “In the library floor. And it asked for a Firebird key.”

Shara looked at us, wide-eyed. “You think the feathers are the key?”

Garnexis and I shared a glanced, but I answered this time, taking a deep breath before verbal vomiting all my thoughts. “Halven was researching in the library and read the story ‘Chaos’s Revenge for Sygilla’ which mentions the Firebird being the key. Then Halven went missing, last seen in the library, where there happens to be a portal that needs a Firebird key, which also happens to be where Queenie found me.”

Shara’s eyes widened. “Wow, you put all that together yourself?”

Instant heat rose up through me to shoot tiny flames out of my hair. “What does that mean?”

Her hand on my arm calmed me, and the others halted with us. “Not how you took it, Ardorion. What I mean is that all these little mysteries had become so convoluted, I couldn’t see where any of it connected, but you were able to. You’re amazing.”

My fire fizzled out, just leaving a warm spot in my heart.

“We should go to the library now. Try out the Firebird’s feather,” Garnexis said.

“The library’s closing,” Rielle said softly. “We don’t have time tonight.”

Everyone looked at me. I raised my hands, palms to the darkening sky. “Hey now, I didn’t call myself the genius, so why look at me?”

“I didn’t say you were a genius, loony-bird.” Shara bumped my arm with her shoulder. “But I’ll give it to you.”

I gave her my biggest smile.

“Tomorrow then,” Rielle said. “First light. Before the rest of the school is up.”

No one argued.

I looked down at the feathers again, still warm in my hands.

They didn’t feel like keys.

They felt like something sleeping beneath fire.

And we were about to knock on its door.

Log 4: Where Fire Softens, Spiral of Seasons Encounter, dated Octis 3, 1004

Due to the ceremonial nature of the Fall Equinox celebration, the following entry has been archived outside the primary log for preservation and discretion.

Relive the memory of that night by going back to the site of the dance and speak these magic words: Don’t Burn Alone

Log 5: Fuse, Find, Freeze, dated Octtis 15-23, 1004

Octis 15

Gods, I hated sitting still. I was practically vibrating on the couch, my leg bouncing while Shara scribbled away at some dusty old scroll she’d nicked from the library. A Winter Record of Forgotten Water Glyphs.

Even the fire in the hearth was lazy tonight. Flickering soft. Barely warm. I hated that. Fire was supposed to move like it had something to prove. Maybe it was mirroring the mood in our quad’s common room, which was thick with Shara’s brainpower, and it was making me antsy. I needed to move, to fight, to do something.

Across the room, Rielle sat next to Shara, wrapped in that quiet way she always had, concerned, watching, probably overthinking. “Shara, please be careful. If they find out you took that…”

“I know,” Shara bit back, not even looking up. “But we need to know everything we can before they realize it's gone.”

I tuned them out, trying to stay still. Mostly because I was about to win an argument.

“I’m telling you, it’s going to be a practical,” I insisted, letting small flames dance over my knuckles. “The midterm for Elemental Fusion has to be. Something about offensive combinations.”

Garnexis didn’t even look at me. Just kept polishing that stupid bracer like it was her soul’s work. “You always think it’s about offense. It’s called fusion, flamebrain, not annihilation. It’ll be about structure. Theory.”

“The professor said pairs have to be from different seasons to work on the midterm. Does that not suggest to you something that is going to be practical?” I flared a bit of heat into my fingertips for emphasis. “We should practice early. Midterms are only twelve days away.”

She rolled her eyes like she’d invented it. “We don’t even know what the assignment is yet. Calm down.”

My hair flared up. “I just don’t want to fail.”

She sighed, but there was a softness in it. “You won't fail with me as your partner.”

The fire in my chest settled instantly, warmth spreading through me that had nothing to do with my magic. “You’ll be my partner?”

She gave a small, secret smile. “There’s no one else I’d want to work with.”

“Good,” I huffed, feeling better, glad I shared the class with her. “My fire, your metal. We’ll build the most offensively structured thing the professor has ever seen.”

I meant it. Together with any of my Quad Squad, I couldn’t fail, and Garnexis was quickly becoming my favorite. She was sharp, solid, predictable in the best way. I needed that. Especially now when everything else was chaos disguised as mystery. Still, that didn’t mean I wasn’t restless.

Rielle’s voice, soft and hesitant, broke through my triumphant mood. “We should talk again about the tunnels. About what we found down there.”

“We’ve talked it to death,” Garnexis said, her voice flat. “The Seal’s door is locked. And we each saw something different in that mirror inside the Docilis Vault. End of story.”

Yeah. The damn mirror. My jaw tensed.

Rielle shook her head, her voice insistent. “I don’t think we’re talking about the right thing or asking the right questions. None of us has asked if all it takes to enter that room and see visions is to put in our Docilis ID number, then anybody with our numbers could go in there and pull up visions about us or somehow related to us. So, who else is going there? Who knows things about us that we don't even know?”

“We did find that map on the ground that someone drew,” Garnexis added. “But when had it been dropped there?”

“If it was recent, then who was just there?” Rielle asked, and the spark in her voice told me she wasn’t letting go of this one.

I stretched again, yawning up at the ceiling and leaning my head back against the wall. This was all talk. “I mean, think about it, who has ever seen anyone going through that portal?”

Shara cut in sharp. “They don't have to go through the portal during the library's open hours. Not if they're faculty.”

Garnexis frowned. “Then are we saying that the faculty are spying on us?”

“Who knows what we are saying?” Shara snapped. “It seems like the more we learn the less we know.”

“It’s not fair,” I said, without even realizing the words had slipped out.

Garnexis smacked my stomach with the back of her hand.

I jerked forward, shocked. “What was that for?”

“We’re not in your head so you need to explain what you mean.” She crossed her arms. “And don’t look so hurt, you’ve got abs of pure steel, no give.”

Okay. That almost made me laugh.

“It’s not fair that you all saw someone you knew,” I said, trying to focus. “Halven, Master Thalric, Neir. I got some strange woman spouting riddles. It was completely senseless.”

But that wasn’t true. Not really. Her words had stuck in my bones.

Fire remembers the shape of the spell. Water remembers the feeling. Together, they remember the truth.

She wasn’t someone I knew. But the fire she created was familiar. It all felt important, but what was I supposed to do with it? It was a riddle wrapped in a firestorm, and it left me feeling more lost than ever.

Shara looked up, her quill hovering over her notes. “Your vision might be the most important, Ardorion.”

Huh?

I stared at her. “What do you mean?”

“You said the Fire Fae woman in your vision spoke about fire remembering the shape of a spell, and water remembering the feeling. Together, they remember truth.” Shara tapped the scroll. “Ayzella wrote that the Water Glyphs are shapes of feeling. Water has memory.”

The whole room stilled. Everyone looked at her like she’d just opened the door to something big. I tried to make the pieces fit, but they just felt like ash in my hands.

“Well, that explains everything,” I said, throwing my hands up. I wasn’t even mad. I just wanted one thing to make sense.

“You’re the one connecting things, Shara,” Garnexis said. “But you have to see that the rest of us have no idea what you’re understanding.”

I groaned again, louder this time. “It means I got a vision that should have gone to Shara.”

She went quiet again, scribbling something onto the scroll, and the rest of us just sat there. I swear, sometimes I think Shara’s brain works on a completely different level than the rest of ours.

“I feel sorry for her,” she murmured. “She loved him, this Mizunomi man. But she was going to leave him anyway, for her duty.”

Who? Ayzella, the Moon Fae in the scroll?

Rielle’s voice was soft. “Even six hundred years ago, there were not many Moon Fae left. Duty is a heavy thing to carry. I understand her choice.”

Duty. Another thing I didn’t understand.

They spoke of duty like it was some heavy, honorable chain. Something that made you walk away from people you cared about for the sake of… what? A bloodline? An old promise made by ghosts?

It was a type of logic my fire couldn't burn through; it made no sense. My path was simple. My duty wasn’t to a crown or to a tradition. It was to the people in this room. To finding Halven.

Then Shara was on her feet, her eyes blazing. “Listen, everyone! Ayzella wrote about another glyph called Nivareth, meaning ‘Bound reflection.’ She says this glyph is both Water and Fire, writing: ‘I am sure of it. I’ve seen it burn in steam and settle in frost. It belongs to both, and neither. I do not know if it is a union or a farewell. But I know it is mine. I gave it to the Mizunomi.’”

I felt a headache well on its way.

Garnexis held up a hand. “Enlighten us, Shara. What does any of that mean?”

Shara showed us the scroll. The glyph next to the entry matched the Gemina Flamma exactly. The same one from the door. The same one we’ve seen everywhere. We all crowded in, our voices a mess of confusion.

“That’s the Emberglyph,” I breathed.

“Nivareth,” Rielle whispered.

“Bound reflection,” Garnexis echoed.

“It’s a Water Glyph, too?” I asked, my mind racing.

Then the room dropped a few degrees. The fire in the hearth dimmed to a sulk. A familiar chill ran down my spine, and a scent hit me—the edge of summer and seawater, a smell that was uniquely hers. I knew it was her before I even looked. I could always smell her, even in a crowd.

My head whipped toward the door. And there she was.

Aster.

She stood in the doorway, arms crossed, violet eyes taking in the room. Her hair moved like it wasn’t bound by gravity, fluid and circling slow like a whirlpool. Her presence pulled the air itself inward.

The word duty came back to me.

A Fire Fae’s duty would always be to his people, to fall in love with his own kind. More of that duty I didn’t understand, because looking at this beautiful Water Fae told me she was the only duty I would ever need. Besides my friends that is.

It was what she did to me.

The fire inside me, the restless, angry thing that always needed something to prove, went still in that presence of hers. Everything in me wanted to go to her, to touch her, to feel that cool calm seep into my skin and silence the noise in my head.

“Nivareth has another meaning,” she said, her voice like iced velvet as she glided into the room. Each step stole my breath. She stopped beside us, her violet eyes on the scroll. “An older Water Fae story speaks of heartbreak and healing. ‘Balance the halves. Pour stillness downward. Release the frozen heart.’”

Her mesmerizing gaze rose to mine, and that thing that always ran too hot inside of me, that thing always trying to be more, she made that thing shut up. How did she settle me like that?

“Just more mysteries,” Shara sighed.

Rielle turned to Aster, stealing her gaze away from me. “Have you ever been taught that water has memory?”

Aster shook her head. “It’s a children’s story. A folk tale. Nothing to be taken seriously.” She looked at the scroll like she wanted to memorize every word. “I’d like to read this—”

“No one else will read that scroll!”

We all jumped. The librarian from the Shadow Index stood in the doorway, eyes sharp. She lifted a hand, and the scroll zipped away from Shara, rolled itself up midair, and vanished into the librarian’s palm.

“Do not,” she commanded, “borrow from my library again.” Then she disappeared.

Aster’s visceral disappointment struck me like a vise, stealing my breath. I don’t care what the librarian said. I would steal that scroll again. For Aster.

“Gods and goddesses,” Shara said. “We’re back to nothing.”

Shara’s words brought me back to our missing friend, and that fire was back in my gut.

“We’ve learned nothing anyways,” I growled, starting to pace, restless energy back in full force.

“Maybe not nothing,” Garnexis said. “Perhaps it’s like we’ve been learning in our Elemental Fusion class. Maybe we need to fuse Fire and Water together.”

I stopped, looking at Garnexis. “We don’t know how to do that. It’s not something we’ve learned yet.”

“It was just an idea,” she grumbled.

Rielle smiled, always the calm one. “The theory is sound. What if it’s not a fusion but just a pairing? Water and Fire magic used together to open the Seal?”

My gaze locked with Aster’s. A slow, hot grin spread across my face. “Looks like you’ll finally be able to join us with your contributions, icicle.”

The grin she returned melted me. I swear I forgot every word in existence.

“If Aster is helping,” Garnexis cut in, arms crossing, “then Orivian is, too. We have been sharing information anyway.”

I didn’t hear her. All I saw was Aster, and the way her eyes held mine, a silent challenge passing between us.

Rielle’s voice was a distant murmur. “Orivian is a lovely person. I think that is a wonderful idea.”

The frustration and despair in the room seeped away, replaced by a fragile, thrilling spark of hope. We had a plan. We had a direction. And I had her.

Shara’s voice cut through the haze. “Then let’s go to the tunnels.”

Yes, I thought, my eyes still on Aster. Let’s go.

Octis 23

Gods, I hated those tunnels beneath the library. The cold seeped through my robes, a damp, unnatural chill wrapping around my legs like an unwanted guest. The kind of cold that crept through clothes, clung to the edges of your bones, and whispered that maybe you didn’t belong here. And for someone like me—Fire-born, Summer-blooded—it felt like the world’s most unfunny joke.

Of course our great mystery-solving adventure had to be in a glorified meat locker.

Still, I ignored it. I had to. Especially now.

It had been a week of wasted time waiting to get back here, a week of the library crawling with panicked students studying for midterms, and now the five of us, myself, Shara, Rielle, Garnexis, and Aster, stood before the damned door in that miserable, frozen hallway.

It was time to get this over with. I stepped forward, catching Aster’s eye as she shadowed just to my right.

My nerves danced, not from the cold or discomfort. From memory. Every kiss I’d stolen from Aster.

Over the last week of her hanging around our quad, I’d kissed her more times than I could count. It wasn't like kissing other girls, Summer Fae girls, whose breath mingled hot with my own. Every kiss with Aster was a battle, my fire clashing with her frost, a dance of opposing forces I never wanted to end. A battle I didn’t want to win; a dance I never wanted to end.

I rolled my shoulders, trying to shrug off the shiver skimming my spine as I stepped forward and sparked flame to life between my fingers.

“Alright, icicle. I’ll lead. Watch closely.” I raised my hands, fire blooming. “The Emberglyph means to split strength, ground your fire, ignite the center.”

My focus narrowed. The spell I needed came without effort, instinct honed through constant practice, a whisper from my ancestors in the back of my mind. Fire was an extension of me. I didn't have to think, just act.

My voice dropped, low and focused. “I start on the outside, where the magic is split until reaching the middle.”

My skin shifted. Veins ignited in curling flame, webbing over dark flesh like lava over stone. Obsidian cracked across my arms and chest as I began the spell.

Flames spouted from me, tracing the outer spirals of the glyph in bold strokes. Heat kissed the stone, curling against the door.

The more of myself I poured into the spell, the hungrier my flames as they lashed out from my hair. Fiery veins pulsed across my dark skin, the familiar crackle of my magic a comforting sound.

When I curved the spell down, spiraling through the triangle and into the bottom circle, my attention fell to Aster.

“I think I have it,” she said, her voice a calm river in my inferno. “Nivareth translates to balance the halves, pour stillness downward, and release the frozen heart.”

She stepped in beside me.

Her magic was nothing like mine. Where mine blazed, hers pooled. Violet eyes swirled to life, hypnotic pools of color shot through with gold. A soft lavender glow gathered around her hand, soft and slow like dusk after snowfall. Gods, she was magnificent.

“I must also split my magic like yours.”

The glow expanded, rippling over her, waves of gold moving through the lavender light. Her hair became a cascade of liquid water, splashing silently to the ground in long, glacial rivulets, and something in my chest went tight.

All I knew then was that I wanted to always call her mine, to let her water tame my fire.

Just like her water deliberating wrapped around my flames now without extinguishing them. She didn’t fight the fire. She danced with it. Every line of the glyph mirrored mine, her water curving around my flame like she knew exactly where I’d move before I moved there.

Magic poured off her like breath, like calm. Like control. Her stillness drew me in, soothed every piece of me too hot, too angry, too loud.

“Bound reflection,” Shara murmured behind us.

Yes, we were bound in this magical reflection, and so much more.

“The Mizunomi’s translation,” Shara said. “Ayzella wrote that Nivareth means bound reflection. She said it belongs to Water and Fire. Both, but neither. This—” she gestured toward Aster and me “—this is them reflecting each other. Bound movements.”

I glanced at Aster wondering if she felt as complete in this as I did. Her smile echoed mine, and my heart nearly stopped.

We hadn’t practiced this. We hadn’t needed to. We just... fit.

The air snapped between us as fire and water met, lacing together tighter. Steam burst. For a moment, it was a fight, a raw struggle for dominance. Then she cooled her flow, and our power twined together, a perfect, shimmering braid of orange and violet.

The glyph pulsed.

Click.

The door groaned open.

I grinned. I hadn't been sure it would actually work. A blast of frigid air rolled out. Of course, more cold.

I muttered something mentally about frostbite and misery, but I kept it to myself. Pride wouldn’t let me flinch. Not in front of them. I was going in first, no question.

I stepped through the mist, heart hammering against the sudden swell of power inside the chamber. The magic here was thick, the kind that prickled your skin and warned you to shut up and pay attention.

Aster slipped in behind me. Garnexis followed. Shara and Rielle brought up the rear.

As I moved farther in, the density of the magic made my stomach clench. This wasn’t just one kind. It was a tangle. Layers and layers of it. I could taste Fire. Definitely Fire. But it didn’t belong to anyone I recognized.

I snapped my fingers. Fire leapt to several candles on a desk, then two wall torches. The room illuminated in a wave of flame.

And there he was.

Halven.

My breath hitched. My heart hammered against my ribs. He was frozen, trapped in ice. Fear locked into every muscle in his body, his hand outstretched against one full wall of ice, his mouth barely open like he was about to speak.

The fire that was a part of me roared to life in my hands, a blaze of pure, helpless rage. He was my friend, my brother. My bro-triangle was broken because I hadn’t been here. I should have been here. This was my fault.

“He’s alive.”

Shara’s words cut through my fury. The flames in my hands died down, sputtering into nothing.

Gasps hit from behind me. Garnexis. “What?”

“How is that possible?” I stared, the question falling out of me before I could stop it.

“I don’t know,” Shara said.

I didn’t even notice Rielle was frozen in place until then. She looked shattered.

Aster moved to the ice. Garnexis veered toward the desk. But I couldn’t move. Not until hope burst through the weight in my chest. He was alive. It was just ice. I could fix this.

“I’ll get him out.” Fire exploded in my palms again, ready to melt his prison away.

“Wait,” Shara blocked me. “We don’t know what we’re dealing with. Releasing him could kill him.”

My voice broke. “For the love of the gods above and below! I can’t just leave him in there!”

I dropped my hands, flames fizzling.

Shara went to Rielle, then. The Moon Fae looked like a ghost. Gently, Shara lay hands on her shoulders. I turned to Aster instead.

She stood at the ice, her glow returned, arms raised in concentration. Her power flowed slowly threading into the wall of ice. Every line of her posture broadcast control.

The sight of her, so calm and focused, was the only thing keeping me from blasting that Halven’s block of ice to steam. I needed her cool presence, her soothing calm. I needed her.

I didn’t even know when it had happened, this need. Her presence calmed the fire in me, not by smothering it, but by anchoring it. She was my opposite, the one who challenged me, who could handle my fire and not get burned. She saw the fear beneath my anger, the loyalty beneath my bravado. She saw me.

Tangled together last night, I’d told her that. Maybe not in so many words. Then she whispered to me that she didn’t want to feel this much, that feeling so deeply was terrifying. Her care for me, her love for Halven, her anger at the faculty, it all swirled inside her. She hid it behind frost, but it was there.

But she’d been right. Halven hadn’t left. He’d been here the whole time.

The magic in the ice wall called to me, whispering its own energy. Fire stirred in my core. I expanded my awareness and opened to the flow of it. Fire. Inside the wall. Old. Powerful. Slightly familiar, a signature close the Firebird, but not his.

What the hells did it mean?

“Who did this to him?” Rielle’s raw whisper pulled me back.

“I have a pretty good idea who or what.” Garnexis held up a brittle old newssheet.

We gathered near the desk as Garnexis read. “Year six-thirty-nine.”

“The Moon Fae Massacre,” Rielle said, voice breaking. “It’s the same year. The year most of the Moon Fae clans were wiped out during the Summer Fae Wars.”

A sick feeling churned in my stomach.

I didn’t know those wars. I was born in Nythral, a place of peace, but the history of my race was written in blood and ash. That war belonged to my people. It wasn’t a history I was proud of.

I glanced away.

Garnexis kept reading. “Students at the academy have reported hearing voices… the infirmary is full… by order of Lady Isamore, the academy will be shut down…”

Voices.

“Voices?” My head snapped up. “Didn’t Halven mention voices in the journal page under his bed?”

Aster stepped back from the wall. “This is Wintermere. Halven said in the journal page he heard the voices and he went to Wintermere.”

That tracked. The ice, the location. We were underground, all looking at part of the frozen lake which surrounded Nivara Hall.

“There’s Moon magic in the ice,” Rielle added.

“There’s a lot of magic,” Aster said. “I feel two signatures of Water magic. One of them is Lady Isa’s.”

I stared at the wall. So Lady Isa’s magic was here too.

Shara jumped in. “Maybe that makes sense? Lady Isa founded Nythral. She was part of whatever was done with the magic here to make it safe for us. Maybe the lake is part of the magic. But have you felt her magic in Wintermere before?”

Both Rielle and Aster shook their heads.

Aster looked to the ice. “From the surface there’s not even any residue, and with how old and powerful the second signature of Water magic is, I would have expected to feel something. It’s like it’s purposefully being masked, hidden from us. But why?”

“Well, I hate to break it to you all, but I have more to add to the mystery.” I gave a small smile. “There’s Fire magic, too. In the ice. Kind of like the Firebird. Not exactly. Similar, though.”

Shara moved forward and placed her hand on the wall, magic curling outward from the copper aura around her fingers.

I frowned. I didn’t need to touch the ice to feel the Fire magic. They did, though. I could feel the Fire from here. Maybe I’m just more powerful? I’d never admit it aloud, but maybe I was just better at this than they were. Not that it was a competition. But if it was? I was winning.

Then, “Garnexis? Any Metal magic in the room or in the lake?”

“None.”

“So, there’s powerful Water, Moon, and Fire magic inside the lake itself,” Shara said. “None of us have felt it above ground.”

“Lady Isa’s magic is also part of what encases Halven,” Aster said. “The only Water magic. But there’s another magic mixed in. Not Water.”

“Veyn,” Shara said. “There’s Wood magic in the ice around Halven. Somehow, Veyn is part of the spell. I don’t know what it’s meant to do.”

I looked toward Garnexis. Her fingers gripped the desk. I wanted to say something. To reassure her.

She’d told me once, after Halven disappeared, that she’d had the urge to run again. The same gut-deep fear she got whenever things turned against her. She and her mother never stayed anywhere long. Not when people found out who she was.

I wanted to say, You belong here. But I didn’t know if she’d believe me. So I said nothing.

“Lady Isa knew where Halven was this whole time,” Shara said. “She told us to stop looking because she trapped him here. So the question is, why? And is Veyn helping her, or is he trying to help Halven?”

“Why was Halven even here?” Rielle asked.

Garnexis answered. “The voices.”

“He followed them,” Shara said. “Same as before when he followed them to Wintermere. This must be where he came at the end when his spells didn’t work above ground.”

I thought back to the burned glyph Garnexis and I had found at the shore of Wintermere. The same glyph Halven had written into his journal over and over.

Rielle gasped, her gaze on the newssheet. “Turn it over.”

Garnexis flipped the page.

Lady Isa. And beside her, Neir. Both standing together in front of Wintermere.

Rielle whispered, “Neir.”

Her hands dropped. Fists clenched.

“I wasn’t sure before,” she said. “I’ve only felt his Moon magic once, but now I’m certain. It’s in the lake. It’s in this room. He’s part of this.”

“You said he was a guardian of old magic, right?” Shara said. “Maybe he meant the lake.”

“The Water magic feels old,” Aster said. “Perhaps it’s the same with the Moon magic and he’s tied to it?”

“He said he came to check on the magic surrounding Nythral,” Rielle said. “If he spoke the truth, then it’s all connected to Wintermere. Or he’s lying.”

I looked at her, then at Aster. She caught my glance. Her eyes were soft and furious. Her hand slipped into mine, comforting. Both Veyn and Neir was part of whatever was happening here, but at least Aster wasn’t part of this.

“What we know is Lady Isa, Veyn, and Neir have all been here,” Shara said bringing all of our thoughts together, “and they know something of what’s going on. And they haven’t told anyone.”

I shoved some papers aside on the desk, needing to do something with my hands. A glint of metal caught my eye.

One of Isa’s spoons. Her favorite ones.

I held it up. “I would say your assumptions are sound, Shara. This desk belongs to Lady Isa.”

“If she owns the desk, and her magic froze Halven,” Rielle looked to Aster who nodded, “then can we trust her at all?”

“Or any of them?” Shara rubbed her chest. “They could be working together.”

Garnexis picked up the half-empty mug, sniffing it. “I think the more important question is, how long ago was she here?”

Aster looked at the doorway. “And when will she be back?”

Every muscle locked tight.

That was it. I started shoving things back into place on the desk. “I don’t want to end up as an ice cube for standing in the wrong place.” I wiped my hands on my robes. “Let’s get out of here.”

I grabbed Aster’s hand, pulling her toward the door. As it closed behind us, Rielle’s desperate whisper filled the tunnel. “We have to help him.”

Shara’s reply was a fierce promise. “We will.”

Ever the practical one, Garnexis said, “I don’t plan on leaving him there either. But we can’t help him if we get caught. We need a plan.”

A plan. Yes. We needed a plan. And this time, I would be there to see it through, to see Halven freed. No matter what.

Log 6: The Temperature of Trust, dated Octis 31, 1004

Not everything makes it into these logs. Some moments are too raw or tangled to untangle in writing. What happened between me and Aster after everything... well, I’ll let you see that for yourself. You should have received the instructions in your packet. If not, check back with the archive staff. You won’t want to miss this one.

Ardorion

“Welcome to my Fire Records. If you're expecting clean lines and cool logic, you're lost. Try the Water Fae.”

“Most of this was sent by mail, but I don’t trust the postal sprites not to drop something in the fog over the frozen lake. So, yeah—backup copies live here.”

“This section’s locked unless you’re following me. So if you’re here, it means I trust you. Or I’m dangerously low on better options.”

“You might find a few extra notes scattered in the margins. Things I didn’t say out loud. Yet. If we’re going to figure out what happened to Halven, I’m going to need your eyes on the fire.”

Garnexis

“Welcome to the Forge Records. Try not to cut yourself on the truth.”

“If you’re here, you’re either following me—or you took a wrong turn at the polite archives.”

“Everything should’ve arrived by mail, but I keep a backup in case the system screws up. Again.”

“We’re not done with Halven’s trail. And I don’t quit just because it gets messy.”

Shara

“Welcome to my archives, my Leaf Records. These are the roots I’ve chosen to preserve.”

“You should have received them by mail, but I keep them here as well—pressed between moments and memories.”

“This space is for those walking this path with me. Not everyone will understand what we’re growing toward.”

“If we’re going to find Halven, we can’t give up. Not when the leaves are still whispering the name of my best friend.”

Leaf Records

Leaf Entry 1: The Spiral Mystery, dated Septis 18–21, 1004

Shara's Note

 Aerisday, Septis 18

We must find Halven.

Or the very least, find out what happened to him.

No one is talking about his disappearance, but something is not right.

I arrived to the Academy of Harmony & Magic in Nivara Hall the day before classes started.

I had barely unpacked my satchel when Ardorion tossed his cloak onto his bed like it owed him money and said, “We should check on Aster. Maybe her face will finally crack if we ask the right question.”

I gave him a look, but I could not deny the idea made sense. I could tell he felt the same about finding Halven. We all had our own relationship with the Air Fae.

Halven had been my best friend. There was something tempered in him. He'd been born during the Galestone Wars, shaped by that chaos, even if he rarely spoke of it. There was steel in him—peaceful, but never passive. He’d survived things others didn’t, and not just because of talent. There was heart in him, and grit.

Halven vanishing without a word was not right. His entire quad seemed too quiet, and now that we were all back at Goldspire, it felt wrong not to follow up. I glanced toward Rielle, who was smoothing the corner of her blanket with fingers far too calm. That alone told me how shaken she really was.

“Maybe we should go,” I said, soft but certain. “Rielle, would you want to? I mean, you and Halven were close once.”

More than close. Rielle and Halven had often hidden beneath her blankets amid giggles and sighs. I could only imagine the kisses they shared. I haven’t kissed anyone since... Not since Veyn left me and everyone in Nythral two years ago.

Her smile was polite but didn’t reach her eyes. She had broken up with Halven sometime over the summer break. “I’m not sure.”

Still, she came with us—myself, Ardorion, and Garnexis.

Goldspire Tower holds all the second-years, and Halven’s quad was just across the hall from ours. Familiar stone, same high arched doorways, but stepping into their space felt colder somehow. Aster was the only one there, arms folded, eyes like polished frost. She didn’t stop us from entering, but she didn’t invite us in either.

Ardorion crossed the threshold and leaned dramatically against the doorframe, like he owned the place, arms folded and voice full of heat.

“Well, look who decided to keep the icicle throne warm while the rest of us were actually worried,” he said, eyes locking onto Aster.

Aster stood near the window in the main room, half in shadow, half washed in cold morning light. She didn’t move. She didn’t even blink.

And she was beautiful. Not in the loud, obvious way Ardorion liked to pretend he hated, but in the kind of way that made you go silent before you realized why. Her skin shimmered like wet stone, textured in a way that looked sculpted, not born. Like other full fae, her hair moved. Long pale blue strands clung to her shoulders like snowmelt clinging to a cliff face.

Her eyes were the most startling part—deep violet and glowing faintly, like moonlight seen through ice. You could drown in eyes like that. Maybe Ardorion already had.

She gave him a flat look. “And look who decided to speak without thinking. Again.”

Ardorion gave her a grin that was more fire than smile. “You know, for someone who’s supposed to be calm and collected, you’re awfully quick with the frostbite.”

She rolled her eyes. “Forgive me if I’m not impressed by theatrics in leather and flame.”

“Oh, come on,” Ardorion said, stepping inside now when Rielle pushed him forward. “Just admit you missed me.”

“I missed the silence more.”

“Forgive me if I thought maybe you’d stopped pretending you didn’t care.”

“I care,” she said evenly. “I just don’t shout about it like a Summer Fae with something to prove.”

I resisted the urge to sigh. It was always like this with the two of them—sarcasm as second language, veiled insults as affection. Part of me wondered if they even realized how tangled their words had become.

While they traded heat and ice, I walked into Halven’s room and let my eyes wander around. It was too neat. Too preserved. Halven’s bed was still made, his writing desk was stacked with books arranged by subject. A woven bracelet sat folded on a corner shelf, untouched. The air felt suspended, like the space hadn’t exhaled since he left.

Then I saw it—something barely visible, half-tucked beneath the bed. A flash of pale paper, warped and curling at the edge.

I stepped forward, crouching slowly so I didn’t startle anyone.

“Guys,” I said, holding it up, “I found something.”

Everyone gathered around, and I read the smeared ink aloud. The words were panicked, fragmented. Something about an Emberglyph. Something about voices. And then the line that stopped my breath: “Do not trust—” followed by a wash of water damage.

It ended in my hands. My fingers trembled.

 “We should copy this,” Garnexis said. “Create one for all of us.”

Before I could answer, someone new entered the quad and with a booming voice, yelled, “Ardorion!”

Elio. A Stone Dragon.

He was one of Halven and Aster’s quadmates. We all turned to him.

He gave us a wide smile. “Hey, strangers.”

Elio was sunlight in motion. Ardorion lit up immediately, matching his intensity. They slapped shoulders like long-lost brothers. It was ridiculous.

They bantered for a while, catching up, while Elio mentioned that Lo, their last quadmate, had gone back to the Spring Quadrant to speak with Halven’s adoptive parents.

Aster stayed near the window. She finally spoke again, voice quiet but edged.

“I’ve brought this to Lady Isa. Told her it’s not natural, this disappearance. She brushed me off.”

Her eyes met mine for the briefest second. There was a tremble there. Not weakness—just something unraveling.

I pressed the journal page closer to my chest.

When we left, the others split off. I went back to my room in our quad, but could not sleep. No matter how much I prayed to my goddess, needing the full night of sleep before the first day of classes, before seeing Veyn again, I stayed up until dawn.

 

Terrasday, Septis 20

Classes started yesterday, and I found myself early to Elemental Alchemy: The Art of Binding Nature to Magic.

I wanted to love this class.

I love the idea of binding nature to magic. As a Wood Fae so closely tied to plants and living things, it should have felt like a perfect match—another thread to follow back to myself. But of course, it had to be taught by him.

Veyn.

I knew it would be. I had seen his name on the schedule weeks ago, and still I registered. I was not going to let his presence dictate what I could or could not learn. But I was scared to see him again. I hadn’t seen him in over two years.

That was why I convinced Rielle to join me. I felt bad for asking her, not really having to convince her. She still blamed herself for Veyn leaving. After years of having dreams about Veyn’s death, she’d finally had one that told him how to survive. He embraced the answer—leaving Nythral.

Several times I’ve reassured her that I didn’t hold her accountable for his actions. Perhaps it was wrong to ask her to join me for this class knowing how she felt but I knew she would not ask questions. And maybe, deep down, I just didn’t want to walk into that room alone.

We sat together near the middle of the room, where the light filtering through the glass windows softened to a greenish gold. Rielle was as poised and unreadable as ever, half in this world, half somewhere else. Her silver-white hair was braided loosely today, a cascade of silk down her back. It didn’t move because she was a hybrid, half Moon Fae, half human.

She kept her head tilted slightly, her gaze drifting across the floor, like she was listening to something I couldn’t hear.

“I think he dyed the leaves in his hair darker,” she whispered, her lips barely moving.

I glanced at her, then followed her eyes to the front of the room.

Veyn was standing there in silence, reviewing notes. His long hair, still damp from the misty morning air, was braided with vines that vibrated with small shakes—dark green and interwoven with silver stems. The same leaf pattern traced the collar of his robes, where woven fibers mimicked veins. Even from across the room, he looked like something grown rather than born.

He was a Wood Fae like me. I should know. We grew up together.

And I knew everything about him—or I had. I had known how to make his eyes shine with bronze brilliance with a single touch. I had known how a soft kiss over his heart made it beat faster. I had known what it was like to lie in his arms and feel closer to him than to any other.

The vines twining around my arms glowed a soft green light in response to my thoughts. Seditious twigs! Their leaves trembled as if laughing.

Those were things I had known about him. I didn’t know this Veyn anymore. Even if he hadn’t changed much. Not outwardly. Still golden-skinned and sharp-eyed, still moving like his body remembered wind and water more than logic or control. But there was something heavier in him now. As if time had settled behind his ribs and decided to stay.

Whatever it was had made his natural flora darker.

I gave Rielle a smile. “He’s changed in some ways.”

And not at all in others. He was still just as handsome. Would his lips feel the same on mine as they always had?

Rielle smiled back without looking at me.

I sighed. This Veyn was not the man I once knew. He was only two years older than me, but once, that hadn’t felt like a lifetime. Things had started to change when he became the youngest to earn a teaching title at Nivara Hall. Right before he vanished without a single word.

Now he was back. Just as Halven was missing.

And I could not stop wondering if those two things were connected.

Before my thoughts churned again, class began. Veyn spoke softly but clearly, explaining the foundational theory of natural alignment and spell compatibility. I took notes at first. I even tried to focus. But the way he moved,  the rhythm of his voice—it all kept pulling me back.

I remembered how Halven used to tease us when he’d see us drawing closer to the other, how we used to sit under the trees in Ethergard’s southern garden, our shoulders brushing. Veyn had kissed me for the first time there. It hadn’t been the last time, but it was still the best kiss I’ve ever had. It had felt like spring rain soaking through roots—slow and sure and deeper than I expected.

Veyn had been everything to me then.

When he left without a word, something in me had gone quiet.

I could not bring myself to look at him now, so I reached into my bag and pulled out the torn journal page from Halven’s room. I still didn’t know why I had brought it with me, only that it felt wrong to leave it behind.

I set it on the desk, smoothing the edges. My eyes were drawn again to the symbol scribbled across it. Like an afterthought, repeated again and again. It wasn’t a Wood Fae mark. It wasn’t any script I recognized.

Rielle leaned over slightly to look at the page. Her brow furrowed.

“An Emberglyph?” she asked.

Summer Fae were the only fae to use glyphs.

“Maybe Ardorion would know it?” I asked.

Veyn’s voice stopped.

I looked up.

He stood only a desk away, next to an empty seat, staring at the parchment. His expression didn’t shift at first, but his hands slowly lowered to the edge of the desk beside him. For one long moment, his eyes stayed on the page grasped in my fingers, flickering through recognition, then confusion, then something colder.

Fear.

I shoved the paper back into my bag, cheeks flushing, pulse fluttering.

I felt his eyes on me again later, and when I looked up...

My heart fluttered.

Words he had yet to speak to me rested in his eyes, a song of guilt, regret, sorrow.

Then he turned away.

Heat climbed my neck, and my vines tightened around my chest. I refused to look at him again for the rest of class.

Afterward, Rielle left to attend Cycles of the Moon & Dream Theory. I didn’t have a class so I wandered to the Library of Seasons instead. I needed answers. Rielle might be the dreamer with prophetic visions, but my gut was telling me that Veyn’s return was not coincidental.

I moved through shelves until I found what I was looking for—an older volume on elemental glyph systems. The edges were frayed, the spine half-cracked.

After three pages, I found the mark.

Gemina Flamma. Twin Flame.

Summer Fae interpretation: Split strength. Ground your fire. Ignite the center.

I didn’t understand. Halven was Air Fae. What was he doing with a Summer Fae glyph?

As I turned the page, I felt a presence behind me.

I closed the book and looked up.

Veyn.

My heart jumped.

He did not speak at first. Just watched me, the way he used to—like I was more than I knew how to be.

How dare he look at me like that after he left me!

I opened my mouth, but nothing came out. I wished I had Garnexis’s gumption. I’d tell him off, then walk away with a final command to never speak to me again.

He reached into the pocket of his robe and held something out to me.

A leaf. Pale green, shaped like a spiral, almost too symmetrical to be natural.

“I found this near the west grounds,” he said. “I remembered how you used to collect unusual leaves.”

Our fingers brushed as I reached for it.

I stared at it, then at him. I had once told him, in a whisper beneath the canopy of the southern garden trees, that I believed each shape of leaf told a story. That they could predict something. That they spoke to the future.

I wanted a power like Rielle’s. I wanted to be powerful like Veyn.

It was something I never told anyone. How could I tell my best friend and my lover that sometimes I felt less than them?

But Veyn had remembered my love for collecting these leaves.

Tears stuck in my throat, my eyes on the leaf in my hand while I wrestled with what to say. I wanted to hate him for leaving me.

Before I could utter a word, he turned and walked away.

Leaving me again.

I stared at the leaf for a long time, wiping away tears and wondering what story it was trying to tell me—and whether Veyn was meant to be in it.

Then I saw a different sigil or glyph on the back, but this one I couldn’t find anywhere.

By the time I returned to our quad that evening, the sun had dipped low. One of the rooms was already occupied, Rielle asleep under a spell-dimmed light. I tucked the leaf safely into my journal and set the page from Halven beside it. I wanted to speak with the others, but my voice felt caught in my chest.

Metisday, Septis 21

We all gathered again tonight in our common room, sitting on the couches and plush seating. There was something unspoken in the air between us—like a storm circling.

Each of us shared what we had found.

Ardorion spoke first. He had gone to Wintermere after our visit to Halven’s room, seeking space to cool down after arguing with Aster—his words, not mine. What he found there was a strange parchment with a metallic look, the edges still warm with spell-burn. It carried an Emberglyph, the same symbol from Halven’s torn page: Gemina Flamma.

“I tried to grab it,” he said, leaning back in his chair, arms crossed. His short and spiky fire hair waved with fast undulations. “But I wasn’t alone.”

“What do you mean?” Rielle asked, her voice soft but steady.

“There were sprites. Wandering ones coming out of the Wintermere’s fog. I know they were trying to be playful, but I almost sparked a fire just to see them turn into steam.”

“Did they speak?” I asked. One of my vines with baby leaves caressed the side of my face in a soothing motion. I really had no control over the plants living in my skin, but they always knew what to do to help me.

He shook his head while pulling out a scrap piece of paper with the Emberglyph in his handwriting, the paper edges scorched. “No. They just watched. Hovered around it. Every time I reached for the glyph, they yanked it away. I backed off and drew what I remembered.”

Garnexis let out a sharp breath and pushed her curtain of ruby-colored hair behind one ear. “That’s funny because I did grab it.”

We all turned to her, while she showed us this same metallic scrap. She explained how she had found it, how she had touched it to the lake—and how it had burned the glyph into her wrist.

“Left one,” she added, showing us a faint outline still etched into her skin. “It’s fading now. But it wasn’t just a sting. It felt like a promise. Or a warning. Either way, it’s the same Emberglyph.”

She also told us how Orivian had shown up and tried to take it, but she had taken it back by sheer force of will and one well-timed distraction. Her secret smile made me wonder about what distraction she used. What an intriguing wine blush spreading beneath the sheen of her metallic-gray skin. Garnexis was not one to hold back or let anything fluster her. The reason for it struck me.

“Oh, gods and goddesses,” I said. “Did you kiss Orivian?”

The blush deepened before she pocketed the metallic-like parchment and crossed her arms. “I use any tools I have to get what I want.”

Rielle spoke next. Her voice was slow, almost dreamlike, but certain. “I also found myself by the lake, but in my dreams. I had two of them. The first was of Halven, standing on the ice. He told me not to follow.”

Her fingers curled slightly where they rested on her knees. “The second dream was of someone else. A man I don’t know but I’ve dreamed of him before. This time he was writing the same sigil into the ground by the lake. When I asked him what it meant, he covered it. Then he... well you don’t have to know that part.” Bright pink dotted her slate-blue skin.

Surprise lifted my eyebrows. “Did everyone except me kiss somebody in the first days of school?”

Ardorion snorted. “There’s no one I would kiss.”

Garnexis’s laughter made her arms loose. “You mean you wouldn’t survive the frosted kiss of the one woman you can’t have.”

We all joined in the laughter except for Ardorion. His short fire hair frothed into higher flames. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

Right! We all knew how much Ardorion and Aster were drawn to the other, like two stars circling each other, gravity pulling them closer and closer. It was only a matter of time before those two collided, and then there would be fireworks.

When the laughter died away, Rielle continued. “When I woke up from my second dream, I was in the kitchen. Sleepwalking. Again. While there, I wrote down the sigil while it was still fresh, but I spilled my drink across the paper.”

She pulled out the smudged note. The glyph was barely visible, but we all recognized the shape. The same as Halven’s page. The same as Ardorion’s drawing. The same as Garnexis’s wrist.

“Do you know what it means, Ardorion?” Rielle asked.

His golden eyes dimmed. “The Gemina Flamma. The twin flames, but that’s just a guess. This is an older Emberglyph and not one we use today.”

“I know what it means,” I said. They looked at me with surprise. I shrugged my shoulders. “I found it in a book. You know, in that place they call a library.”

Still they just looked at me.

“Well, keep us in suspense then.” Garnexis crossed her arms again.

I swallowed. “I mean, I have the literal translation, but I’m not sure what it actually means. The text says it means to split strength, ground your fire, and ignite the center.”

Ardorion raised a single fire-red eyebrow. His fiery hair had calmed down. “What are we supposed to do with that?”

“And why would Halven—an Air Fae—be writing a Emberglyph over and over?” Garnexis added.

No one answered right away.

“Maybe it meant something to him,” Ardorion said, quieter than usual.

It was then I showed them the leaf Veyn had given me. I hadn’t wanted to, not at first, because it was even more ambiguous, but something about the moment made it feel right. When I flipped to the backside with the glyph, we all looked to Ardorion, but he shook his head.

“I don’t know that one,” he said.

I ran a finger over the glyph. “I think this has something to do with the Gemina Flamma but I couldn’t find it in any of the texts.”

Rielle tilted her head, almost looking like a bird. “Where did you get that?”

I grumbled, not really wanting to say his name aloud.

“Does it matter if we don’t know what it means,” Ardorion asked.

Rielle frowned at him.

“Maybe we can find out in our Runes and Sigils class,” Garnexis said. “Class is on Sylsday, right?”

Ardorion leaned an arm on the table next to him and tapped his fingers against the wood. “I guess this is it then. We’re really doing this. We’re looking for Halven and not giving up like everyone else has.”

Rielle glanced down at the edge of her sleeve. “Wouldn’t you want him to do the same for us?”

My heart twisted for her. Even if she’d broken up with Halven, she’d genuinely cared about the Air Fae.

“Of course. I don’t want to give up,” Ardorion replied. “But we’ve got classes. Exams. According to Aster, Lady Isa is not concerned. So, if we screw this up... What if we disappear like he did?”

“We just have to be smart,” I said. “And careful.”

Rielle straightened her thin shoulders. “We should make a pact. No one investigates alone. No more secrets.”

“And if one of us goes missing?” Garnexis asked.

“Then the rest of us will know why,” I said. “And we won’t stop until we bring them back.”

“A pact,” Ardorion said, holding out his hands.

One by one, we nodded and linked our hands. Moon, Metal, Fire, and Wood Fae, bound not by magic, but by the bond between us as friends.

And it was stronger.

It was choice.

Spiral Leaf Icon Leaf Entry 2: The Glyph in the Silence, A Personal Encounter, dated Septis 24, 1004

This sensitve information has been filed away under a separate location. If you find it, you can access the records with the passcode "leavesremember."

Leaf Entry 3: Bound by Root and Memory, dated Septis 31-36, 1004

 Septis 31 

Several days had passed since we first found that letter from Professor Tilwyn in the library’s Restricted Section. The days blurred together, classes, notes, fragments of half-answers that never formed a whole. Halven was still gone, and no one but us seemed to care.

The week had ended in noise. The opening sessions of Practical Duels & Spells Synthesis had been as loud and dazzling as ever, an explosion of magic and performance. Fourth-years wielded spells like dancers in a storm. One conjured a lightning whip that shattered a mirrored battlefield into a swirling chaos maze. Another used layered illusions to mimic fighting in three directions at once.

It should’ve thrilled me. And a small part of it did. But it also reminded me how far we still were from answers about Halven, about the glyphs, about everything.

I sat cross-legged on the floor in our quad, leafing through my notes. The spiral-shaped leaf Veyn had given me weeks ago lay on the table beside my parchment stack. I caught myself turning it over in my hand again and again, the edges soft from too much contact. The glyph on the back still bothered me.

Veyn had said nothing when he gave me the leaf. Just walked away. But the glyph felt deliberate, like it was left for me to find.

Across the table, Rielle scribbled notes into the margin of her astronomy charts. Her handwriting had the same rhythm as her voice, elegant but a little haunted.

Garnexis was by the window, adjusting her bracers again, perched like she was ready to leap into a fight or out of the room.

We were quiet, the four of us. But the kind of quiet that grows too big when it isn’t filled.

“So,” Ardorion said finally, setting his mug down, “Aster says the Water Fae had glyphs.”

I looked up. “Yes, that’s what you told us.”

“I never heard of anything like that,” Garnexis added, her tone sharp with disbelief.

“But what if there are other types of glyphs out there?” Ardorion asked.

“Why would that matter?” I asked. And even as I did, I stopped twirling the leaf in my hand. I turned it over, letting the glyph show, as if it might reveal secrets.

I’d searched every Emberglyph record in the library and come up with nothing.

Slysday meant Runes and Sigils, the one class we all shared. I’d meant to bring up the unknown glyph. I had even written down a few phrasing options in the margin of my notes. But after Lady Isa’s confrontation in the library, her warning stern and final, none of us asked. Not even to Professor Ilham. Especially not to her.

Rielle leaned forward, her gaze never leaving the symbol. “That glyph doesn’t match anything we’ve studied.”

“Uh-huh, exactly, and—”

I cut Ardorion off before he could take the thought. “The glyph could have been one of the Water Fae glyphs!”

I could feel his sigh even before he crossed his arms. He was always like this when someone beat him to a conclusion. But this wasn’t about who said it first. We were finally getting somewhere, finally not stalled in a fog of unknowing.

Rielle touched the edge of the leaf gently. “We need to go back to the library.”

I nodded automatically but then paused. “The Fall Equinox celebration is soon. Less than a week before the Spiral of Seasons Dance.”

I didn’t mean to say it out loud, but it had been on my mind. Halven and I had spent the evening laughing last year, sneaking sweets from the Fall table and dancing until the torches died down. Even if things felt broken now, part of me wanted one night—just one—to breathe.

“Already? That came fast,” Rielle said. But the shadow that crossed her face told me she was remembering Halven, too.

Halven would always be my best friend, but he was no longer Rielle’s love. Her memories would be all she’d have of him, at least ones like those, even if we found Halven. The two of them had a great love for each other.

Both Garnexis and Ardorion’s faces also fell with remembering last year’s Spiral of Seasons celebration.

During the dance, Halven had sent pastries whirling through the air with precise little Air spells, and of course Ardorion had to add fire. They looked like edible comets. One landed on Professor Ilham’s hat.

I wanted to be annoyed. I wasn’t. It was ridiculous. And so very them.

And for Garnexis, attending a dance was not something she wanted to do, but then Halven had joined her near the edge of the dancing.

They didn’t dance. They just sat there, heads tilted close in quiet conversation. Halven had that effect on people. He made it feel okay to just be yourself.

She never told me what they talked about but the two of them had bonded in way she hadn’t yet bonded with either me or Rielle.

Now Garnexis groaned softly. “I love my season’s celebration but I could do without the dancing. Do I have to wear a dress again?”

I chuckled.

Rielle turned to Ardorion, light teasing in her voice. “Who will you pair with for the open dance at the end, Ardorion?”

He raised his brows. “You’re assuming I’m planning to stay long enough to dance with anyone.”

I couldn’t help myself. I wagged a finger at him. “You better not leave without one of us, which means you’ll be staying a while.”

We were not to be alone for fear our investigation would lead to one of us disappearing, too.

“I’ll skip out on the end dance with you,” Garnexis said.

Perhaps Garnexis might create a closer bond with Ardorion?

Ardorion put a hand to his chest, dramatically thumping it twice. “You are my true love, Garnexis.”

Garnexis gave him a dry look and moved away from the window, sitting on the floor and fiddling with her bracers again. I recognized the action, not boredom, but control. Grounding.

“Do you really think going back to the library will be helpful?” she asked. “Aster said only oral stories were passed down about the glyphs they used.”

I flipped through a few more pages and tapped the one that caught my eye. “There has to be some record of the Water Fae using glyphs. We’ll just have to dig deep for any reference. I’ll go with you tomorrow, Rielle.”

“Hurrah!” Rielle’s voice sparkled, and a pearlescent veil flashed briefly over her eyes. A small slip of magic. I pretended not to notice. She was already self-conscious over not being able to control her Moon Walking.

“Great,” Ardorion muttered. “You two run off to the quiet corner of the stacks again. I guess someone needs to keep an eye on Garnexis before she tears the place apart.”

“I’m right here, Flameboy,” Garnexis replied without looking up.

“I know. That’s why I’m volunteering.”

We paused, just for a breath. No one spoke. The candle on the table crackled, wax pooling at its base.

Then I asked the question still burning in the back of my mind. “Has anyone figured out anything else with Professor Tilwyn’s letter? Or that story? What was it?”

“‘Chaos’s Revenge for Sygilla,’” Rielle said.

“That’s the one.”

Garnexis looked at me. “Orivian believed Halven was looking into Wintermere’s history, so why was he reading that story?”

Ardorion shrugged. “No idea what he was thinking. I read the story twice. It’s either a metaphor or a warning or both. And it’s old. Old like Professor Tilwyn. Which is saying something.”

Garnexis leaned forward, candlelight dancing off the metal of her bracers. “But what if Halven reading it is the reason he disappeared? Orivian thinks it’s all related because the library was the last place he was seen.”

“The library?” I asked, more to myself than anyone.

“I say we go back to the library,” Garnexis said. “Just to look around. See what Halven might’ve left behind or see what happened to him.”

Ardorion groaned. “Fine. Shara and Rielle will search scrolls and whispers, and I’ll babysit Garnexis while she glares at shelves.”

“Try to keep up, hothead,” Garnexis smirked.

Ardorion grinned, but beneath the usual drama was something else. He loved us. He really did. He just didn’t say it the way we did. He said it through jokes and fire and walking beside us when we didn’t ask.

A tiny flame sparked at his fingertips, then disappeared as quickly as it came.

“Always do,” he said.

Septis 36

We had been back to the library four times in the last five days.

Each time, we found nothing. Or almost nothing. Plenty of theories, but no real answers. Just contradictory footnotes and vague speculation on elemental theory. There were moments I thought I imagined the glyph on the back of Veyn’s leaf. Moments I thought we were chasing ghosts.

But Rielle had found something. A name.

Ayzella dal Mirava, Second Crescent Moon Clan. A Moon Fae who had lived with a Water Clan nearly six hundred years ago and had written extensively about her time among them.

Then Rielle had dreamed of her.

Not the way most people mean when they say that. She’d woken two mornings ago with the name Ayzella still whispering on her tongue. She said she saw her standing at the edge of a tidepool, parchment soaked through her fingers, eyes the same color as frosted water under starlight.

Rielle believes Ayzella might have an answer.

So we came back again. Because that’s what we do when we don’t know how to stop.

We sat side by side in the northern wing, surrounded by scrolls and folios and ink-stained silence. Rielle sifted through biographical indexes. I had taken up a worn, leather-bound collection of Ayzella’s later essays, hoping to find anything—anything—that pointed to something concrete.

I was halfway through an essay titled "Echoes in Ritual Silence" when a passage caught my eye.

I blinked, leaned in, and read it again, heart beginning to drum a little faster.

“Rielle,” I said, my voice a whisper of urgency. “Listen to this.”

She looked up from her index page.

I read aloud: “Of all the things I was never meant to write, the glyphs remain the most sacred. But I could not let them be lost to breath alone. I wrote them anyway, in the smallest of hours, in secret. The record remains hidden. My mourning in ink. A Winter Record of Forgotten Water Glyphs.”

The silence between us shifted, like the moment before a tide pulls back.

Rielle sat up straighter. “That’s it.”

I was already nodding. “It has to be.”

She didn’t smile, but there was something lit behind her eyes. “I haven’t seen that title anywhere. Should we check the Shadow Index?”

I nodded.

We left our table without speaking and crossed to the eastern stair, our footsteps soft on stone too old to echo.

The Shadow Index lived on the upper level of the Library of Seasons, hidden in plain sight behind a set of arching glass doors etched with dragons. Most students never came here. Most didn’t even know they could.

But we did.

A violet glow lit the walls like twilight. Soft, but somehow weighty. As if the room understood the nature of its contents.

The librarian was already watching us.

She stood behind a single, obsidian desk, her hood drawn back just enough to reveal the braids tucked behind her rounded ears. With her dark skin and a sense of magic to her, she had to be a hybrid fae. Her presence was immediate.

“Welcome, seeker, to the Shadow Index,” she said, not cold, but not warm either.

I swallowed, and Rielle stepped forward.

“We’re looking for a record,” she said, voice steady. “A Winter Record of Forgotten Water Glyphs.

The librarian did not move at first. Then she lifted one hand, palm tilted sideways, and the air around it began to shimmer.

The temperature increased half a degree.

Magic stirred.

Then, with a rush of silence, a scroll came soaring forward from somewhere unseen, weaving between shelves that didn’t seem to exist. It stopped mid-air before her.

She caught it one-handed.

“I will need it back,” she said. “Unmarked. Unspoken of. And it doesn’t leave the library.”

With our grave nods, she extended it to us.

Rielle took it with both hands.

We didn’t speak as we turned to leave.

There are moments in life when you know the world will never return to what it was.

This was one of them.

Carefully, we unrolled the scroll at one of the tables near the Shadow Index. I don’t know if it was magic or anticipation, but my hands tingled as we began to read the scroll.

At first, it just seemed like a series of entries from a woman visiting a Water clan that had isolated itself from all the others. But when my eyes fell upon the word glyph-keepers, I knew we had to be reading the right document.

We weren’t just reading now.

We were remembering something that was never meant to be written.

If we had time I would have loved to read through all the entries. There is a story here, one that moved beyond what we were looking for. One that spoke of old rituals, forgotten spells, and even love.

Then there, not quite halfway through the scroll, was my glyph.

Exactly as it had been on the back of the spiral leaf Veyn gave me.

It was called Theralen.

The translation read: To release flow.

I stared at it, my thoughts spiraling faster than I could catch them. I didn’t know what “flow” meant in this context. Flow of what? Magic? Memory? Time?

Rielle leaned in close, her voice barely above a whisper. “This doesn’t feel like an accident.”

She wasn’t just talking about the glyph. She meant the leaf. Veyn. The timing. Everything.

Except, what did any of it mean?

I nodded. “He must have known but what is he trying to tell me with the Theralen.”

She shrugged.

Frustration welled inside me, and my vines grew restless over my body. Just more questions. More mysteries.

I was still holding the scroll, tracing the glyph with my eyes, when Rielle stilled beside me.

“Shara.”

I looked up.

A black cat sat at the edge of the nearest bookcase, golden eyes unblinking, tail curled neatly around its paws. It didn’t move. It just watched us.

I didn’t speak. I didn’t want to startle it.

Then it stood, turned, and walked a few steps away. Slowly. Deliberately. At the corner of the shelves, it paused, looked back, then continued.

Rielle’s voice was low, certain. “I think we’re supposed to follow it.”

I didn’t argue. I didn’t ask why.

I mean, why not!? After everything else, why not one more mystery?

I looked once more at the glyph in my hand, then to the one inked onto the scroll. Theralen. My thumb brushed the spiral leaf Veyn had given me, still nestled between the folds of the parchment.

I didn’t know what this had to do with the cat.

But I believed her.

With the shadow slipping around the edge of the aisle, nothing felt like an answer.

But both felt important.

So, after returning the scroll, I followed Rielle, who chased the cat.

We left the Shadow Index in near silence, the scroll still in my mind.

The black cat weaved through the shelves and disappeared toward the main hall. We kept after it, winding through the dimming library, slipping past the closing bells without a glance back.

By the time we reached the exit, the light had gone golden, casting long shadows through the archway.

But as we stepped into the courtyard, the cat veered off and vanished between two hedges that lined the west wing.

We chased it down the path beside the outer wall, boots crunching softly on the gravel.

That’s when we saw them, Ardorion and Garnexis, standing at the edge of the greenhouses, both staring at something ahead.

We slowed, not saying anything as we came up beside them.

They turned as we reached them.

“Queenie?” Ardorion asked looking at our cat.

It walked with tail high, posture smooth and confident, like it belonged here more than any of us ever could. Then its tail swished.

I looked between them. “You know this cat?”

“I thought I did but she disappeared. I named her Queenie.” Ardorion crouched in front of her. “Queenie, is that you?”

She yawned, entirely unimpressed.

“If it is you, what are you trying to show us?”

The cat nodded, then turned and padded toward the greenhouses without waiting.

We followed without question.

No one ever went near that last greenhouse, the one built into the edge of the outer hall. It was overgrown, partially sunken, practically forgotten. The glass was copper-runed and choked in ivy. In all my time at the academy, no professor had ever mentioned it.

But now, I couldn’t imagine not knowing it was there.

The cat slipped through a narrow gap in the hedgerow next to the last greenhouse and across a hidden path between the overgrowth. We ducked through the brush and followed until the air around us shifted.

A conservatory rose in front of us like a memory no one had told. I hadn’t known it was back here. Its glass panels were ribbed in gold and stretched higher than they had any right to. And when we stepped inside, everything changed.

The heat hit like summer.

My breath caught at the sudden change in air, humid and heady, thick with magic and scent. Scorched cedar. Sun-warmed citrus. And something deeper: the shimmer of magic so potent it vibrated along the walls of the room. Not Wood magic, or I would be able to read it.

Rielle gasped in this heat, and I reached out to squeeze her hand. This much heat would affect her as a creature of Winter.

“Queenie,” she whispered to the cat, but it had already stopped.

She sat beside a nest built of Ashwood. And there, in the center, was the creature from every myth we were told as children. The one from the story we’d just read.

The Firebird.

I froze.

He was enormous. Every feather shimmered like burning dawn, living flames that held no destruction. His body radiated warmth in waves, but it wasn’t just heat. It was presence. Like a god that had chosen to rest, and we had interrupted his breath.

His eyes were molten gold and fixed on us. He didn’t move.

None of us did.

Ardorion had joked once about summoning a phoenix. This was not a phoenix. This was a god born of Fire and Chaos, something made of fire-song and impossible time.

Not just a legend but something ancient.

When Garnexis whispered, “That’s him,” I barely nodded.

Ardorion stepped forward.

The Firebird tilted his head, then—without warning—lifted one massive wing.

Feathers fell like embers. Glowing. Slow. Suspended in air, just waiting.

None of us moved. Then his voice hit us, not in our ears. Inside our minds.

Take them. You need to keep them sleeping.

The words echoed behind my eyes, resonant but steady. Like a cavern answering back after years of silence.

The day a god spoke to me.

But what did he mean? Were the feathers living entities because he said to take them and that we needed to keep them sleeping. For some reason, the ambiguous pronouns didn’t seem to be pointing to the same noun. So, if we were to take the feathers, who were we supposed to keep sleeping?

And why did the word them touch on another memory I couldn’t quite recall?

Ardorion dropped to one knee without hesitation, picked up the feathers with careful hands, and stood again. His movements were reverent. Not a word I usually used for him.

But there was no other word for this.

The Firebird said nothing more. Just closed his eyes as if sleeping.

We left.

Outside, the cold hit hard and fast. My breath fogged before me, sharp with the scent of ivy and frost.

We were halfway back to Goldspire when I finally asked, “What are we supposed to do with them?”

Them.

So ambiguous.

Rielle added, “What did he mean... keep them sleeping?”

I threw my hands up. “Just more mysteries!”

I rarely snapped like that, but the weight of everything—Veyn, Halven, the glyph, the Firebird—it all cracked open at once.

Still, with my friends’ surprised expressions, I composed myself quickly and added for Ardorion and Garnexis, “We might’ve found something, though.”

Rielle nodded. “We found the glyph from Veyn’s leaf in a hidden scroll. It’s called Theralen. It’s a Water Glyph.”

“It means ‘To release flow,’” I said, softer now. “But it still doesn’t clear up any of these mysteries.”

Ardorion exhaled, still clutching the feathers. They were sparking, but not burning anything, like a spark without the will to destroy.

“I think I might know what to do. Maybe.”

He looked to Garnexis, his face a quest for help.

“There’s a portal,” she said. “In the library floor. And it asked for a Firebird key.”

I stared, incredulous at the idea. “You think the feathers are the key?”

They exchanged a glance, and Ardorion answered.

“Halven was researching in the library and read the story ‘Chaos’s Revenge for Sygilla’ which mentions the Firebird being the key. Then Halven went missing, last seen in the library, where there happens to be a portal that needs a Firebird key, which also happens to be where Queenie found me.”

My eyes widened. “Wow, you put all that together yourself?”

Instantly, little flames sparked through his hair, and he bristled. “What does that mean?”

I caught his arm before he could fully combust. “Not how you took it, Ardorion. What I mean is that all these little mysteries had become so convoluted, I couldn’t see where any of it connected, but you were able to. You’re amazing.”

His fire sputtered out, replaced by something warmer. I saw it in the corners of his mouth.

“We should go to the library now. Try out the Firebird’s feather,” Garnexis said.

“The library’s closing,” Rielle said softly. “We don’t have time tonight.”

Everyone looked at Ardorion.

He threw up his hands. “Hey now, I didn’t call myself the genius, so why look at me?”

“I didn’t say you were a genius, loony-bird.” I bumped his arm with my shoulder. “But I’ll give it to you.”

He smiled wider than I’d seen in days.

“Tomorrow then,” Rielle said. “First light. Before the rest of the school is up.”

No one argued.

Ardorion looked down at the feathers still glowing in his hands.

They didn’t feel like keys.

They felt like secrets.

And we were about to see what they unlocked.

Leaf Entry 4: The Binding Season, Spiral of Seasons Encounter, dated Octis 3, 1004

Due to the ceremonial nature of the Fall Equinox celebration, the following entry has been archived outside the primary log for preservation and discretion.

Relive the memory of that night by going back to the site of the dance and speak these magic words: Never Anyone Else

Leaf Entry 5: The Heartbeat in the Ice, dated Octis 15-23, 1004

 Octis 15

My fingers flew across the spare parchment, the scratching of my quill the only sound I was truly aware of in our quad’s common. The scroll, A Winter Record of Forgotten Water Glyphs, lay open before me, its ancient paper whispering secrets I was terrified to lose. I had slipped it from the Shadow Index less than an hour ago, a theft that felt both necessary and reckless. Every instinct told me the answers were here, buried in the elegant, sorrowful script of Ayzella dal Mirava.

The common room of our quad was quiet, but not still. A low fire crackled in the hearth, casting flickering shadows against the stone walls. Across from me, Rielle wrote in her own journal, though her gaze kept lifting, her brow furrowed with concern.

“Shara, please be careful,” she murmured, her voice soft as moss. She pressed the journal to her chest, concern knitting her brow. “If they find out you took that…”

“I know.” I didn’t pause in scribbling my notes because I knew the risks. “But we need to know everything we can before they realize it’s gone.”

From the couch, Ardorion and Garnexis argued, their voices a low rumble that I tuned out like background noise.

“I’m telling you, it’s going to be a practical,” Ardorion insisted. “The midterm for Elemental Fusion has to be. Something about offensive combinations.”

“You always think it’s about offense.” Garnexis didn’t look up from polishing a metal bracer. “It’s called fusion, flamebrain, not annihilation. It’ll be about structure. Theory.”

“The professor said pairs have to be from different seasons to work on the midterm. Does that not suggest to you something that is going to be practical?” Ardorion leaned forward and igniting small flames at his fingertips as he spoke. “We should practice early. Midterms are only twelve days away.”

Garnexis rolled her eyes, arms crossed defensively. “We don’t even know what the assignment is yet. Calm down.”

Ardorion’s hair flared a brighter red, agitation seeping into the room. “I just don’t want to fail.”

Garnexis sighed, waving a dismissive hand. “You won’t fail with me as your partner.”

Ardorion’s eyes flared with a golden light and his smile entered his voice. “You’ll be my partner?”

She gave a slight smile on return as if she was holding back a secret. “There’s no one else I’d want to work with.”

“Good,” Ardorion huffed, his flames calming. “My fire, your metal. We’ll build the most offensively structured thing the professor has ever seen.”

I listened with only half an ear and smiled at the genuine friendship between the two, no matter how much they fought. Who didn’t fight with Ardorion?

Rielle shifted beside me, closing her journal. “We should talk again about the tunnels. About what we found down there.”

“We’ve talked it to death,” Garnexis said flatly. “The Seal’s door is locked. And we each saw something different in that mirror inside the Docilis Vault. End of story.”

Rielle shook her head. “I don’t think we’re talking about the right thing or asking the right questions. None of us has asked if all it takes to enter that room and see visions is to put in our Docilis ID number, then anybody with our numbers could go in there and pull up visions about us or somehow related to us. So, who else is going there? Who knows things about us that we don’t even know?”

“We did find that map on the ground that someone drew. But when had it been dropped there?” Garnexis asked.

Rielle raised her brow, her eyes shining with her excitement to have Garnexis questioning along with her. “If it was recent then who was just there?

Ardorion yawned while leaning his head back against the wall and looking up at the ceiling, trying to pretend he didn’t care. “I mean think about it, who has ever seen anyone going through that portal?”

I leveled a look at him. “They don’t have to go through the portal during the library’s open hours. Not if they’re faculty.”

Garnexis frowned her displeasure. “Then are we saying that the faculty are spying on us?”

Ugh! I hate this. “Who knows what we are saying? It seems like the more we learn the less we know.”

Ardorion groaned. “It’s not fair.”

When he left those words hanging there, Garnexis reached over to slap the back of her hand on his stomach.

Ardorion whipped forward, looking wide eyed at her. “What was that for?”

“We’re not in your head so you need to explain what you mean.” Garnexis crossed her arms. “And don’t look so hurt, you’ve got abs of pure steel, no give.”

That put a cocky smile on his face before he remembered his earlier complaint. “It’s not fair that you all saw someone you knew. Halven, Master Thalric, Neir. I got some strange woman spouting riddles. It was completely senseless.”

Master Thalric. I missed his teachings so it was nice to hear him talk to me again, even if it was in a vision. But Ardorion was right. Why had we all seen someone we knew and he didn’t.

Then Azyella’s words floated in my mind’s eye. All these notes I was writing. My quill stilled, and I glanced up, recalling Ardorion’s words from the woman he saw. “Your vision might be the most important, Ardorion.”

He stared at me, surprised. “What do you mean?”

“You said the Fire Fae woman in your vision spoke about fire remembering the shape of a spell, and water remembering the feeling. Together, they remember truth.” I tapped the scroll. “Ayzella wrote that the Water Glyphs are shapes of feeling. Water has memory.”

Everyone turned quiet, watching me intently.

Ardorion threw his hands up dramatically. “Well, that explains everything.”

“You’re the one connecting things, Shara,” Garnexis said, her tone more curious than sharp. “But you have to see that the rest of us have no idea what you’re understanding.”

Ardorion groaned louder. “It means I got a vision that should have gone to Shara.”

He was not entirely wrong. Master Thalric’s words to ‘connect through this binding’ and to ‘save them’. But the meaning felt veiled, just out of reach, and the frustration was a familiar ache. Just like seeing Ethergard’s southern garden, where Veyn had kissed me for the first time. I turned back to the scroll, my focus narrowing again on Ayzella’s elegant script.

“I feel sorry for her,” I murmured, annotating a passage under the entry for Night 85. “She loved him, this Mizunomi man. But she was going to leave him anyway, for her duty.”

Rielle’s voice softened with a deep, sad understanding. “Even six hundred years ago, there were not many Moon Fae left. Duty is a heavy thing to carry. I understand her choice.”

Rielle felt the same sense of duty to her people, to her family. She had spoken to me about it for many long hours when she realized her feelings for Halven had deepened. She couldn’t marry him, not with the future she could carry in her womb when she married another Moon Fae. She agonized over her decision but eventually broke things over with Halven.

My thoughts delved into each of our visions then while I went back to taking notes. Ardorion’s mystery woman, Halven’s silent pointing to the lake in Garnexis’s vision, Neir’s wolf form passing on the silent warning to Rielle that the ice was breaking. Mine of my old teacher.

I neared the end of the scroll and Ayzella’s personal notes when I suddenly stopped, quill hovering over Night 87.

A thrill shot through me and I jumped to my feet. “Listen, everyone! Ayzella wrote about another glyph called Nivareth, meaning ‘Bound reflection.’ She says this glyph is both Water and Fire, writing: ‘I am sure of it. I’ve seen it burn in steam and settle in frost. It belongs to both, and neither. I do not know if it is a union or a farewell. But I know it is mine. I gave it to the Mizunomi.’”

When I finished, they just looked at me, a mix of confusion and anticipation on their faces.

Garnexis held up a hand, palm open. “Enlighten us, Shara. What does any of that mean?”

Without another word, I held the scroll out, showing the sketch next to the entry. It matched exactly the Gemina Flamma.

They crowded around, overlapping voices filling the space:

“That’s the Emberglyph,” Ardorion said.

“Nivareth,” Rielle whispered.

“Bound reflection,” echoed Garnexis.

“It’s a Water Glyph, too?” Ardorion asked.

The air chilled abruptly, breaking our collective focus. The flames in the hearth dipped low. Ardorion’s head whipped toward the door. We all followed his gaze.

Aster stood in the entryway, her arms folded, her violet eyes fixed on the scroll.

“Nivareth has another meaning,” she said calmly. She stepped into the room, her movements fluid and silent, stopping beside me to look down at Ayzella’s drawing. “An older Water Fae story speaks of heartbreak and healing. ‘Balance the halves. Pour stillness downward. Release the frozen heart.’”

I sank back, deflated. Another riddle. Another layer of enigma when all I wanted was a straight path forward. “Just more mysteries.”

Rielle looked at Aster, her expression thoughtful. “Have you ever been taught that water has memory?”

Aster shook her head. “It’s a children’s story. A folk tale. Nothing to be taken seriously.”

She peered longingly at the scroll. “I’d like to read this—”

“No one else will read that scroll!”

There stood the librarian from the Shadow Index, her expression severe. She held up a hand. The scroll yanked itself from my grasp, rolling neatly itself shut in midair and shot across the room, landing perfectly in her waiting palm, where it vanished in a shimmer of silver light.

“Do not,” she said, her voice leaving no room for argument, “borrow from my library again.” Then she was gone.

“Gods and goddesses,” I breathed, the frustration a bitter taste in my mouth. We’re back to nothing.”

The room stilled in shared frustration. Ardorion’s hair flickered wildly as he paced. “We’ve learned nothing anyways.”

Garnexis sat forward again, determined. “Maybe not nothing. Perhaps it’s like we’ve been learning in our Elemental Fusion class. Maybe we need to fuse Fire and Water together.”

Ardorion stopped. “We don’t know how to do that. It’s not something we’ve learned yet.”

“It was just an idea,” she grumbled.

Rielle smiled softly, optimistic. “The theory is sound, and you may be partially right. What if it’s not a fusion but just a pairing? Water and Fire magic used together to open the Seal?”

A slow grin spread across Ardorion’s face as he turned to Aster. “Looks like you’ll finally be able to join us with your contributions, icicle.”

“If Aster is helping,” Garnexis cut in, crossing her arms, “then Orivian is, too. We have been sharing information anyway.”

A silent conversation passed between Ardorion and Aster, a current of energy that seemed to draw them closer to the other.

Veyn. The thought of him was immediate.

I didn’t say it aloud, but I wished we could invite Veyn too. No one here had known Halven as long as the two of us. We were the ones who pulled him into our circle when he first arrived, broken and shaking from the Galestone Wars. But things weren’t simple anymore.

The memory of the last conversation with Veyn under the lanterns of the Spiral dance was still a fresh wound. I didn’t know the right questions to ask. And now, even if I did, it might already be too late to open that door again.

My thoughts shifted when Rielle gave Garnexis a soft smile. “Orivian is a lovely person. I think that is a wonderful idea.”

The air in the room shifted. The despair began to recede, replaced by a fragile, thrilling spark of hope. It was a feeling I had been afraid to let myself feel, for fear of it being extinguished again. But this time felt different. This time, we had a direction.

Letting the feeling take root, I looked at each of my friends, my family. My voice was steady when I spoke.

“Then let’s go to the tunnels.”

Octis 23

Frost whispered in the tunnel air, stale against the nervous energy building inside me. It had taken eight days to get back here, eight days of the library swarming with students cramming for midterms. Now, the five of us stood before The Seal’s door, its glyph a silent challenge.

Rielle, Garnexis, Ardorion, Aster, and I formed a jagged semicircle before the twin spirals and sharp triangle, a faint glow on the handless door.

Ardorion took a slow breath, his fingers already sparking with fire. He glanced at Aster.

“Alright, icicle. I’ll lead. Watch closely.” He raised his hands, flame blooming in each palm. “The Emberglyph means to split strength, ground your fire, ignite the center.”

Watching another season of magic always awed me. Drawing on our inner power bled through in our outward appearance, each element different, with even some variations within the same element.

Ardorion’s whole being ignited as he drew on more of his magic. His voice was low, focused. “I start on the outside, where the magic is split until reaching the middle.”

His golden eyes bled into a molten amber, the light within them shifting like lava. Flames, longer and wilder than usual, whipped from his hair as he extended his arms, tracing the twin outer lines of the glyph on the door. Heat pressed against me but nothing burned as he guided his magic.

Fiery, vein-like patterns pulsed across his dark skin, which cracked like obsidian glass. When he reached the spirals, he curved the flames inward, down through the triangle, and into the circle at the bottom.

Aster stepped up beside him. “I think I have it. Nivareth translates to balance the halves, pour stillness downward, and release the frozen heart.”

Violet eyes shifted and shimmered, becoming whirlpools of violet and blue, shot through with flecks of liquid gold. A lavender glow gathered in her hands. “I must also split my magic like yours.”

Then her glow rippled outward until her entire body shimmered with it, golden waves within lavender light moving like water around her limbs. Her light blue hair dripped down the length of her, splashing to the ground.

Their magics mirrored one another, flame and water coursing through the symbol in the same motion, tracing the lines together.

“Bound reflection.” The words slipped from my mouth.

Rielle and Garnexis looked at me.

“The Mizunomi’s translation,” I said. “Ayzella wrote that Nivareth means bound reflection. She said it belongs to Water and Fire. Both, but neither. This—” I nodded toward Ardorion and Aster, their magic entwined over the glyph. “This is them reflecting each other. Bound movements.”

Ardorion glanced at Aster. A half smile played across his mouth, mirrored by her own. They moved together like they’d done this a dozen times before. They hadn’t. But they fit. Over the past week, she’d been spending more time in our quad, and even the way he teased her had changed. Quieter. Easier. Less of a show, more of something real.

I shifted my gaze down the hall, a pang of longing caught behind my ribs. I’d only seen Veyn once, from a distance, in class. When he passed out our midterm assignments, his gaze had slid right past me, no recognition, no shared glance. After everything he’d said during the Spiral of Seasons dance. After all the staring. Now he couldn’t even look at me.

His avoidance was a fresh, confusing ache. I pushed the thought away, focusing on the magic before me.

Steam burst in a sudden hiss. Fire and Water collided with resistance, pushing and pulling until Aster cooled the flow. The flames bent, gentled. Water curved. Together, the two magics twined, spiraled, and locked into place. The two elements a perfect shimmering braid of orange and violet light.

The glyph on the door pulsed once, brightly.

A heavy click echoed.

Then the door popped outward with a groan of ancient stone. A low mist of frigid air spilled through the gap like breath from the deep. Mist curled at our feet.

Ardorion stepped forward first, then Aster. Garnexis followed. I slipped in after her, Rielle moving behind me.

Magic hit like a wall. Thick and saturated, so potent it made me stumble. I caught myself but every breath prickled as I took in this new space. The faintest white pulse moved along the right wall.

Heat from Ardorion’s trail still hovered near the glyph, but the deeper magic drowned it. It was a chaotic symphony of power, but one familiar signature pulsed within it.

Veyn.

The recognition slapped me.

Veyn had been here and he’d used his magic. The thought was a tangled knot of hurt and worry, but there was no time. I pushed it down, my attention snapping to the scene unfolding as Ardorion lit candles on a nearby desk and then a pair of torches on the wall. Flames jumped high, brightening the space.

Tears pricked my eyes.

Rock formed most of the chamber, but one wall was entirely ice. A large desk, cluttered and heavy with work, might have belonged in the Scriptorium. Books, open and stacked. Quills in holders. Ink pots and papers scattered. A tea mug, still half full.

But none of that mattered.

Up against the one wall of ice, upright in a rough block of ice, stood Halven.

My heart slammed against my ribs.

He stared at the ice wall, hand pressed to it, as if he reached for something in the frost. His mouth parted slightly. Expression locked in fear.

My feet moved without command, tears pricking my eyes. My hands landed on the cold, smooth surface of his prison. The cold stung. I closed my eyes, reaching inward to where my magic lived. The voices of my ancestors rose from the bright spark in the center of my being, whispering through the leaves and root of time.

I asked for the spell I needed, and my ancestors answered.

With my magic, I touched Water’s current. Followed its flow into the block. A spell there. More than one or something else. I couldn’t tell. Woven strong, layered and old. Wood magic threaded through it. The source of Veyn’s magical signature.

And deeper still, stubborn thread of life. Faint, but real.

A heartbeat.

My eyes flew open. I stumbled back. “He’s alive.”

Gasps followed. Questions blurred.

“What?” Garnexis’s voice was sharp with disbelief.

“How is that possible?” Ardorion stared, his face a mask of shock.

I shook my head, my gaze snagging on an unblinking Rielle, hands over her mouth, tears streaming down her face. “I don’t know.”

Aster moved to the ice wall, her glow returning. Garnexis stepped toward the desk, rifling through the papers.

Flames exploded in Ardorion’s hands.

“I’ll get him out.”

“Wait,” I stepped between him and the ice. “We don’t know what we’re dealing with. Releasing him could kill him.”

His voice cracked with fury. “For the love of the gods above and below! I can’t just leave him in there!”

Rielle still hadn’t moved. A statue carved from grief.

I went to her, gently putting my hands on her shoulders, blocking her view of the horrific scene of Halven’s frozen body. Her eyes were blank.

“Rielle,” I said softly. “He’s alive. We found him. He’s alive.”

She blinked, her focus slowly returning. Her hands dropped.

“Who did this to him?” Her whisper was raw. “There’s so much magic here. I can feel it.”

We all felt the magic radiating in the room.

“I have a pretty good idea who or what.” Garnexis held up a faded newssheet. She scanned the header as we gathered near the desk, except for Aster who still used her magic on the ice wall. “Year six-thirty-nine”

“The Moon Fae Massacre,” Rielle said, voice breaking like frost under weight. “It’s the same year. The year most of the Moon Fae clans were wiped out during the Summer Fae Wars.”

No one spoke. Cold pressed tighter. Ardorion shivered and rubbed his arms. We exchanged glances before looking at Rielle. We were lucky to even know her, to have a friend from a people so nearly erased.

Garnexis cleared her throat and continued reading from the article. “Students at the academy have reported hearing voices… the infirmary is full… by order of Lady Isamore, the academy will be shut down…”

“Voices?” Ardorion’s head snapped up. “Didn’t Halven mention voices in the journal page under his bed?”

Aster abruptly just stepped back from the ice wall, her magic receding. “This is Wintermere. Halven said in the journal page he heard the voices and he went to Wintermere.”

That made sense. It also made sense that we were all looking at part of the frozen lake considering we were underground and the lake surrounded Nivara Hall.

“There’s Moon magic in the ice,” Rielle said.

Aster nodded. “There’s a lot of magic. I feel two signatures of Water magic. One of them is Lady Isa’s.”

Aster would know the Grand Magister’s Water magic signature with Ice Dragons being creatures made of both Water and Air magic. But who did the second signature of Water magic belong to?

We all took stuttering breaths. My mind worked over all the details, trying to piece it together.

“Maybe that makes sense? Lady Isa founded Nythral. She was part of whatever was done with the magic here to make it safe for us. Maybe the lake is part of the magic.” I looked between Aster and Rielle. “But have you felt her magic in Wintermere before?”

Both shook their head.

Aster looked at the ice. “From the surface there’s not even any residue, and with how old and powerful the second signature of Water magic is, I would have expected to feel something. It’s like it’s purposefully being masked, hidden from us. But why?”

“Well, I hate to break it to you all, but I have more to add to the mystery.” Ardorion gave a quick smile before dropping it. “There’s Fire magic, too. In the ice. Kind of like the Firebird. Not exactly. Similar, though.”

I groaned. I was tired of the mysteries never solving themselves. But Fire magic? That didn’t make sense. I’d expect Water and Moon magic with a frozen lake, but Fire was the antithesis of both of those magics.

Shaking out my hand, I approached the wall of ice, glancing briefly at Halven. Guide me, my friend.

Using the spell from my ancestors, I delved into Wintermere. I searched for Veyn’s familiar signature or any Wood magic.

Nothing.

I released the spell and faced my frozen friend for a moment. Wood magic existed only inside the room, in his ice. This meant Veyn had been here and had something to do with Halven’s imprisonment. The pain sharpened in my chest.

I had thought it a coincidence that he’d returned when Halven disappeared. Now I knew he’d only come back for Halven. Not for me. But what had he been doing? He couldn’t have come back just to do this to our friend.

“Garnexis?” I asked. “Any Metal magic in the room or in the lake?”

The Metal Fae shook her head. “None.”

I faced the group, the few pieces of this mystery forming a terrible picture. “So, there’s powerful Water, Moon, and Fire magic inside the lake itself. None of us have felt it above ground.”

“Lady Isa’s magic is also part of what encases Halven,” Aster said. “The only Water magic. But there’s another magic mixed in.”

“Veyn,” I said, breath thinner now. “There’s Wood magic in the ice around Halven. Somehow, Veyn is part of the spell. I don’t know what it’s meant to do.”

As I said Veyn’s name, my heart ached. The leaf he had given me, the way he had looked at me during the dance… he had been trying to lead me here, to show me this. To ask for help maybe. Hopefully. I just can’t fathom the idea that Veyn has something to do with all of this.

I took a deep breath, voicing the unavoidable conclusion. “Lady Isa knew where Halven was this whole time. She told us to stop looking because she trapped him here. So the question is, why? And is Veyn helping her, or is he trying to help Halven?”

Rielle’s voice came soft. “Why was Halven even here?”

Garnexis lifted the newssheet. “The voices.”

“He followed them,” I said. “Same as before when he followed them to Wintermere. This must be where he came at the end when his spells didn’t work above ground.”

I thought back to the burned glyph Ardorion and Garnexis had found at the shore of Wintermere. The same glyph Halven had written into his journal over and over.

Rielle gasped, her eyes fixed on the newssheet still in Garnexis’s hand. “Turn it over.”

On the back was another article, and a picture. My breath caught. It was Lady Isa, standing beside Neir at the edge of Wintermere.

“Neir,” Reille whispered.

Her hands, which had flown to her mouth, dropped to her sides, clenched into fists. Fury replaced the grief in her face. I had never seen my gentle friend look so angry.

“I wasn’t sure before,” she said, her voice trembling with rage. “I’ve only felt his Moon magic once, but now I’m certain. It’s in the lake. It’s in this room. He’s part of this.”

“You said he was a guardian of old magic, right?” My voice stayed low. “Maybe he meant the lake.”

Rielle only stared at the picture.

“The Water magic feels old,” Aster said. “Perhaps it’s the same with the Moon magic and he’s tied to it?”

“He said he came to check on the magic surrounding Nythral,” Rielle said, looking up, fire in her eyes. “If he spoke the truth, then it’s all connected to Wintermere. Or he’s lying.”

All the implications were staggering. “What we know is Lady Isa, Veyn, and Neir have all been here, and they know something of what’s going on. And they haven’t told anyone.”

Ardorion shoved through papers to grasp something beneath them. He held up a familiar spoon, engraved. Isa always used these spoons. “I would say your assumptions are sound, Shara. This desk belongs to Lady Isa.”

“If she owns the desk, and her magic froze Halven,” Rielle looked to Aster who nodded, “then can we trust her at all?”

“Or any of them?” I said. I rubbed my chest when the pain struck again. “They could be working together.”

Garnexis picked up the half-empty mug, smelling the tea. “I think the more important question is, how long ago was she here?”

Aster looked toward the doorway. “And when will she be back?”

A new, more immediate fear settled over us.

Ardorion started to gather the papers, rearranging everything. “I don’t want to end up as an ice cube for standing in the wrong place.” He wiped his hands on his robes. “Let’s get out of here.”

After one last look at our frozen friend, we fled the chamber, the heavy door swinging shut behind us.

“We have to help him,” Rielle whispered as we hurried down the hallway.

I gripped her hand to give it a reassuring squeeze, but the image of Halven’s terrified face burned into my mind. “We will.”

“I don’t plan on leaving him there, either,” Garnexis said. “But we can’t help him if we get caught. We need a plan.”

My voice didn’t have strength left for anything more than a nod.

Halven was alive. But the truth was colder than the ice he was trapped in.

Leaf Entry 6: A Bloom in a Silent Room, dated Octis 30, 1004

Some questions can’t be answered in writing. Not fully. Not honestly. What I learned from Veyn... what I saw in his eyes, what he wouldn’t say... It’s not in this log, but I left it somewhere you can still find it. Your packet should tell you where. If not, check in with the record keepers.

Forge Records

Forge Record 1: Half Metal, Whole Trouble, dated Septis 18–21, 1004

Septis 18

The second I stepped foot back into Goldspire Tower, the air felt wrong. Not the kind of wrong you could touch. No cracked ward or misplaced enchantment. Just quiet. Too quiet.

And not the good kind of quiet either. The suspicious, maybe-someone-went-missing-and-no-one-seems-to-care-kind of quiet.

I dropped my pack just inside our quad and took a long look around. Same stone walls. Same too-perfect ivy climbing up the corners like it had nothing better to do. Same three idiots I’d willingly signed up to live with again.

Ardorion was already sulking like he’d been personally offended by gravity. Shara was unpacking with all the grace of a ceremonial dancer. Rielle hadn’t even made it to her room yet. She just stood by the window, arms wrapped around herself like she could ward off whatever chill had settled into the room.

None of us said it at first. But we were all thinking it.

Halven should’ve been here.

His deep voice should be tumbling out into the hall from the quad across from ours.

Instead, the air felt like a question no one wanted to ask out loud.

Ardorion finally broke the silence by flinging himself into a nearby chair like it owed him an apology. After looking at each of us, he said, “We should check on Aster. Maybe her face will finally crack if we ask the right question.”

Subtle.

Shara gave him one of her patented Wood-Fae stares. Soft, steady, and marginally disappointed. The kind that says, “Please don’t burn anything down today.”

“We should go,” Shara said, in that soft-but-firm way she uses when she’s already made up her mind. “Rielle, would you want to? I mean, you and Halven were close once.”

More than close. Rielle and Halven had dated, only to end their relationship over the summer break. We all had a special bond with the Air Fae, although my connection might have not been the strongest between us.

But Halven was the first person who seemed to understand me. Maybe because he was survivor of the Galestone Wars. He knew what an unstable childhood looked like.

Of my quad mates, I was the only one not born here.

Nothing had been stable about my childhood as my very human mother had been run out of almost every town and city once they knew she had a hybrid Metal Fae daughter.

We didn’t find peace until we came here to Nythral.

Just like Halven.

Now Halven was missing, and it felt like this peace was just as fragile as my early life.

I was worried for Halven. And what that meant for me and everyone living here.

It was a good idea to check in with Aster. And we might as well see if Halven left anything useful behind. A note, clue, severed finger. Something.

The air in our shared quad tightened. The four of us had barely returned, barely unpacked, and already something was off.

Halven should’ve been here.

He was the quiet between the rest of our chaos. And now it was just… silence.

We left together. Me, Ardorion, Shara, and Rielle. Just across the hall. Goldspire Tower holds all the second-years and Halven’s quad wasn’t far, with the same stonework, same floor. But the moment we stepped inside, I felt it. The kind of wrong that clings.

Aster was inside. No surprise there. She stood by the window like she was auditioning to be a statue, hair the color of river ice, expression carved from pure apathy. I gave her a nod. She didn’t return it.

Ardorion, of course, couldn’t resist as he leaned against the doorway. “Well, look who decided to keep the icicle throne warm while the rest of us were actually worried.”

She didn’t even flinch. Deep violet glowed like moonlight seen through ice. “And look who decided to speak without thinking. Again.”

Gods help us. I rolled my eyes. The two of them had more unresolved tension than a binding spell mid-chant.

“You know, for someone who’s supposed to be calm and collected, you’re awfully quick with the frostbite.”

“Forgive me if I’m not impressed by theatrics in leather and flame.”

I swear they flirt like it’s a duel.

“Oh, come on,” Ardorion said, stepping inside now when Rielle pushed him forward. “Just admit you missed me.”

“I missed the silence more.”

“Forgive me if I thought maybe you’d stopped pretending you didn’t care.”

“I care,” Aster said, voice still like snow. “I just don’t shout about it like a Summer Fae with something to prove.”

That one landed, and Ardorion’s jaw tightened.

While they traded barbs like weapons, I drifted further into the room. Everything was a little too neat. Beds made. Floor swept. No real signs of life except Aster, who didn’t exactly radiate warmth.

Shara had already moved deeper into the room, going to Halven’s chamber. “Guys. I found something.”

That snapped the tension.

She crouched near Halven’s bed, holding a piece of water-stained parchment. Torn but probably nothing. But the way her voice had gone sharp made me turn.

We gathered around.

The writing wasn’t just messy. It was madness. Half-thoughts and warnings. A glyph. Voices. Something about a seal. And that last line—Do not trust—

Gone. Just water damage where the rest should have been.

No one spoke.

Even Aster turned from the window, her expression unreadable.

I glanced at Rielle. Her lips were pressed tight, but her eyes were wide.

“We should copy this,” I said, breaking the silence. “Create one for all of us.”

Then the door slammed open.

“Ardorion!”

Elio.

The Stone Dragon himself. Bounding in like a storm given legs. He clapped Ardorion on the shoulder with the force of a minor earthquake and grinned like nothing was wrong in the world.

I stepped back as they started making a scene. Loud, ridiculous, and honestly kind of nice to see.

“Missed you, flamebrain,” Elio said to Ardorion.

“You too, rock skull.”

And just like that, the mood cracked.

Elio made the rounds with a nod to each of us. “Hey, strangers.”

Then he got serious. “Lo went back to the Spring Quadrant. To talk to Halven’s family.”

Aster, ever the queen of the frost, finally broke her silence again. “I brought this to Lady Isa. Told her it’s not natural, this disappearance.”

She looked around the room. Her face didn’t change, but her shoulders gave something away.

“She brushed me off.”

That landed like a rock in the gut.

I didn’t say anything. Didn’t have to. The room spoke for all of us.

And then the bromance started up again, Elio and Ardorion tossing jokes back and forth like they were back in sparring class.

I ducked out.

I didn’t need more noise.

I needed answers.

Back in the hallway, I let the heavy stone door sigh shut behind me. The air was cooler here, quieter. But it didn’t feel any better. Something still buzzed beneath my skin.

And it had nothing to do with Elio’s volume.

My boots echoed as I moved through Goldspire, but I wasn’t wandering aimlessly. Not exactly.

I was thinking about The Nivara Newssheet.

And who would be working on it right now.

Orivian was already putting Halven’s name in bold ink, headlining a piece about his absence and the lack of staff response. It was subtle, but I knew Orivian’s work. You don’t become the Senior Correspondent two years running without learning how to say something loud without raising your voice.

The headline might have been professional. The words were careful. But the choice to publish it at all? That was personal.

Halven and Orivian had become fast friends last year. Not the type of match most people expected. Orivian, purest Metal Fae, a Fall-born product of nobility and spine. Halven, an Air Fae from Spring with scars on his psyche and too much stillness in his soul.

But that’s what made it work.

Halven had gravity.

Even the ones who claimed they were immune to emotion—like Orivian—still found themselves orbiting him.

I’d only learned about Orivian because of Halven.

Now that Halven was gone…

How was I supposed to learn anything else?

There was something that drew me to Orivian, something I refused to name, no matter how much it beat inside my skull.

The Scriptorium glowed like a lantern tucked into the stone, and I slipped in without thinking.

He was there. Of course he was. Quill in hand, posture perfect, face like it had been sculpted by someone with a grudge against softness. His armor gleamed even in rest. Polished curves of gold filigree over snowy-white enamel, sharp enough to cut anyone who got too close.

As Docilis, we were all supposed to wear the academy robes, but Lady Isa understood that for us Metal Fae, not having metal touching our skin was akin to dying of thirst.

And Orivian looked good in metal.

His hair was the color of forged steel in the cooling phase, and like all full-blooded Metal Fae, it moved, just barely, like a breeze hummed through iron filings. Alive and restrained, like him.

And those eyes.

Gods, he is gorgeous.

Eyes of green-gold, hard as mineral glass. Focused. Contained.

Orivian didn’t notice me. Not at first.

I watched him.

Longer than I should’ve.

Something inside me stretched a little, tight and hot and strange.

It was a feeling I didn’t want to recognize.

Didn’t like.

Didn’t trust.

Something that tried to tell me that this is the way things were meant to be, but I hated the restriction of rules. Especially those that governed your future with no way to change it.

So I slipped out again before he could see me watching. Back into the halls. Out of the tower, and outside of the academy walls. The wind caught the robes over my armor and tried to shove me back inside, but I pushed through it.

My feet carried me down to Wintermere Lake. Halven spoke of it in his letter, so I went to see what he might have seen.

The cold there was sharper, purer. It licked across my skin and made the air taste metallic.

And then I saw it.

Near the edge of the water. Something glinting.

Thin. Burnt.

A scrap of something that should’ve been metal, but flexed like parchment. A rune appeared faint, looking like the ones in Halven’s letter.

So I did what any reckless Metal Fae with questionable instincts would do.

I picked it up.

The minute my skin touched it, I heard a whisper. So low, so indistinguishable. No words came through, but an overwhelming urge filled me, and I touched the metallic paper to the lake.

Pain hit like a hammer.

No warning. No chant. Just heat, light, and a damned scream I was very glad no one else heard.

Then heat coiled beneath my skin, like an electrical shock, making my body rigid.

It lasted maybe ten seconds.

Then it passed, but a rune had burned itself into my left wrist, on the underside, a raised welt on my gray skin.

“You shouldn’t be holding that.”

My head whipped up.

Orivian.

He appeared from the mist like he’d been called. No hello. No “Are you all right?”

He was like a secret someone forgot to lock away. Same stupid perfect face. Same immaculately insufferable posture. His white-and-gold armor caught the low light and gleamed like he had enchanted it to remind everyone he was noble. Metal Fae to the bone, with that moonlight-steel hair shifting around his head like it had its own set of rules.

His eyes locked on the scrap in my hand then he lunged and ripped it from my hand.

Bare-handed.

He grimaced. The flash of pain was unmistakable.

“Did something happen to you too?” I asked, already eyeing his wrist.

He turned away, pulling his sleeve down, too fast.

I am not an idiot.

That rune branded him too. He just didn’t want me to see it.

He stood stiff, his jaw set like someone had insulted his family line.

Typical noble.

Always pretending they didn’t feel things.

I reached for the scrap again. “Give it back.”

“No.”

I stepped in closer. “Orivian.”

He stepped back. “It’s not safe.”

“Since when do I care about safe?”

He tried to tuck it into his coat. I lunged.

It turned into a scramble, a full-on scuffle in the frost. He kept trying to twist away, but I was faster. Scrappier. My knee caught his side. He hissed something low and probably not appropriate for public print.

He got the upper hand. Pinned me.

Eyes wild.

Hair like polished steel, rippling as if it had its own temper.

His heart pounded where his chest hovered over mine.

He didn’t say a word.

Neither did I.

Instead, I kissed him.

Hard.

Just enough to throw him off balance.

It worked.

His grip loosened. His eyes went wide.

I grabbed the scrap from his coat and rolled to the side.

He stood slowly, arms still half-lifted like he hadn’t decided what to do with them.

I tucked the metal-paper-thing into my belt and started backing away.

“You’re impossible,” he said.

“Thank you.”

He didn’t chase me.

But just before I turned away fully, he said, “I think it’s tied to the lake. And Halven. I don’t know how. But I’m looking into it.”

Then he was gone.

And I was left alone with a burnt wrist, a stolen clue, and a million new questions.

If Halven left this...

Then what else did he leave behind?

And why did it feel like kissing Orivian solidified something I’d been running from?

Septis 21

By the time I got back to the quad, the light had shifted from silver to rust. Rielle already curled beneath the blanket in her room like a moonstone wrapped in silk.

I didn’t bother turning on the light. Just crossed the room in the shadows, peeled off my boots, and sat on the edge of my bed. Quiet.

The scrap of metal was still hidden under the lining of my belt. The mark on my wrist had dulled from searing to pulsing, like it had a heartbeat all its own. I pulled my sleeve down. No reason to let anyone see. Not yet.

Three nights later, after the first two days of class, all four of us finally ended up in the same place at the same time.

None of us had planned it. No notes passed under doors, no enchanted messages sent down the hall. But we all showed up in the quad at the same time anyway.

Like something inside us had aligned without asking permission.

The air was thick with unsaid things. Not heavy, just full. Like the moment before metal bends or the moment after a vow is made. We took our usual spots. Couch, cushions, floor. Close enough to feel one another’s breath, but not quite touching.

I leaned against the wall near the window, retightening the straps on my bracers. Not because they were loose, but because it kept my hands busy. The rune on my wrist had faded, but I still felt it like a bruise behind the skin.

I couldn’t stop thinking about Orivian. Not just the kiss—I mean, yes, the kiss—but also the way he had looked at that scrap of metal. Like it wasn’t just dangerous. Like it was familiar.

He said he was looking into Halven’s disappearance. That he thought it had something to do with the lake.

And I believed him.

Which scared the hells out of me, because now I wanted to help. Not just for Halven. But to work with Orivian. To share what I knew. And I don’t share easy.

Ardorion started us off. Of course he did. Voice always just loud enough to break silence without asking permission.

He told us about the lake. How he’d gone there after arguing with Aster. How he’d found something strange, a piece of parchment, lying in the snow. A glyph, the same one from Halven’s torn journal page.

“I tried to grab it, but I wasn’t alone.” His short fire hair whipped around his face, showing his agitation.

Rielle leaned forward. “What do you mean?”

He crossed his arms, gold eyes stormy. “There were sprites. Wandering ones, coming out of the Wintermere’s fog. I know they were trying to be playful, but I almost sparked a fire just to see them turn into steam.”

Shara furrowed her brow, a baby-leafed vine curling at her cheek. “Did they speak?”

He shook his head and pulled out a scorched scrap of paper with the Emberglyph in his handwriting. “No. They just watched. Hovered around it. Every time I reached for the glyph, they yanked it away. I backed off and drew what I remembered.”

I let out a sharp breath and pushed my hair behind one ear. “That’s funny because I did grab it.”

Their eyes turned to me.

I pulled the metal scrap from my belt and held it up. I told them how I had found it near the lake, how I had touched it to the water, and how it had burned itself into my wrist. I showed them the mark, faint now, but still glowing beneath the surface like something half-asleep.

“It’s fading now. But it wasn’t just a sting. It felt like a promise. Or a warning. Either way, it’s the same Emberglyph.”

I hesitated, then added what I hadn’t meant to say, heat crawling into my cheeks to accompany my smile. “Orivian showed up. Tried to take it from me.”

There were raised eyebrows, and I shrugged like it was no big deal.

“I took it back. With one well-timed distraction.” The heat in my face became scorching as I thought about Orivian’s body on top of mine. “I use any tools I have to get what I want.”

Shara pressed her hands to her cheeks. “Oh, gods and goddesses, did you kiss Orivian?”

I didn’t answer.

Because I didn’t know how.

Not with the taste of it still ghosting my mouth, not with the question still ringing in my skull.

Did I kiss him because I wanted to?

Or because fate said I had to?

And either way... did I want to do it again?

Rielle curled fingers on her knees when she leaned forward. “I also found myself by the lake, but in my dreams. I had two of them. The first was of Halven, standing on the ice. He told me not to follow.”

This time it was her cheeks turning a pink shade under the blue-gray tone of her skin. “The second dream was of someone else. A man I don’t know but I’ve dreamed of him before. This time he was writing the same sigil into the ground by the lake. When I asked him what it meant, he covered it. Then he... well you don’t have to know that part.”

Shara’s eyebrows shot up. “Did everyone except me kiss somebody in the first days of school?”

Ardorion made a sound between a laugh and a groan. “There’s no one I would kiss.”

That was enough to loosen me. I laughed, arms unfolding. “You mean you wouldn’t survive the frosted kiss of the one woman you can’t have.”

We all cracked up. All of us but him. His fire-hair sparked a little higher, betraying him even if his mouth stayed shut.

“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” he muttered.

Liar. Every one of us knew exactly who had him tangled up.

Once we settled again, Rielle added, “When I woke up from my second dream, I was in the kitchen. Sleepwalking. Again. While there, I wrote down the sigil while it was still fresh, but I spilled my drink across the paper.”

She pulled it out. Showed us the mess. The glyph was smudged, but clear enough. Same shape. Same mark. Same damn mystery.

“Do you know what it means, Ardorion?” she asked.

He shrugged half-heartedly. “The Gemina Flamma. The twin flames, but that’s just a guess. This is an older Emberglyph and not one we use today.”

“I know what it means,” Shara said, and all our heads turned. She looked pleased with herself. Rightly so.

“I found it in a book,” she added. “You know, in that place they call a library.”

We just stared.

“Well, keep us in suspense then,” I said, folding my arms.

She swallowed. “I mean, I have the literal translation, but I’m not sure what it actually means. The text says it means to split strength, ground your fire, and ignite the center.”

Ardorion raised an eyebrow. “What are we supposed to do with that?”

“And why would Halven—an Air Fae—be writing a Emberglyph over and over?” I added, echoing the question burning in all our heads.

Silence settled again. The kind that makes you itch.

“Maybe it meant something to him,” Ardorion finally said, quieter than usual.

That’s when Shara pulled something from her journal. A spiral-shaped leaf. She turned it over, and there it was, another glyph.

We looked to Ardorion. He shook his head. “I don’t know that one.”

Shara’s finger traced the edge. “I think this has something to do with the Gemina Flamma but I couldn’t find it in any of the texts.”

Rielle tilted her head. “Where did you get that?”

Shara didn’t answer.

Suspicious.

“Does it matter if we don’t know what it means?” Ardorion asked.

Rielle frowned at him.

I cut in. “Maybe we can find out in our Runes and Sigils class. Class is on Sylsday, right?”

Ardorion leaned an arm on the table beside him and tapped his fingers. “I guess this is it then. We’re really doing this. We’re looking for Halven and not giving up like everyone else has.”

Orivian hadn’t given up. Perhaps I should check in with him, see what he knew. Maybe we could even work together.

Rielle’s gaze dropped to her sleeve. “Wouldn’t you want him to do the same for us?”

I did. Gods, I did. Halven was the still point between all our storms. He didn’t judge. He didn’t push. He was just there. A solid presence.

“Of course,” Ardorion replied. “I don’t want to give up. But we’ve got classes. Exams. According to Aster, Lady Isa isn’t concerned. So, if we screw this up... What if we disappear like he did?”

“We just have to be smart,” Shara said. “And careful.”

Rielle straightened. “We should make a pact. No one investigates alone. No more secrets.”

I felt my mouth move before I could stop it. “And if one of us goes missing?”

Shara looked at each of us, eyes steady. “Then the rest of us will know why. And we won’t stop until we bring them back.”

“A pact,” Ardorion said, holding out his hands.

One by one, we nodded and linked our hands. Fire, Wood, Moon, and Metal Fae.

Not bound by spell or blood.

Bound by choice.

And in that moment, it felt like the strongest magic in the world.

Glowing Gear Icon Forge Record 2: The Bond We Didn’t Choose, A Personal Encounter, dated Septis 24, 1004

This sensitve information has been filed away under a separate location. If you find it, you can access the records with the passcode "notmyfate."

Forge Record 3: Braced Against the Unknown, dated Septis 31-36, 1004

 Septis 31

Several days had passed, and we still didn’t know anything new about Halven. Not really. Every thread unraveled the moment we tried to follow it. Every lead just opened up more questions.

It was getting old.

The first week of classes ended with the usual noise, the Practical Duels & Spells Synthesis spectacle. Fourth-years showing off in front of the entire academy, flinging lightning and illusions like parade streamers. One turned a dueling floor into a literal maze of mirror shards. Another stitched fire and mist into something I couldn’t even name.

It was impressive. I wasn’t made of stone. But I couldn’t help thinking how useless it all felt when you couldn’t protect the people who mattered.

I stood by the window in our quad, adjusting the leather ties on my bracers for the third time. The edges were stiff, newly reinforced with spelled thread, my own work. Tying and untying them gave my hands something to do while my thoughts spun useless circles.

Rielle and Shara were on the floor with half a library scattered around them. Diagrams. Scribbled notes. The symbol on the back of a leaf that Shara couldn’t stop turning over like it was going to whisper something if she held it right.

Ardorion was being Ardorion, lounging in the corner like we were all part of his personal theater production.

It was quiet. Suspiciously quiet.

“So,” he said eventually, “Aster says the Water Fae had glyphs.”

Shara looked up. “Yes, that’s what you told us.”

I raised an eyebrow. “I never heard of anything like that.”

“But what if there are other types of glyphs out there?” he asked.

“Why would that matter?” Shara countered. She flipped the leaf over, exposing the marking again.

The glyph. The one that didn’t match anything in the Emberglyph records.

Slysday’s Runes and Sigils class had all four of us in one place, prime time to ask about the glyph. I’d planned to. We all had. But after Isa caught us in the library and issued her veiled threat, we didn’t say a word. None of us wanted to find out what she’d do if we pushed her twice.

Rielle leaned forward. “That glyph doesn’t match anything we’ve studied.”

“Uh-huh, exactly, and—”

Shara cut him off before he could finish. “The glyph could have been one of the Water Fae glyphs!”

Ardorion crossed his arms, clearly annoyed she’d beaten him to the punch. I would’ve laughed if it didn’t actually feel like progress.

Rielle’s fingers brushed the leaf. “We need to go back to the library.”

Shara nodded, but then hesitated like she’d just remembered something. “The Fall Equinox celebration is soon. Less than a week before the Spiral of Seasons Dance.”

“Already? That came fast,” Rielle said.

She sounded surprised, but her expression sank a little. Yeah, I remembered her and Halven at the dance last year, too. You’d have to be blind not to notice how wrapped up in each other they were.

It was a dance to remember for many reasons. During the ritual dances, Halven and Ardorion had turned dessert into a pyrotechnic airshow. Halven floated the pastries, Ardorion set the filling on fire, and one lit up Professor Ilham’s hat like a torch.

Idiots. Talented idiots. But I’d never laughed harder.

Then Halven and Shara had spent another part of the evening laughing as they snuck sweets from the Fall table and danced until the torches died down.

I hadn’t danced at last year’s Spiral of Seasons. Not really.

I ended up at the edge of the courtyard with Halven, both of us pretending not to care about the music. He handed me a mug of cider and said, “You don’t have to enjoy the crowd to enjoy the night.”

It was the first time I spoke of my mother and my childhood, then. The only moments of light before we were run out of the human cities came from my mother singing and dancing with me in our small one-room hovels.

Now dancing made me remember how the humans couldn’t accept one of their own kind just because she had chosen to have me.

That conversation with Halven was the first time I felt like anyone actually saw me. Him, the Air Fae who understood what a messed-up childhood looked like and how it affected the mind for a long time.

And now he was gone.

I sighed. “I love my season’s celebration but I could do without the dancing. Do I have to wear a dress?”

Shara laughed softly.

Rielle turned to Ardorion. “Who will you pair with for the open dance at the end, Ardorion?”

He raised his brows. “You’re assuming I’m planning to stay long enough to dance with anyone.”

Shara wagged a finger. “You better not leave without one of us, which means you’ll be staying a while.”

We were not to be alone for fear our investigation would lead to one of us disappearing, too. Shara and Rielle often paired up which left Ardorian and me together. But I didn’t mind. The Fire Fae was growing on me, and I appreciated that he couldn’t seem to tell a lie, always saying the first thing that came to his mind. There was something refreshing about that.

“I’ll skip out on the end dance with you,” I said, without looking up.

Ardorion thumped his chest in mock devotion. “You are my true love, Garnexis.”

I shook my head, smirking as I pushed off the windowsill and crossed the room. I sat on the floor with the others, unfastening and retying the straps on my bracers again. The repetitive motion helped me focus.

“Do you really think going back to the library will be helpful?” I asked. “Aster said only oral stories were passed down about the glyphs they used.”

Shara turned a page and tapped it like it was already decided. “There has to be some record of the Water Fae using glyphs. We’ll just have to dig deep for any reference. I’ll go with you tomorrow, Rielle.”

As if I didn’t see that coming.

“Hurrah!” Rielle said. Her magic shimmered in her eyes, just for a breath, but I noticed.

“Great,” Ardorion muttered. “You two run off to the quiet corner of the stacks again. I guess someone needs to keep an eye on Garnexis before she tears the place apart.”

“I’m right here, Flameboy.” Ardorion was rubbing off on me with that name I chose for him.

“I know. That’s why I’m volunteering.”

I didn’t reply, just shook my head. It was easier to let him have his moment.

There was a pause. The kind that wasn’t awkward, just heavy.

Then Shara asked, “Has anyone figured out anything else with Professor Tilwyn’s letter? Or that story? What was it?”

“‘Chaos’s Revenge for Sygilla,’” Rielle said.

“That’s the one.”

I looked at Shara. “Orivian believed Halven was looking into Wintermere’s history, so why was he reading that story?”

Ardorion shrugged. “No idea what he was thinking. I read the story twice. It’s either a metaphor or a warning or both. And it’s old. Old like Professor Tilwyn. Which is saying something.”

I leaned forward, resting my elbows on my knees. The candlelight caught the metal band across my wrist. “But what if Halven reading it is the reason he disappeared? Orivian thinks it’s all related because the library was the last place he was seen.”

“The library?” Shara repeated.

“I say we go back to the library,” I said. “Just to look around. See what Halven might’ve left behind or see what happened to him.”

Ardorion groaned like it hurt. “Fine. Shara and Rielle will search scrolls and whispers, and I’ll babysit Garnexis while she glares at shelves.”

“Try to keep up, hothead,” I shot back but there was no real heat in my words.

He grinned, his fingers sparking a little flame before extinguishing it.

“Always do,” he said.

Septis 36

We’d been back to the library three times in the last five days.

Three times. Nothing. Just the same shelves and the same dead-end scrolls pretending to be useful. I'd stopped hoping we’d stumble across something definitive. At this point, I was just hoping Ardorion wouldn’t set anything on fire.

“I swear if I have to read one more marginal note from a dead scholar who couldn’t diagram their own spell properly, I’m going to light the table on fire,” he muttered into the grain of the table like he was reciting poetry to it.

I didn’t look up. “If you set anything on fire, we’ll both be banned, and then I’ll have to explain to Rielle why she can’t check out her dream journals.”

He made a sound between a growl and a groan. “Tell her the sprites whispered something insulting. That’ll buy me sympathy.”

“You’re confusing sympathy with pity.”

“Only when I’m bored.” He slumped forward dramatically. “And right now? I’m practically a tragic ballad.”

I let out a long sigh. Not annoyed. Yet. Tired, maybe. We’d made a pact not to investigate anything about Halven alone, and that meant I had to bring him along. I could tolerate the theatrics. That was pure Ardorion. What I couldn’t tolerate was silence and helplessness.

“Besides, you threaten that every time we’re here,” I added, flipping a page in Wards of Warding: A Practical Index.

“Because every time we’re here, I mean it more.” He slapped his book closed. “I’m going to take a vow of silence and join the long-dead Sky Monks if I have to sift through another dead-end treatise on elemental spell drift.”

“You wouldn’t have lasted one day with the Sky Monks,” I said, still scanning my page.

“Because I’d start a fire?”

“Because you’d talk in your sleep.”

“Fair.”

He was spiraling. Again. I let him spin himself out while I kept working. The southeast archives had already proven useless, and now we were back on the main floor, circling the same stone paths as before. In the center of it all was the glowing swirl, permanent, decorative, familiar.

He stood, wandering over like a moth to, well... himself.

“I still don’t know what this thing is supposed to be,” he said.

“It’s a ward of some sort,” I replied, not bothering to look up. “Probably.”

“Helpful.” He crouched beside it. “I mean, how do we even know it’s safe?”

“Ardorion.”

Too late.

His fingers touched the magic, and the glow shifted, deepened. A soft pulse rippled outward like breath, and then gold script bloomed in the air.

I stood immediately and crossed to him, eyes narrowing.

“Access denied. The portal stands sealed. Only the Firebird's Key may grant passage.”

It wasn’t a question. It wasn’t even spoken. It was just there.

I was beside him in seconds. “You ever hear of the library having a hidden portal in the floor?”

“Nope,” he said, standing slowly. “But I also didn’t think we’d find the words ‘Firebird key’ just floating in the air.”

“You touched it.”

“I was bored.”

“Well, congratulations. You unlocked something with fidgeting.”

He grinned, of course. “It’s my best skill.”

I crossed my arms. “So what now? We find a Firebird and beg it for a key?”

“Firebird,” he hummed, tapping his chin. “That’s actually in the story. ‘Chaos’s Revenge for Sygilla.’ It said the Firebird is the key.”

I shook my head. “What does that even mean? Are we supposed to throw a Firebird at it?”

He snorted. “Maybe it opens when you feed it a bird feather.”

I looked around. “Halven was reading that story here, where he disappeared. And the story mentions the Firebird. Is it possible this is where he went?”

“Yeah, but how did he find the key?”

I looked back down at the glowing swirl. “Maybe we throw the book at it.”

I half-meant it. At this point, we had more bad ideas than good ones. Before he could respond with another one, I saw his expression shift.

He’d gone quiet.

His eyes tracked something over my shoulder, and I turned to see what he was staring at.

Small. Black. Four-legged.

A cat.

She walked into view like she was inspecting the floor plan, her black coat sleek and her golden eyes bright in the low light.

Ardorion crouched immediately, like she was royalty. “Ohhh hello,” he said softly. “Look at you, Little Queen, with those golden eyes. Where’ve you been hiding?”

The cat blinked.

“She’s perfect,” he said. “We’re naming her Queenie.”

“Of course we are,” I said flatly.

“I love her.”

“She’s probably an illusion.”

“Let me believe.”

“She’ll eat your spell notes.”

“They’re useless anyway.”

He reached out, and the cat turned, walking a few steps before stopping at the edge of the shelf. She looked back once, tail raised, then padded around the corner like she had somewhere to be and expected us to follow.

Ardorion stood. “Garnexis, I think we’re supposed to follow the black cat.”

I raised an eyebrow. “You’re serious?”

“I’m never serious.”

“But you’re serious now.”

“Extremely.”

And just like that, he followed. No plan. No hesitation.

I hesitated. Just for a second. Then followed, too.

Because if the library had kept a secret this long, maybe the cat was ready to show us the next one.

I shadowed Ardorion as his so-called Queenie slipped out of the library, golden eyes flashing like she owned the dusk. He didn’t say it, but I knew he was more excited than concerned. We weren’t about to let her vanish, though he’d probably follow her off a cliff if she blinked sweetly enough.

The Fire Fae would never admit it aloud for anyone, but he had a soft spot for small creatures.

The sun was low, dragging long shadows over the courtyard. Cold had sharpened since morning, our reminder that Winter always comes early to Nivara Hall. I folded my arms tight, steps steady beside him, watching the cat just far enough ahead that I couldn’t tell if she was leading us or just toying with us.

We followed her around the edge of the library’s western wall, past the moss-worn path leading toward the greenhouses.

Then gone.

One blink, one breath, and she’d vanished. Just empty grass and creeping ivy where she’d been.

“Did you see—?” Ardorion started.

I frowned and shrugged. “I don’t know.”

He spun in place, scanning the edge of the stone wall like he expected her to reappear with a triumphant meow and a riddle. The wind answered instead.

Then came the sound of footsteps, quick and closing.

Rielle appeared first, then Shara, flushed from running. They didn’t speak. Just stopped beside us and looked where we’d been looking.

Following the cat.

A black cat.

She walked like nothing had happened, tail high, eyes glowing faintly in the gathering dark.

“Queenie?” Ardorion asked.

Her tail swished.

Shara looked between us. “You know this cat?”

“I thought I did but she disappeared. I named her Queenie.” He crouched in front of the cat. “Queenie, is that you?”

She yawned. Gracefully.

“If it is you, what are you trying to show us?”

The cat nodded, then turned toward the greenhouses, walking away with not a shred of urgency.

Whatever this was—cat or coincidence—we followed.

The greenhouses have always been strange, but this one behind all the others was even stranger. Part of the outer hall, overgrown with ivy, sealed behind copper-runed glass and a canopy too thick to be decorative. It wasn’t on the campus map. It wasn’t part of any class.

Most students just called it “that closed-off sunroom.”

Now I knew why.

The cat slipped through a gap in the hedgerow and padded across a narrow trail I hadn’t noticed. We ducked through a tunnel of thorns and vine-twisted stone and emerged into something... other.

The conservatory rose around us like a glass cathedral. Gold-ribbed arches climbed into the dark sky. The moment we stepped inside, the heat hit like a furnace wrapped in blossom petals.

Shara gasped softly beside me.

The air was heavy, humid and warm, like deep summer. It smelled of scorched cedar and something citrus-bright beneath it. Plants surged in every corner, half-wild and humming with old magic. Not Metal magic, or I would be able to read it.

And at the center, nestled in Ashwood and glowing branches, was the creature from legend.

The Firebird.

I didn’t breathe.

His wings were folded neatly, every feather shimmered like burning dawn, living flames that held no destruction. His body radiated heat, not aggressively, but with purpose. His eyes locked onto us like they already knew our names.

Ardorion had joked once about summoning a phoenix. This was not a phoenix. This was a god born of Fire and Chaos, something made of fire-song and impossible time.

Not just a legend but something ancient.

“That’s him,” I whispered.

Ardorion stepped forward. Of course he did.

The Firebird tilted his head, not speaking, just watching. Then he raised a wing, slow and deliberate.

Several glowing feathers floated down like sparks caught in slow motion. We watched, awestruck. They didn’t burn the air. They danced in it.

Then his voice hit, not in the room, but inside us. My chest, my skull, my bones.

Take them. You need to keep them sleeping.

It echoed like we stood inside a forgotten cave, hollow and vast and sacred.

And then, the wing tucked in again.

But what did he mean? Were the feathers living entities because he said to take them and that we needed to keep them sleeping. For some reason, the ambiguous pronouns didn’t seem to be pointing to the same noun. So, if we were to take the feathers, who were we supposed to keep sleeping?

And why did the word them touch on another memory I couldn’t quite recall?

Ardorion dropped to one knee before thinking twice. He picked up the feathers, his hands shaking just enough to tell me everything I needed to know. He stood slowly, half-expecting more. But the Firebird closed his eyes.

No prophecy. No explanation.

Just heat.

And stillness.

We left in silence, awe still clinging to us like the humidity on our skin. Outside, the cold hit hard, a slap back into reality.

No one spoke until we were halfway back to Goldspire.

“What are we supposed to do with them?” Shara asked.

Them.

So ambiguous.

Rielle echoed, quieter, “What did he mean... keep them sleeping?”

Shara threw her hands up. “Just more mysteries!”

I raised my brows. Usually I was the one muttering about mysteries. Not her.

She rubbed her face. “We might’ve found something, though.”

Rielle nodded. “We found the glyph from Veyn’s leaf in a hidden scroll. It’s called Theralen. It’s a Water Glyph.”

“It means ‘To release flow,’” Shara said, quieter now. “But it still doesn’t clear up any of these mysteries.”

Ardorion exhaled, still cradling the feathers like they were live flame, which they sort of were. “I think I might know what to do. Maybe.”

He looked at me wanting me to support him, and I appreciated his belief in me.

I nodded once. “There’s a portal. In the library floor. And it asked for a Firebird key.”

Shara looked at us, wide-eyed. “You think the feathers are the key?”

We shared a glance, but Ardorion answered, and fast. “Halven was researching in the library and read the story ‘Chaos’s Revenge for Sygilla’ which mentions the Firebird being the key. Then Halven went missing, last seen in the library, where there happens to be a portal that needs a Firebird key, which also happens to be where Queenie found me.”

Shara’s eyes widened. “Wow, you put all that together yourself?”

Ardorion’s hair flickered with flaring flames. “What does that mean?”

Her hand on his arm stopped him cold. “Not how you took it, Ardorion. What I mean is that all these little mysteries had become so convoluted, I couldn’t see where any of it connected, but you were able to. You’re amazing.”

His fire died down. Left behind something soft and quiet on his face.

“We should go to the library now. Try out the Firebird’s feather,” I said.

“The library’s closing,” Rielle said softly. “We don’t have time tonight.”

Everyone looked at Ardorion.

He threw up his hands. “Hey now, I didn’t call myself the genius, so why look at me.”

“I didn’t say you were a genius, loony-bird.” Shara bumped his arm. “But I’ll give it to you.”

He beamed like she’d handed him a crown.

“Tomorrow then,” Rielle said. “First light. Before the rest of the school is up.”

No one argued.

Ardorion looked down at the feathers still flickering in his hands.

They didn’t feel like keys.

They felt like warnings.

And we were about to unlock something that might have led to Halven’s disappearance.

Forge Record 4: The Slow Burn of Metal, Spiral of Seasons Encounter, dated Octis 3, 1004

Due to the ceremonial nature of the Fall Equinox celebration, the following entry has been archived outside the primary log for preservation and discretion.

Relive the memory of that night by going back to the site of the dance and speak these magic words: Earning It

Forge Record 5: A Reason to Stay, A Place to Run From, dated Octis 15-23, 1004

 Octis 15

 Shara was going to get us all expelled. I watched from the couch as she hunched over that stolen scroll, scribbling like her life depended on it. It probably did. The energy in our common room was tense, a mix of Shara’s frantic focus and the low crackle of the hearth fire. I ran a polishing cloth over my bracer, the repetitive motion a small point of order in the chaos.

Across the room, Rielle fretted, her voice a soft murmur of worry. “Shara, please be careful. If they find out you took that…”

“I know,” Shara snapped back, not looking up. “But we need to know everything we can before they realize it’s gone.”

I didn’t say anything. Shara knew the risks from taking A Winter Record of Forgotten Water Glyphs from the Shadow Index. Meanwhile, I had my own problems to deal with, namely the fretting bonfire beside me.

Ardorion was on the other end of the couch, already in full dramatics about our Elemental Fusion midterm, his hair flickering as though it shared his agitation.

“I’m telling you, it’s going to be a practical,” Ardorion insisted, his voice full of that arrogant certainty he wore like a second skin. “The midterm for Elemental Fusion has to be. Something about offensive combinations.”

I didn’t bother looking at him. “You always think it’s about offense. It’s called fusion, flamebrain, not annihilation. It’ll be about structure. Theory.”

“The professor said pairs have to be from different seasons to work on the midterm. Does that not suggest something practical?” He leaned forward, little flames popping at his fingertips. “We should practice early. Midterms are only twelve days away.”

I rolled my eyes, crossing my arms defensively. “We don’t even know what the assignment is yet. Calm down.”

His hair flared a brighter red. “I just don’t want to fail.”

I sighed, waving a dismissive hand at him, my own resolve softening despite myself. “You won’t fail with me as your partner.”

That annoying, charming, yet genuine smile crept into his voice. “You’ll be my partner?”

I finally looked at him and gave a slight smile in return, holding back the secret pleasure his excitement gave me. It was nice having friends who cared to have you in their lives. “There’s no one else I’d want to work with.”

“Good,” he huffed, the fire in his hair settling down. “My fire, your metal. We’ll build the most offensively structured thing the professor has ever seen.”

I almost laughed. As if I’d let him turn our project into a bomb. I couldn’t help but smile slightly to myself at our exchange. It was easy with Ardorion, even when it wasn’t. Friendship with him was always an argument wrapped in warmth, but I wouldn’t trade it.

Before I could retort, Rielle’s soft voice cut through our truce.

“We should talk again about the tunnels. About what we found down there.”

I let out an exasperated breath. “We’ve talked it to death. The Seal’s door is locked. And we each saw something different in that mirror inside the Docilis Vault. End of story.”

But my mind drifted back to the vision I’d seen in the Docilis Vault. Halven, silent and solemn, kneeling beside Wintermere Lake, pointing toward something beneath the ice. Why had it been me who saw him? We were all looking for him. Was it something only I could understand? Because if so, I didn’t. The lake was perpetually frozen, had always been. If something truly rested within, it had been there a very long time. So, why would it matter now?

Rielle shook her head, her voice insistent. “I don’t think we’re talking about the right thing or asking the right questions. None of us has asked if all it takes to enter that room and see visions is to put in our Docilis ID number, then anybody with our numbers could go in there and pull up visions about us or somehow related to us. So, who else is going there? Who knows things about us that we don’t even know?”

“We did find that map on the ground that someone drew,” I admitted, curiosity sparking in me again. “But when had it been dropped there?”

Rielle’s expression brightened at my question. “If it was recent, then who was just there?”

Ardorion yawned theatrically, leaning his head back and staring up at the ceiling. “I mean, think about it, who has ever seen anyone going through that portal?”

Shara leveled a look at him. “They don’t have to go through the portal during the library’s open hours. Not if they’re faculty.”

I frowned, a sliver of unease running down my spine. “Then are we saying that the faculty are spying on us?”

“Who knows what we are saying?” Shara’s frustration boiled over. “It seems like the more we learn, the less we know.”

“It’s not fair,” Ardorion groaned, dramatically leaving his words hanging in the air.

Without hesitation, I reached over and slapped the back of my hand against his stomach. He jerked forward, wide-eyed. “What was that for?”

“We’re not in your head, so you need to explain what you mean.” I crossed my arms, giving him a mock glare. “And don’t look so hurt, you’ve got abs of pure steel, no give.”

He recovered quickly, smiling cockily before remembering his complaint. “It’s not fair that you all saw someone you knew. Halven, Master Thalric, Neir. I got some strange woman spouting riddles. It was completely senseless.”

Once more the frustration of not understanding Halven’s message in my vision was a bitter taste.

Shara’s quill stopped moving. “Your vision might be the most important, Ardorion.”

He stared at her. “What do you mean?”

“You said the Fire Fae woman in your vision spoke about fire remembering the shape of a spell, and water remembering the feeling. Together, they remember truth.” Shara tapped the scroll. “Ayzella wrote that the Water Glyphs are shapes of feeling. Water has memory.”

We all fell silent. I watched Shara, the pieces clicking together in her mind while the rest of us were still staring at the empty board.

“Well, that explains everything,” Ardorion said, throwing up his hands.

“You’re the one connecting things, Shara,” I admitted grudgingly. “But you have to see that the rest of us have no idea what you’re understanding.”

Ardorion groaned again. “It means I got a vision that should have gone to Shara.”

Shara seemed to get lost then as she looked back down at the scroll and scribbled a few more notes. The rest of us just kind of waited, wondering what she’d reveal from that labyrinth of her mind.

“I feel sorry for her,” Shara murmured, not looking up.

Who?

Shara continued. “She loved him, this Mizunomi man. But she was going to leave him anyway, for her duty.”

Oh, Ayzella. Shara was talking about the scholar and explorer who wrote the scroll. Why did Shara feel sorry for Ayzella?

I was still trying to catch up to that first point when it seemed Rielle had never been lost when she said softly, “Even six hundred years ago, there were not many Moon Fae left. Duty is a heavy thing to carry. I understand her choice.”

Duty. Fate. The words made my skin crawl.

Now I understood. As a Moon Fae and if she had fallen in love with a man from the lost Water Fae tribe, Ayzella wouldn’t have been able to commit herself to him. Not with the Moon Fae persecution by the Summer Fae outside of Nythral.

Just then, I felt my own fate. A faint, familiar hum of magic under my skin, like a resonating wire. The fated bond. It was a constant, low thrum connecting me to Orivian. His presence echoed from across the academy, probably in the Scriptorium, surrounded by his neat stacks of paper and his infuriatingly perfect posture.

I didn’t want this path chosen for me. And yet, the thought of him made my pulse quicken. Maybe I should take him myself into the tunnels, to show him what we’d found. Just to share information, I assured myself. Nothing more.

But I knew it was more than that. I wanted to be near him, to feel that tether between us pull taut.

My thoughts were shattered when Shara leaped to her feet.

“Listen, everyone! Ayzella wrote about another glyph called Nivareth, meaning ‘Bound reflection.’ She says this glyph is both Water and Fire, writing: ‘I am sure of it. I’ve seen it burn in steam and settle in frost. It belongs to both, and neither. I do not know if it is a union or a farewell. But I know it is mine. I gave it to the Mizunomi.’”

When she finished, I just stared, my head spinning. I held up a hand, palm open. “Enlighten us, Shara. What does any of that mean?”

She held out the scroll silently. The sketch matched the Gemina Flamma exactly. I leaned forward with the others, voices colliding in astonishment.

“That’s the Emberglyph,” Ardorion breathed.

“Nivareth,” Rielle whispered.

“Bound reflection,” I echoed, confusion churning within me.

“It’s a Water Glyph, too?” Ardorion asked.

The air chilled abruptly, breaking our collective focus. The flames in the hearth dipped low. Ardorion’s head whipped toward the door. We all followed his gaze.

Aster stood in the entryway, her arms folded, her violet eyes fixed on the scroll.

“Nivareth has another meaning,” she said calmly. She stepped into the room, her movements fluid and silent, stopping beside me to look down at Ayzella’s drawing. “An older Water Fae story speaks of heartbreak and healing. ‘Balance the halves. Pour stillness downward. Release the frozen heart.’”

“Just more mysteries,” Shara sighed.

“Have you ever been taught that water has memory?” Rielle asked Aster.

Aster shook her head. “It’s a children’s story. A folk tale. Nothing to be taken seriously.”

She peered longingly at the scroll. “I’d like to read this—”

“No one else will read that scroll!”

We all jumped as the librarian from the Shadow Index appeared in the doorway. With a flick of her hand, the scroll flew from Shara’s grasp, rolled itself up, and vanished into her palm.

“Do not,” she commanded, “borrow from my library again.” And then she was gone.

“Gods and goddesses,” Shara breathed. “We’re back to nothing.”

“We’ve learned nothing anyways,” Ardorion growled, pacing like a caged beast.

I sat forward, an idea sparking in the mess of glyphs and riddles. “Maybe not nothing. Perhaps it’s like we’ve been learning in our Elemental Fusion class. Maybe we need to fuse Fire and Water together.”

Ardorion stopped. “We don’t know how to do that. It’s not something we’ve learned yet.”

“It was just an idea,” I grumbled.

Rielle smiled optimistically. “The theory is sound. What if it’s not a fusion but just a pairing? Water and Fire magic used together to open the Seal?”

Ardorion’s gaze found Aster’s, a slow smile spreading. “Looks like you’ll finally be able to join us with your contributions, icicle.”

The air between Ardorion and Aster became charged, a silent pull I recognized all too well.

I crossed my arms, feeling the faintest pulse of Orivian’s presence through our magical bond, like a heartbeat calling quietly to mine. “If Aster is helping, then Orivian is, too. We have been sharing information anyway.”

Rielle smiled gently at me. “Orivian is a lovely person. I think that is a wonderful idea.”

The tension in the room finally broke, replaced by focused energy. Hope. I hated hope. It was unreliable. But this felt different. This felt like a plan.

Shara looked around at all of us, her eyes bright with a new fire. Her voice was steady when she spoke.

“Then let’s go to the tunnels.”

Octis 23

 The tunnel’s cold settled in around my boots like a promise, crisp and grounding. It was the kind of cold that cleared the mind, the kind I preferred. Warmth made me itch. Heat always carried expectation, energy too eager to burn. But here, in the tunnel before The Seal’s door, everything felt properly still. Even the others, shifting nervously beside me, couldn’t ruin the peace of this kind of chill.

Garnexis, Ardorion, Aster, Rielle, Shara, and I formed a jagged semicircle before the twin spirals and sharp triangle, a faint glow on the handless door.

Ardorion stepped forward, always needing to be at the front of things. He glanced at Aster, sparks already flickering between his fingers.

Well, the door did need his fire. And it was time to get this over with.

“Alright, icicle. I’ll lead. Watch closely.” His hands flared to life, fire blooming in his palms. “The Emberglyph means to split strength, ground your fire, ignite the center.”

Magic always looked different on everyone, but there were similarities within the same element. Ardorion’s was a barely contained explosion. His eyes turned the color of molten amber, and his hair became a whip of wild flames. Fiery patterns pulsed under his skin like trapped lightning through obsidian. It was all brute force and heat, impressive in its raw power but lacking any real finesse.

His voice dropped. “I start on the outside, where the magic is split until reaching the middle.”

Heat rippled across the stone, flames tracing the glyph, climbing its outer lines.

Even though I didn’t react like Rielle, who looked half ready to flee from the heat, fire was never something I was drawn to. Autumn had a kind of fire, sure, bonfires, slow embers, burning leaves. But that was warmth meant for curling around, not consuming everything in its path.

When the fire curved inward through the spirals, triangle, and into the center, Aster stepped forward.

“I think I have it.” Her voice was calm, not stiff or unsure. Just confident.

“Nivareth translates to balance the halves, pour stillness downward, and release the frozen heart.”

Her violet eyes shifted, spun into blue, shot through with flecks of gold. They became whirlpools ready to draw someone under. Her hands lifted, lavender light trailing like silk. Her light blue hair slicked down in rivulets, dripping onto the stone.

“I must also split my magic like yours.”

Her magic was quieter, more elegant. The light expanded, her entire form shimmering with gentle, golden waves rippling through the lavender. It was beautiful, I suppose, if you were into that sort of thing. I preferred the solid certainty of metal.

Her movements mirrored Ardorion’s, down to the curve of her wrists and the angle of her arms. But where Ardorion was sharp, she was smooth. Where he burned, she cooled.

Together, their spells met. Fire bristled and steam hissed up between them. For a second, I thought the glyph would crack. But then Aster cooled the flow, adjusted without needing to speak. Her magic curved around his. His bent toward hers. Fire and Water mirrored each other, tracing the glyph in tandem.

“Bound reflection,” Shara whispered.

I glanced at her, recalling the scroll the Moon Fae woman had written about the lost Water tribe. I hadn’t read it all myself, but I remembered that part. Shara was sure to fill us in on anything else. She was good like that.

“The Mizunomi’s translation,” she explained, nodding toward the Ardorion and Aster. “Ayzella wrote that Nivareth means bound reflection. She said it belongs to Water and Fire. Both, but neither. This is them reflecting each other. Bound movements.”

Ardorion and Aster exchanged a half-smile.

Fire and Water, flowing in mirrored steps. They moved together like they knew where the other would land before they got there.

Maybe they did. For all their bickering, they’d been spending more time together lately. That could mean a dozen things. Ardorion could flirt with a brick wall, and Aster didn’t exactly make herself easy to read. But they moved in sync now, their power finding a thread between them.

It wasn’t what I would call love. But it worked. Somehow.

I pulled in a breath that tasted faintly of ash and steam and let myself think of Orivian.

With Ardorion being busier with Aster, it gave me more time to slip away unnoticed to the Scriptorium. To Orivian.

A low hum resonated through my bones. The bond. Always there, a faint tether pulling me toward him. He was still at his desk, silver hair glinting in the lamplight, unable to get away and join us. If I went to him now, he’d look up from his perfectly aligned stacks of parchment with that unreadable expression and make space for me. Like he did every time.

We hadn’t had the kind of time together I wanted. Most of our hours were snatched between classes and scribbled margins in the Scriptorium.

Then sometimes, I ran.

I’d refused to look for him. I’d hide.

But he always seemed to find me. No matter how much I tried to outrun the cursed fated bond, he’d find me.

I wanted to bring him down here tonight. He would have loved this. But when I went to fetch him, Lady Isa had been standing by his desk, and his sharp glance toward the doorway said it all. Not tonight.

That didn’t stop me from thinking about what it might be like, just the two of us, him walking beside me through these tunnels while I showed him everything we’d discovered. A private tour. The thought sent a jolt of something hot and thrilling through me, and I cursed myself for giving in to the whims of this damned bond.

Steam hissed as Fire and Water collided. The static made me tense, but then the magics twined, pulled together into something whole. Orange and violet shimmered in a perfect braid. The glyph pulsed. A heavy click echoed, and the door groaned open.

Frigid air expelled in a rush, followed by mist spilling from the doorway, curling around our feet.

Ardorion stepped through. Aster followed. I took my place behind them.

I stepped inside after Ardorion and Aster, the sheer density of power in the room a physical presence. Magic, ancient, layered, and completely alien. No Metal magic that I could detect. None at all.

Ardorion lit candles and then a pair of torches. The light peeled back the dark. The chamber came into full view. The cluttered desk, with books, scattered papers, a mug half full. One wall of solid ice with a luminous glow.

Everything else in the room faded as I registered what stood in the front of the ice wall.

Halven.

Trapped. Frozen. Mouth slightly open. Eyes wide with fear. One hand pressed to the ice wall, staring outward like he saw something deep within.

The sight of him hollowed me out. Like someone had carved out my innards and left only bone and echo.

I didn’t make friends easily. My mother and I had been running for most of my life. And a life on the run meant you learned not to put down roots.

But Halven… he was the first to understand me. He knew what it was like to be a survivor, to search for a place to finally call home. He’d done it. He’d been broken when he arrived, and still he smiled, still he made space for the rest of us in his new home.

It had given me hope that I could find my home here, too. Like maybe it was possible to stop running.

But he wasn’t a survivor anymore. He was a statue, frozen in a moment of pure terror. If this could happen to him, the embodiment of Nythral’s peace, then none of us were safe. The old instinct screamed at me. Run. Get away before this happens to you.

Immediately, Shara put her hands to the ice encasing Halven.

I battled the shrill voice in my head. Run. Run now.

“He’s alive,” Shara’s voice cut through the ringing in my ears.

The sentence didn’t sink in right away.

Then gasps. Questions. Motion. Ardorion flaring up again, fire in his hands, anger in his voice. Rielle still hadn’t moved.

Alive? How?

“What?” My voice was sharp, a crack in the frozen silence.

“How is that possible?” Ardorion’s fire fizzled out in shock.

“I don’t know.” Shara’s whisper trailed as she looked at Rielle, who had stopped dead, tears coursing down her face, both hands clamped over her mouth, frozen in more ways than one.

It was too much. I shook my head.

I needed something to do. Anything but look at him, at Halven. I forced my feet to move. Not toward the exit, as every fiber of my being demanded, but toward the desk to rummage through the papers. My fingers itched for metal, for a tool, for structure. I needed a reason to stay, to fight the urge to flee.

While Aster began working her magic again on the wall of ice, Ardorion threatened to blast Halven free with a torrent of useless fire.

Shara stopped him. “We don’t know what we’re dealing with. Releasing him could kill him.”

His voice cracked with fury. “For the love of the gods above and below! I can’t just leave him in there!”

Shara ignored his outburst to go to Rielle, talking to her in low whispers.

Paper rustled under my hands. Ink smudged across my fingers. Then something older than the rest. A newssheet, faded and brittle with age. I scanned the main article. If I didn’t feel so hollow before, my gut with twist with the journalist’s report.

Then Rielle spoke, her hands now at her sides. Her whisper was raw. “Who did this to him?”

Her large blue eyes filled with more tears. “There’s so much magic here. I can feel it.”

“I have a pretty good idea who or what.” I held up the faded newssheet, and they gathered around the desk, except for Aster who still used her magic on the ice wall. “Year six-thirty-nine.”

Nearly five hundred years ago.

Rielle interrupted before I could read the article, her voice cracking. “The Moon Fae Massacre. It’s the same year. The year most of the Moon Fae clans were wiped out during the Summer Fae Wars.”

Of course it was. The year of fire and blood. Of silence. Of loss. Rielle’s people had nearly vanished that year. And now Halven, our peacekeeper, frozen beneath the lake.

After clearing my voice, I read from the article, the words tasting like poison. “Students at the academy have reported hearing voices… the infirmary is full… by order of Lady Isamore, the academy will be shut down…”

The words whispered in my own mind. Run. Run far away.

“Voices?” Ardorion tensed. “Didn’t Halven mention voices in the journal page under his bed?”

Aster stepped back from the ice wall. “This is Wintermere. Halven said in the journal page he heard the voices and he went to Wintermere.”

That explained the ice. The depth. We were under the academy, surrounded by the frozen lake. The lake Halven went to visit.

Rielle spoke, quiet but certain. “There’s Moon magic in the ice.”

Aster added, “There’s a lot of magic. I feel two signatures of Water magic. One of them is Lady Isa’s.”

Lady Isa. The woman who made this place safe. Who offered sanctuary to all the races in a quest for peace. Her magic was part of this?

Shara tilted her head. “Maybe that makes sense? Lady Isa founded Nythral. She was part of whatever was done with the magic here to make it safe for us. Maybe the lake is part of the magic. But have you felt her magic in Wintermere before?”

Her question was directed to Aster and Rielle, and they both shook their heads.

Aster looked at the ice. “From the surface there’s not even any residue, and with how old and powerful the second signature of Water magic is, I would have expected to feel something. It’s like it’s purposefully being masked, hidden from us. But why?”

“Well, I hate to break it to you all, but I have more to add to the mystery.” Ardorion gave a quick smile before dropping it. “There’s Fire magic, too. In the ice. Kind of like the Firebird. Not exactly. Similar, though.”

It didn’t make sense. Fire couldn’t coexist Water and Moon magics. They were opposite seasons, more likely to cause true destruction when bound together. How could all three survive here?

Shara crossed to the ice. Copper shimmer wrapped her hands. She touched the wall. Closed her eyes.

I waited.

She pulled back, breath short. “Garnexis? Any Metal magic in the room or in the lake?”

“None.” The word dropped flat. It tasted like failure.

Then Shara spoke again, pulling all the pieces together the way she always did when the rest of us were too overwhelmed to find the thread. “So, there’s powerful Water, Moon, and Fire magic inside the lake itself. None of us have felt it above ground.”

“Lady Isa’s magic is also part of what encases Halven,” Aster said. “The only Water magic. But there’s another magic mixed in.”

And there it is. Everything I thought I understood about our Grand Magister. She wasn’t just aware of what had happened to Halven. She was part of it.

“Veyn,” Shara whispered. “There’s Wood magic in the ice around Halven. Somehow, Veyn is part of the spell. I don’t know what it’s meant to do.”

Of course, all of their magics pulsed in the ice and in this chamber—Water, Moon, Fire, even Wood. No Metal magic, though. I felt a strange sense of detachment. I wasn’t sure if that was a good thing or a bad one. It just meant I was an outsider here, in this place like in every other place I’d ever lived.

The voices yelled for me to run again.

Then Shara’s words cut through the noise in my head. “Lady Isa knew where Halven was this whole time. She told us to stop looking because she trapped him here. So the question is, why? And is Veyn helping her, or is he trying to help Halven?”

Lady Isa and Veyn. Our guardian and our professor. Both involved.

I gripped the edge of the desk. Every instinct screamed at me to leave. But I looked toward Shara. Aster. Rielle. Ardorion. Then I looked at Halven, the first person who had made this place feel like a home.

I couldn’t run. Not yet. Not at this time.

The struggle against that lifelong instinct made my stomach churn.

I wouldn’t leave him. But the minute he was out of that ice, I was gone. For now, I would fight.

“Why was Halven even here?” Rielle’s voice was quiet.

I lifted the newssheet again. “The voices.”

I knew how much voices in the head could influence people.

Shara nodded. “He followed them. Same as before when he followed them to Wintermere. This must be where he came at the end when his spells didn’t work above ground.”

I thought back to the burned glyph Ardorion and I had found at the shore of Wintermere. The same glyph Halven had written into his journal over and over.

Then Rielle gasped, her gaze on the newssheet. “Turn it over.”

I did.

A picture caught my attention. Lady Isa. And beside her, Neir. Close. Familiar. Comfortable. At the edge of Wintermere.

“Neir,” Reille whispered.

Her hands, which had flown to her mouth, dropped to her sides, clenched into fists.

“I wasn’t sure before,” she said. Her voice had lost its softness. “I’ve only felt his Moon magic once, but now I’m certain. It’s in the lake. It’s in this room. He’s part of this.”

“You said he was a guardian of old magic, right?” Shara’s voice stayed low. “Maybe he meant the lake.”

Rielle only stared at the picture.

“The Water magic feels old,” Aster said. “Perhaps it’s the same with the Moon magic and he’s tied to it?”

Rielle looked up. Her eyes burned. “He said he came to check on the magic surrounding Nythral. If he spoke the truth, then it’s all connected to Wintermere. Or he’s lying.”

Shara put it together. “What we know is Lady Isa, Veyn, and Neir have all been here, and they know something of what’s going on. And they haven’t told anyone.”

Ardorion shoved aside papers, then lifted something.

A spoon. One that was familiar, engraved, and unmistakably Lady Isa’s.

He presented the spoon to us. “I would say your assumptions are sound, Shara. This desk belongs to Lady Isa.”

“If she owns the desk, and her magic froze Halven,” Rielle looked to Aster who nodded, “then can we trust her at all?”

“Or any of them,” Shara said, rubbing her chest. “They could be working together.”

I picked up the half-empty tea mug, smelling it. Stale tea, cold, which wasn’t surprising given the temperature in the room. Very unhelpful. “I think the more important question is, how long ago was she here?”

Aster looked toward the doorway. “And when will she be back?”

My gut churned harder, and I fought the blinding need to bolt form the room.

Ardorion rushed to restore the desk, his hands moving quickly. “I don’t want to end up as an ice cube for standing in the wrong place.” He wiped his palms on his robes. “Let’s get out of here.”

We left quickly, the door groaning shut behind us.

As we shuffled down the hallway, Rielle’s whispered words echoed. “We have to help him.”

Shara took her hand. “We will.”

I didn’t hesitate, shoring my resolve to see Halven freed. “I don’t plan on leaving him there either. But we can’t help him if we get caught. We need a plan.”

I would stay. For now. For him.

But Nythral was no longer a sanctuary. It was just another place to run from.

Forge Record 6: Where Metal Meets the Skin, dated Octis 31, 1004

There are pieces of the story I don’t write down—not because I forgot, but because some truths are meant to be followed, not handed over. What happened when I brought Orivian into the vault... that’s one of them. You’ll find the account where it was meant to be found. The packet has the details. If it hasn’t reached you yet, the archivists should have a copy waiting.

Dream Records

Dream Record 1: The Glyph by the Lake, dated Septis 18–21, 1004

Rielle's Note

Aerisday, Septis 18

I unpacked slowly when I arrived to our quad in the Goldspire. Not because I had much to put away—I never do—but because there was something about returning that made everything feel thinner, like the world had worn itself out over break and had not fully sewn its seams back together.

The others talked around me, voices carrying through the quad’s common room as they settled in. In the room across from mine, Ardorion flopped dramatically onto his bed like he was staging a fire-themed performance piece. Shara moved with calm purpose, always neat, always intentional. Garnexis had already tossed her boots against the wall and was digging through her bag like it had wronged her personally.

I smoothed the corner of my blanket. The threads there were frayed in the shape of a leaf I’d dreamt about two nights before. A sign, maybe. Or nothing at all.

Ardorion stood and tossed his cloak onto his bed and said, “We should check on Aster. Maybe her face will finally crack if we ask the right question.”

Shara gave him a look, one that said tone it down, but even she seemed to agree. The air around us still carried the silence of Halven’s absence. It had followed us back like fog on our boots.

Even though Halven and I dated, each of my quadmates had their own relationship with the Air Fae. He was truly remarkable, born of resilience during the Galestone Wars before he found peace here. It wasn’t fair if he’d made it all this way, just to have something terrible happen to him.

“Maybe we should go,” Shara said gently. Halven had been her best friend. She turned to me. “Rielle, would you want to? I mean, you and Halven were close once.”

More than close.

I still remembered all of his sweet kisses. So soft from a boy who’d live through a war.

I hadn’t told them the full truth yet, and I wasn’t sure I ever would. Not about how it ended, not about what I’d seen in my dreams during the weeks he’d been gone. Some things stay quieter when buried.

“I’m not sure.” My voice felt like a memory.

But I went.

Goldspire Tower holds all the second-years, and Halven’s quad was just across the hall. The same stone arches, the same high ceilings and carved door frames. Aster was already there. She stood near the window, motionless and cold, framed in pale light like a figure inside a painting. Her skin shimmered faintly in the morning air, and her pale blue hair clung to her shoulders like frost clings to glass but it moved like running water. Her eyes—those deep violet pools—watched us with something unreadable.

She didn’t stop us from entering, but she said nothing at all.

After Garnexis and Shara, Ardorion crossed the threshold like a flame looking for dry tinder. He stopped in the doorframe to lean against it, with me out in the hall still, looking at his black silk shirt. But I waited patiently for his posturing to end.

“Well, look who decided to keep the icicle throne warm while the rest of us were actually worried,” he said.

“And look who decided to speak without thinking. Again.” Aster’s voice floated to me in the hallway.

Ardorion’s back tensed. “You know, for someone who’s supposed to be calm and collected, you’re awfully quick with the frostbite.”

“Forgive me if I’m not impressed by theatrics in leather and flame.” A chill hung in the air with Aster’s words.

Sighing, I pushed Ardorion from behind. Not that I really had the strength to move him—being part human and also part Moon Fae, the smallest of the fae—I’d have to use magic to actually move the Fire Fae male, but my push alerted him to the fact that I was stuck behind him, and he finally moved inside the quad’s main room.

“Oh, come on,” Ardorion said. “Just admit you missed me.”

Aster rolled her eyes. “I missed the silence more.”

“Forgive me if I thought maybe you’d stopped pretending you didn’t care.”

“I care,” she said evenly. “I just don’t shout about it like a Summer Fae with something to prove.”

Their voices rose, sarcasm layered over tension, over something even older than that. Heat and frost colliding as they always did. The words didn’t matter as much as the weight behind them.

While they argued, Shara drifted toward Halven’s room. She moved softly, reverently, like she didn’t want to wake something.

My gaze followed her while I stayed near the door. She stopped. Bent down. Picked up a scrap of water-warped paper from beneath the bed.

“Guys,” she said, holding it up. “I found something.”

Everyone gathered around, and Shara read the smeared ink aloud. The words were panicked, fragmented. Something about an Emberglyph. Something about voices. And then the line that stopped my breath: “Do not trust—” followed by a wash of water damage.

The silence that followed felt heavier than any argument.

“We should copy this,” Garnexis said. “Create one for all of us.”

Before anyone could reply, someone new entered the quad and with a booming voice, yelled, “Ardorion!”

“Elio!” Ardorion shouted.

I turned as the Stone Dragon burst through the room like a gust of summer wind, warm and confident and loud. His gray-touched hair curled wild as always, his smile blinding. He slapped Ardorion’s shoulder with the kind of affection that made the whole room shift.

“Hey, strangers,” he said, looking around at the rest of us.

Elio was one of Halven and Aster’s quadmates.    

Ardorion and Elio caught up fast—too fast. The energy in the room crackled now, not just with tension but with life. It was overwhelming. I took a step back and let their voices wash over me.

Elio told us Lo, their last quadmate, had gone to the Spring Quadrant to speak with Halven’s adoptive parents. Still no word. Still no sign of anything.

Aster finally spoke again, low and tight. “I’ve brought this to Lady Isa. Told her it’s not natural, this disappearance. She brushed me off.”

Our eyes met for only a moment, but I saw it. The edge of something breaking. The fear she would never admit.

I watched her, and I missed him. Halven. The way he used to place his hand on my back without needing a reason. The way he used to whisper into my dreams.

I pressed my fingertips into my palm. I didn’t want to remember.

When we left the quad, I didn’t follow the others right away.

The room had felt wrong. Still. Frozen in a way that wasn’t just time. Something about it had sunk its weight behind my ribs.

Whatever had happened to Halven... it hadn’t started when he disappeared.

It had started before.

I couldn’t say how I knew. But I knew.

That night, sleep came softly, like fog curling in from the lake. I didn’t fight it. I never do. Dreams have always come to me easily—too easily, some say.

In the first, Wintermere met me.

Halven stood at the edge of the lake, barefoot on the ice. The lake was frozen in perfect stillness, reflecting stars that looked wrong—too many, too close, as if they had slipped through some crack in the sky.

He had his back to me, shoulders stiff. I called his name.

He didn’t turn.

Fog drifted in tendrils around his ankles. He was speaking but I couldn’t catch the words in the wind.

When I reached him, the air grew colder, sharp enough to sting. He finally looked over his shoulder, and his eyes were blank. Not empty, but echoing. Like something else had taken root behind them. His mouth opened, and I could barely hear him.

“You should not follow.”

His voice was soft, but the sound cracked like ice underfoot. Before I could speak, the lake around us shattered in silence.

I woke gasping, tears streaking down my face, the corner of my pillow rimmed in frost.

I wiped it away with the sleeve of my sleep shirt and curled beneath my blanket again.

Sleep found me fast. It always does, when it wants to. When it makes me Moon Walk.

The second dream felt different. Heavier.

I was back in Halven’s arms—but younger, the way it had been our first year at the academy. We were laughing, breathless, pressed together beneath my blankets in my dorm. His lips found mine like they used to—tender, then greedy. The way only someone who knows your secrets can kiss you.

But it didn’t last.

His skin paled. The rhythm of his breath changed. His hair darkened but a wash of blue shimmered along his strands. His arms grew stronger. Broader. I blinked, and he was no longer Halven.

I didn’t know who he was.

But I did.

I’d dreamed about him before.

Our limbs entwined just as they had when he was still Halven. I moved to pull away, but his large hands found my hips and drew me back down onto him. In the darkness under the blanket, I caught the barest hint of a smile, the rest of his face in shadow.

The faint scent of leather filled my senses as I collapsed onto his chest. I kissed him, pulled by a yearning I’d never known. One hand tangled in my hair, the other pressing me as close as humanly possible.

Then the scene changed.

We stood by the lake again. Wintermere.

I felt drawn to him even though I still could not clearly see his face, but I knew his voice before he spoke.

“You pulled me into your dream again,” he said, tilting his head. “You’re persistent.”

I stepped back, startled by the depth of his tone—low, smooth, with a strange warmth under the chill.

He turned away and knelt by the frozen earth, dragging a fingertip across the frost to draw a sigil. I gasped.

I recognized it.

The same one from Halven’s torn journal page.

“What does it mean?” I asked.

“An Emberglyph.” He said nothing more.

Even with his face still hidden in shadows, I knew that he looked up at me, almost curious. Then he dragged his foot across the glyph, erasing it completely.

He stood slowly and stepped forward, close enough that I felt the cold leave him in waves.

“You shouldn’t be dreaming about me like this,” he said, a smile in his voice. “Not when you’re the one who started it.”

I opened my mouth to reply, but I couldn’t. His fingers brushed mine, and my whole body felt like it was melting through the snow.

He leaned forward, close enough to kiss me.

“I want to finish what you started,” he murmured.

And then I woke up.

Not in my bed.

In the kitchen.

And my mouth was full with the last bite of something sweet. I blinked at the empty teacup in my hand. The light from the wall sconce glowed a soft gold. My hand trembled slightly as I set the cup down.

Sleepwalking. Again.

The dream still clung to me like mist to skin.

I remembered the glyph the stranger had drawn. The one he also erased.

I found a crumpled parchment and a smudged chalk pen someone had left near the spice jars. I began sketching the Emberglyph from memory, quickly before it could dissolve.

Just as I finished, my elbow knocked over a half-full mug of warmed cider.

It spilled straight across the parchment.

The ink bled instantly. The glyph blurred. A familiar theme.

Still, I had written enough to remember.

I folded the damp note and tucked it into my robe.

Something told me I was going to need it.

Terrasday, Septis 20

I was tired for our first day of classes yesterday, but I enjoyed attending the new Elemental Alchemy: The Art of Binding Nature to Magic class taught by Professor Veyn. I agreed to take the class with Shara—because I felt responsible for them breaking up two years ago right before he disappeared—but I learned a few new things.

Plus, Shara pulled out Halven’s torn journal page, and I reconfirmed the same sigil had appeared in my dreams. I told her it was an Emberglyph. She didn’t ask me how I knew, and I didn’t offer the information but I suggested asking Ardorion. Summer Fae were the only fae to use glyphs.

I was able to forget about my dreams and the sexy man whose dream kisses had been better than any real-life ones I’d experienced and concentrated on my classes. I thoroughly enjoyed my Cycles of the Moon & Dream Theory class even if we only touched on the basics. By that evening, I was ready for a deep dreamless sleep.

When I returned to our quad, the stars had started to blur behind the clouds.

The hallway lights were dimmed, enchanted to mimic moonlight. No one was in the quad yet, and I felt disappointment at not being able to share my findings, but I couldn’t keep my eyes open any longer.

Moon Walking was not true sleep. It could only be done during sleep, but it was the soul leaving this realm for another. Most of my ancestors could do this easily. But the artform was being lost along with my race, and I had no idea how to control my Moon Walking.  If I didn’t get real sleep soon, everyone would be right to assume my sanity was not intact.

I tucked the crumpled parchment—the cider-stained glyph—beneath my pillow.

Just in case.

Metisday, Septis 21

Tonight, we all made into our quad around the same time. No one had suggested it. No one had knocked on doors or passed notes. We just… showed up in the common room. One by one. Like something inside us had synchronized while we weren’t watching.

The air was heavier than usual. Not bad. Just thick. Like the moments before a storm or after a secret.

We sat in a loose circle, cross-legged or leaning back, our backs on soft couches and knees pulled in tight. There were no candles lit, no spells flickering. Just breath and silence and something waiting.

Ardorion spoke first.

He told us about the lake—how he had gone there to cool off after arguing with Aster the day we went to Halven’s room, only to find something strange. A piece of parchment, or maybe metal, lying in the snow. It had a glyph on it. The same one from Halven’s page.

 “I tried to grab it, but I wasn’t alone.” His short fire hair whipped around his face, showing his agitation.

My heart tightened. Was my mystery dream man there? “What do you mean?”

He shifted, arms crossed, golden eyes darker than usual. “There were sprites. Wandering ones coming out of the Wintermere’s fog. I know they were trying to be playful, but I almost sparked a fire just to see them turn into steam.”

Shara furrowed her brow, a small vine with baby leaves caressed the side of her face. “Did they speak?”

He shook his head while pulling out a scrap piece of paper with the Emberglyph in his handwriting, the paper edges scorched. “No. They just watched. Hovered around it. Every time I reached for the glyph, they yanked it away. I backed off and drew what I remembered.”

Garnexis let out a sharp breath and pushed her curtain of ruby-colored hair behind one ear. “That’s funny because I did grab it.”

We all turned to her, while she showed us this same metallic scrap.

She explained how she had found it, how she had touched it to the lake—and how it had burned the glyph into her wrist. The mark was faint now, fading like a bruise made of light.

“It’s fading now. But it wasn’t just a sting. It felt like a promise. Or a warning. Either way, it’s the same Emberglyph.”

She also told us how Orivian had shown up and tried to take it, but she had taken it back by sheer force of will and one well-timed distraction.

Her satisfied smile combined with a wine-colored blush under her metallic-gray skin. I recognized the feeling, having just had the same experience with my mystery man.

Before I could say anything, Shara pressed hands to her cheeks. “Oh, gods and goddesses, did you kiss Orivian?”

The blush deepened before she pocketed the metallic-like parchment and crossed her arms. “I use any tools I have to get what I want.”

Nothing could stop Garnexis from getting what she wanted, but she was also a loyal friend. She collected all of us to her side, and she remained fervent in her protection of her friends. Halven had also been included in our friendship group.

Now it was my turn to share what I could with the group. My fingers curled slightly where they rested on my knees. “I also found myself by the lake, but in my dreams. I had two of them. The first was of Halven, standing on the ice. He told me not to follow.”

They listened while heat crawled into my cheeks.

“The second dream was of someone else. A man I don’t know but I’ve dreamed of him before. This time he was writing the same sigil into the ground by the lake. When I asked him what it meant, he covered it. Then he... well you don’t have to know that part.”

Surprise lifted Shara’s eyebrows. “Did everyone except me kiss somebody in the first days of school?”

Ardorion snorted. “There’s no one I would kiss.”

Garnexis’s laughter made her arms loose. “You mean you wouldn’t survive the frosted kiss of the one woman you can’t have.”

We all joined in the laughter except for Ardorion. His short fire hair frothed into higher flames.

“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

Ardorion couldn’t hide his attraction for the Water Fae. She returned all of his heated words. She might not admit, but she was also drawn to the Fire Fae. Those two were an explosion waiting to happen.

When the laughter died away, I continued. “When I woke up from my second dream, I was in the kitchen. Sleepwalking. Again. While there, I wrote down the sigil while it was still fresh, but I spilled my drink across the paper.”

I pulled out the smudged parchment from my robe and showed them my glyph. It was almost lost in the cider stain, but we all recognized it. Same as Halven’s page. The same as Ardorion’s memory. The same as Garnexis’s wrist.

“Do you know what it means, Ardorion?” I asked.

Ardorion gave half a shrug. “The Gemina Flamma. The twin flames, but that’s just a guess. This is an older Emberglyph and not one we use today.”

“I know what it means,” Shara said. We looked at her with surprise. She smiled like she was withholding a secret. “I found it in a book. You know, in that place they call a library.”

We waited for her explanation when she paused.

Garnexis crossed her arms with a moue. “Well, keep us in suspense then.”

Shara nodded. “I mean, I have the literal translation, but I’m not sure what it actually means. The text says it means to split strength, ground your fire, and ignite the center.”

Ardorion raised a single fire-red eyebrow. His fiery hair had calmed down. “What are we supposed to do with that?”

“And why would Halven—an Air Fae—be writing a Emberglyph over and over?” Garnexis added.

No one answered right away.

“Maybe it meant something to him,” Ardorion said, quieter than usual.

Shara then reached into her journal and pulled out a spiral-shaped leaf. My breath caught, recognizing it from my dreams from nearly a week ago, but I held my words. I had no idea what any of it meant, and we already had too many mysteries.

Turning the leaf over, she revealed another glyph. We looked to Ardorion and he shook his head.

“I don’t know that one,” he said.

Shara ran a finger over the glyph. “I think this has something to do with the Gemina Flamma but I couldn’t find it in any of the texts.”

I tilted my head, trying to figure out what Shara was not telling us. “Where did you get that?”

The Wood Fae grumbled, but said nothing else.

“Does it matter if we don’t know what it means,” Ardorion asked.

I frowned at him. Of course it mattered because the source could give us a clue as to what it all means. Before I could say anything, Garnexis cut in.

“Maybe we can find out in our Runes and Sigils class. Class is on Sylsday, right?”

My gaze narrowed on Shara. She was hiding something. Even if she thought it wasn’t much, it could mean something when came to finding Halven, and I was determined to find him.

Even if it meant more dreams of a certain sexy mystery man.

Ardorion leaned an arm on the table next to him and tapped his fingers against the table. “I guess this is it then. We’re really doing this. We’re looking for Halven and not giving up like everyone else has.”

I glanced down at the edge of my sleeve. Did Ardorion not want to look for his study buddy? “Wouldn’t you want him to do the same for us?”

“Of course. I don’t want to give up,” Ardorion replied. “But we’ve got classes. Exams. According to Aster, Lady Isa is not concerned. So, if we screw this up... What if we disappear like he did?”

“We just have to be smart,” Shara said. “And careful.”

I straightened my shoulders, happy that everyone would be helping to find out what happened to Halven. “We should make a pact. No one investigates alone. No more secrets.”

That means I coming for your secrets, Shara!

“And if one of us goes missing?” Garnexis asked.

“Then the rest of us will know why,” Shara said. “And we won’t stop until we bring them back.”

“A pact,” Ardorion said, holding out his hands.

One by one, we nodded and linked our hands. Wood, Metal, Fire, and Moon Fae, bound not by magic, but by the bond between us as friends.

And it was stronger.

It was choice.

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Dream Record 3: Half a Step from Dreaming, dated Septis 31-36, 1004

Septis 31

Several days had passed since we read Professor Tilwyn’s letter, and Halven was still gone.

The first week of classes had closed with the opening sessions of Practical Duels & Spells Synthesis or PDSS. It was dazzling, as always. Fourth-years conjured storms and illusions like it was second nature. Someone twisted the battlefield into a spinning chaos maze. Another turned the air itself into a mirror, reflecting and refracting every bolt of magic.

I watched from the stands with the others, trying to be amazed. I even smiled once or twice. But it felt like watching a story I wasn’t in. All I could think was how much Halven would have loved it.

We’d shared so many firsts together. Our first year here at the academy, watching our first PDSS together, our first dance.

We’d danced at the Spiral of Seasons last year. He’d taken my hand under the twilight torches and whispered that we would remember the moment forever. I had, along with our first kiss.

He hadn’t even been missing a full month yet, but the space he left had started to reshape us. Quietly. Like frost creeping across a window.

Tonight, we gathered in our quad without ceremony. The others had scattered parchment and spellbooks across the table. I had brought nothing but myself. I didn’t need paper to feel the edges of something coming.

Shara sat closest to me, thumbing the spiral-shaped leaf again and again. Her face was calm, but her fingers betrayed the storm. Garnexis was at the window, idly toying with her bracers like she always did when she was overthinking.

Ardorion lounged with practiced drama, swirling tea in a mug he probably didn’t remember reheating.

It was quiet. Not heavy, just dense with the things we weren’t saying.

“So,” Ardorion said, breaking the stillness, “Aster says the Water Fae had glyphs.”

Shara looked up first. “Yes, that’s what you told us.”

“I never heard of anything like that,” Garnexis said.

“But what if there are other types of glyphs out there?” Ardorion asked.

“Why would that matter?” Shara asked. She stopped moving the leaf and turned it over in her palm. The glyph on the underside caught the light.

I leaned forward, drawn to it again. The curves, the shape. I wished I could read it.

On Slysday, we gathered for Runes and Sigils, the one class that threaded all four of us together. I thought about asking Professor Ilham. Truly, I did. But after Lady Isa found us in the library and gave her quiet, unmistakable warning, the words slipped away like water. None of us said a thing about the other glyph.

“That glyph doesn’t match anything we’ve studied,” I said quietly.

“Uh-huh, exactly, and—”

“The glyph could have been one of the Water Fae glyphs!” Shara interrupted.

Ardorion’s annoyance rippled through the room like heat. He didn’t say anything, but it was there, disappointed that he hadn’t been the one to say it aloud.

I touched the leaf’s edge. “We need to go back to the library.”

Shara nodded but then hesitated. “The Fall Equinox celebration is soon. Less than a week before the Spiral of Seasons Dance.”

I blinked wondering if Shara could read minds. “Already? That came fast.”

Too fast.

I remembered the way Halven’s hand fit against my lower back as we turned across the floor, how he smiled like there was no one else in the room. I remembered the scent of honeyed pine and the flickering firelight in his hair when he bent to kiss me for the first time.

A cold ache followed in his absence.

By the other’s faces, I knew they were remembering similar memories.

Shara and Halven sneaking sweets from the Fall table and dancing in every group dance until the night had deepened.

Ardorion and Halven’s laughter as Halven spun those pastries through the air, and Ardorion lighting them just enough to make them shimmer like little stars on fire. Everyone gasped. One even hit a professor’s hat.

For a moment, it felt like magic was just fun. Like it was supposed to be.

Then Halven joined Garnexis, off to the side of the dancing. She looked calmer than usual, less like she was bracing herself, more like she was just there.

Halven had that gift. He didn’t need to fill silence. He just made space for it.

That night, I think Garnexis finally let him in.

Now Garnexis groaned. “I love my season’s celebration but I could do without the dancing. Do I have to wear a dress?”

I managed a small smile.

“Who will you pair with for the open dance at the end, Ardorion?” I asked, more to distract myself than anything else.

He raised an eyebrow. “You’re assuming I’m planning to stay long enough to dance with anyone.”

Shara wagged a finger at him. “You better not leave without one of us, which means you’ll be staying a while.”

We were not to be alone for fear our investigation would lead to one of us disappearing, too.

“I’ll skip out on the end dance with you,” Garnexis added.

Ardorion thumped a hand over his chest in mock devotion. “You are my true love, Garnexis.”

Garnexis shook her head and moved toward us, sitting on the floor. She began adjusting her bracers again, tightening and loosening the straps with careful rhythm. I didn’t comment. We all had our rituals.

“Do you really think going back to the library will be helpful?” she asked. “Aster said only oral stories were passed down about the glyphs they used.”

Shara flipped a page and tapped it. “There has to be some record of the Water Fae using glyphs. We’ll just have to dig deep for any reference. I’ll go with you tomorrow, Rielle.”

“Hurrah!” I said, letting just a little of the delight in. A faint spark of magic arced through me but I quickly quelled it, hoping no one witnessed my lack of control. I steadied my breathing and let it pass.

“Great,” Ardorion muttered. “You two run off to the quiet corner of the stacks again. I guess someone needs to keep an eye on Garnexis before she tears the place apart.”

“I’m right here, Flameboy,” she said flatly.

“I know. That’s why I’m volunteering.”

For a second, none of us spoke. The candlelight swayed in the silence.

Then Shara’s voice picked up again. “Has anyone figured out anything else with Professor Tilwyn’s letter? Or that story? What was it?”

“‘Chaos’s Revenge for Sygilla,’” I answered.

“That’s the one.”

Garnexis looked at Shara. “Orivian believed Halven was looking into Wintermere’s history so why was he reading that story?”

Ardorion shrugged. “No idea what he was thinking. I read the story twice. It’s either a metaphor or a warning or both. And it’s old. Old like Professor Tilwyn. Which is saying something.”

Garnexis leaned forward, the metal on her bracers catching the light. “But what if Halven reading it is the reason he disappeared? Orivian thinks it’s all related because the library was the last place he was seen.”

“The library?” Shara echoed.

“I say we go back to the library,” Garnexis said. “Just to look around. See what Halven might’ve left behind or see what happened to him.”

Ardorion sighed with theatrical flair. “Fine. Shara and Rielle will search scrolls and whispers, and I’ll babysit Garnexis while she glares at shelves.”

“Try to keep up, hothead,” she said, a slight grin on her usually stoic face.

Ardorion grinned. A spark of flame danced between his fingers, there and gone again.

“Always do,” he said.

Septis 36

We had been back to the library four times in the last five days.

Each time, we found nothing. Or almost nothing. Theories stacked on theories, none of them real. Just tangled language and overly confident scholars trying to define things they’d never seen. Sometimes I wondered if the glyph on the back of Veyn’s leaf had ever really been there at all.

But then I’d found something. A name.

Ayzella dal Mirava, of the Second Crescent Moon Clan. A Moon Fae like me, though she lived nearly six centuries ago and had done something most of us never dared. She’d gone to live with a Water Clan, one that isolated itself from the rest of the Winter societies.

And then I dreamed of her.

Not metaphorically. Not vaguely.

I saw her. Standing at the edge of a tidepool, parchment soaked through in her hands, her expression still and sure. Her eyes were the exact color of frosted water in starlight. When I woke, her name was still on my tongue. Whispering. Refusing to leave.

I believe she has something to tell me.

So we came back again, myself and Shara. Because neither of us could seem to stop.

We sat side by side in the northern wing, scrolls and bound folios spread around us like the debris of forgotten minds. I sifted through old indexes, tracing references, hoping for something. Shara had picked up a thin, leather-worn volume of Ayzella’s essays.

We worked in silence, but then her mood shifted beside me.

Then Shara gasped and said in an urgent whisper, “Rielle, listen to this.”

I looked up.

She read aloud from the page, her voice just above a breath:
“Of all the things I was never meant to write, the glyphs remain the most sacred. But I could not let them be lost to breath alone. I wrote them anyway, in the smallest of hours, in secret. The record remains hidden. My mourning in ink. A Winter Record of Forgotten Water Glyphs.”

The words struck something in me. Like a note I’d never heard played aloud until now.

“That’s it,” I said, sitting up straighter.

She was already nodding. “It has to be.”

“I haven’t seen that title anywhere. Should we check the Shadow Index?”

She nodded again.

We didn’t speak after that. We didn’t need to.

We left our table and crossed to the eastern stair. The stone beneath our feet absorbed our footsteps like it had done for centuries, silent and sure.

The Shadow Index lived on the upper level of the Library of Seasons, tucked behind an archway marked with dragons carved into glass. Most students didn’t know it was there. Fewer still dared to ask what it was.

But we did.

The space beyond was limned in violet light. Soft as twilight, but heavy with something older. The air hummed like a closed mouth holding a secret.

She was already watching us when we entered.

The librarian.

She stood behind a black obsidian desk with a presence that made you stand straighter without realizing it. Black braids fell over her shoulders, revealing rounded ears. With her dark skin and a sense of magic to her, she had to be a hybrid fae. Her gaze didn’t challenge, but it didn’t yield, either.

“Welcome, seeker, to the Shadow Index,” she said.

Shara hesitated. I didn’t.

I stepped forward. “We’re looking for a record. A Winter Record of Forgotten Water Glyphs.

The librarian didn’t move for a beat. Then, she raised one hand.

A shimmer bloomed in the air, warping light. The space bent—not drastically, just enough to feel like something was waking.

The temperature ticked upward.

Magic stirred.

And then, from somewhere unseen, a scroll slipped into view, gliding along the invisible current of the room until it hovered directly in front of her.

She caught it. Effortless.

“I will need it back,” she said. “Unmarked. Unspoken of. And it doesn’t leave the library.”

We nodded. There was no other answer.

She handed it to me, and I took it with both hands.

We didn’t say anything as we stepped away. The silence felt sacred now, not empty.

I could feel it. This was the moment everything would shift.

We sat at one of the tables just beyond the alcove and unrolled the scroll. My hands tingled the moment my fingers touched the parchment. Whether from anticipation or magic, I couldn’t say.

At first, it read like a travelogue. Observations. Rituals. Quiet love.

But then came a name—glyph-keepers—and I knew.

Shara looked at me. I didn’t say a word. We both understood.

We weren’t just reading now. We were listening to something that had been hidden too long.

I wanted to read all of it. There was something in the way Ayzella wrote that wrapped around me like salt air. I wanted to know her. Know the rituals. Know the man she wasn’t allowed to love.

But I didn’t need to get far.

There it was, just before the middle of the scroll.

The glyph.

Theralen.

Exactly as it had been on the leaf Veyn gave to Shara.

To release flow.

I leaned closer. The lines of the symbol burned into my thoughts. It wasn’t random. It wasn’t aesthetic. It was a message.

“This doesn’t feel like an accident,” I whispered.

I didn’t just mean the glyph.

I meant the leaf. Veyn. The dreams. The silence. The timing.

All of it.

Shara nodded. “He must have known. But what is he trying to tell me with the Theralen?”

I didn’t have an answer.

Before I could try to find one, something shifted in the space beside us.

Movement. Soundless.

I turned.

A black cat sat at the end of the aisle. Perfect posture. Golden eyes locked on us. It blinked once. Then stood. Then walked a few steps, slow and graceful.

It paused. Looked back.

I didn’t hesitate. When something lost calls to you like that, you answer. “I think we’re supposed to follow it.”

Shara didn’t argue. She didn’t ask why. She just looked down at the leaf Veyn had given her, then to the glyph still inked onto the scroll and nodded.

After returning the scroll, we followed the cat.

It led us swiftly through the quiet halls, tail flicking behind her, ears forward. We trailed her through the narrowing corridors of the library, slipping past the doors just before they closed for the night.

Golden light outside spilled across the academy’s stone floor like it was waiting.

We followed her past the courtyard, then down along the path that hugged the western wall. A cool wind stirred the hedges.

That’s when we saw them.

Ardorion and Garnexis, standing by the greenhouses, their backs half-turned, their bodies still. They didn’t notice us at first. They were watching something ahead of them.

The cat.

It was walking again, unbothered. Unafraid. Like we were finally where it meant for us to be.

Ardorion turned toward us finally. “Queenie?”

The cat’s tail swished in response.

Shara asked, “You know this cat?”

“I thought I did but she disappeared. I named her Queenie.” Ardorion crouched in front of her. “Queenie, is that you?”

She yawned, like she had all the time in the world.

“If it is you, what are you trying to show us?”

She didn’t answer. She just turned and padded toward the greenhouses again.

We followed her.

No one ever went near that last greenhouse, the one built into the edge of the outer hall. It was overgrown, partially sunken, practically forgotten. The glass was copper-runed and choked in ivy. In all my time at the academy, no professor had ever mentioned it.

The cat led us through a gap in the hedgerow next to it, onto a winding path I never knew existed. We moved as one, the four of us ducking beneath thorns and into a world that didn’t feel like it belonged to the academy at all.

Then we were there.

A hidden conservatory rose before us, ribbed in gold, crowned in glass. Light flickered along its walls like breath. I hadn’t known it was back here.

When we stepped inside, it was like walking into a different season. The heat wrapped around me instantly, humid and suffocating for someone like me, a creature of Winter. The faint scent of scorched cedar and citrus assailed me. My skin prickled with it, not from fear, exactly. I recognized magic, but it was far from being Moon magic. This was the magic that killed my people.

I gasped in the heat, trying to draw a full breath. Shara grabbed my hand and squeezed, giving me her support.

I just wanted to get out of there, so I whispered to the cat, “Queenie,” but it had already stopped.

She sat at the foot of a nest built of Ashwood.

And inside it was the creature from our story, the Firebird.

He was more than any of us had imagined. Larger, older, and very real.

His wings were tucked, but the power radiating from him made the air shimmer. His feathers shifted constantly—reds, oranges, deep golds—living flames that held no destruction.

His eyes were molten gold. And they were watching us.

We didn’t move.

Ardorion had joked once about summoning a phoenix. This was not a phoenix. This was a god born of Fire and Chaos, something made of fire-song and impossible time.

Not just a legend but something ancient.

When Garnexis whispered, “That’s him,” I barely nodded.

Ardorion stepped forward. One step. Brave, or foolish. Maybe both. But then again, he was Fire Fae. This god-like creature had the same magic.

The Firebird tilted his head.

Then he lifted one wing.

Several glowing feathers drifted down like falling stars, embers trapped in slow motion. No one moved. No one dared.

Then came the voice.

Not a sound out in the open, but in my mind. A pressure inside the skull that reverberated.

Take them. You need to keep them sleeping.

The words echoed through me. Not just in my mind, but in memory, vibrating in my bones. Something I could never forget.

The day a god spoke to me.

But what did he mean? Were the feathers living entities because he said to take them and that we needed to keep them sleeping. For some reason, the ambiguous pronouns didn’t seem to be pointing to the same noun. So, if we were to take the feathers, who were we supposed to keep sleeping?

And why did the word them touch on another memory I couldn’t quite recall?

Ardorion dropped to one knee and picked up the feathers. Hands steady, but breath held.

Then the Firebird tucked his wing and closed his eyes.

That was it, so we left.

Outside, the wind returned like a welcoming aunt. Cold froze the sweat on from my skin, and I sighed in relief.

We were halfway back to Goldspire when Shara finally asked, “What are we supposed to do with them?”

Them.

So ambiguous.

I added my own question. “What did he mean... keep them sleeping?”

Shara threw her hands up. “Just more mysteries!”

She didn’t usually raise her voice, which meant she felt it just as deeply as the rest of us.

Then her tone softened as she spoke to Ardorion and Garnexis. “We might’ve found something, though.”

I nodded. “We found the glyph from Veyn’s leaf in a hidden scroll. It’s called Theralen. It’s a Water Glyph.”

“It means ‘To release flow,’” Shara said. “But it still doesn’t clear up any of these mysteries.”

Ardorion exhaled, feathers still glowing in his grip. “I think I might know what to do. Maybe.”

He looked at Garnexis for help.

“There’s a portal,” she said. “In the library floor. And it asked for a Firebird key.”

Shara stared at them. “You think the feathers are the key?”

They exchanged a glance, and Ardorion answered.

“Halven was researching in the library and read the story ‘Chaos’s Revenge for Sygilla’ which mentions the Firebird being the key. Then Halven went missing, last seen in the library, where there happens to be a portal that needs a Firebird key, which also happens to be where Queenie found me.”

Shara’s eyes widened. “Wow, you put all that together yourself?”

Sparks danced across Ardorion’s hair, flickering like a lit fuse. “What does that mean?”

Shara touched his arm. “Not how you took it, Ardorion. What I mean is that all these little mysteries had become so convoluted, I couldn’t see where any of it connected, but you were able to. You’re amazing.”

His fire fizzled, softened into something warmer than flames.

“We should go to the library now. Try out the Firebird’s feather,” Garnexis said.

“The library’s closing,” I said softly. “We don’t have time tonight.”

Everyone turned to Ardorion.

He threw up his hands. “Hey now, I didn’t call myself the genius, so why look at me?”

“I didn’t say you were a genius, loony-bird.” Shara bumped his arm. “But I’ll give it to you.”

He smiled. Not just smugly, genuinely.

“Tomorrow then,” I said. “First light. Before the rest of the school is up.”

No one argued.

The feathers still glowed faintly in Ardorion’s hands.

They didn’t feel like keys.

They felt like a warning.

And we were about to open the door.

Dream Record 4: When the Sun Finds the Moon, Spiral of Seasons Encounter, dated Octis 3, 1004

Due to the ceremonial nature of the Fall Equinox celebration, the following entry has been archived outside the primary log for preservation and discretion.

Relive the memory of that night by going back to the site of the dance and speak these magic words: Little Moon

Dream Record 5: What Duty Froze, dated Octis 15-23, 1004

Octis 15

I tried to focus on the words I was writing in my journal, but the frantic scratching of Shara’s quill from across the table was a constant pull. Shara hunched over the stolen scroll, A Winter Record of Forgotten Water Glyphs, her whole being focused on copying its secrets before they could be taken from her.

The air in our common room felt thick with her quiet determination, the low fire crackling in the hearth, and a worry that coiled in my own chest.

I watched her for a moment, the intensity in her posture almost painful. I pressed my own journal to my chest. “Shara, please be careful. If they find out you took that…”

“I know.” She didn’t pause, her words a determined whisper. “But we need to know everything we can before they realize it’s gone.”

I said no more, turning back to my journal, describing the wolf that appeared in my dreams at the corners of my eyes. From the couch, Ardorion and Garnexis argued as they often did, their voices an easy rumble of friendship disguised as disagreement.

“I’m telling you, it’s going to be a practical,” Ardorion insisted. “The midterm for Elemental Fusion has to be. Something about offensive combinations.”

“You always think it’s about offense.” Garnexis polished a bracer, her expression one of patient amusement. “It’s called fusion, flamebrain, not annihilation. It’ll be about structure. Theory.”

“The professor said pairs have to be from different seasons to work on the midterm. Does that not suggest to you something practical?” Ardorion leaned forward, igniting small flames at his fingertips. “We should practice early. Midterms are only twelve days away.”

Garnexis rolled her eyes, crossing her arms defensively. “We don’t even know what the assignment is yet. Calm down.”

Ardorion’s hair flared brighter. “I just don’t want to fail.”

Garnexis sighed, waving a dismissive hand. “You won’t fail with me as your partner.”

Ardorion’s eyes brightened, a genuine smile curving his lips. “You’ll be my partner?”

She gave a slight smile in return as if she was holding back a secret. “There’s no one else I’d want to work with.”

“Good,” Ardorion huffed, flames settling. “My fire, your metal. We’ll build the most offensively structured thing the professor has ever seen.”

I smiled, warmth rising in my chest at their familiar exchange. Their bickering was a constant, but beneath it was a loyalty as strong as Garnexis’s metal. Besides, Ardorion drew arguments out of all of us, but Garnexis seemed to enjoy them most.

I shifted, closing my journal, the silence of my own thoughts feeling too heavy. “We should talk again about the tunnels. About what we found down there.”

“We’ve talked it to death,” Garnexis replied flatly. “The Seal’s door is locked. And we each saw something different in that mirror inside the Docilis Vault. End of story.”

I shook my head, frustrated by our collective lack of clarity. “I don’t think we’re talking about the right thing or asking the right questions. None of us has asked if all it takes to enter that room and see visions is to put in our Docilis ID number, then anybody with our numbers could go in there and pull up visions about us or somehow related to us. So, who else is going there? Who knows things about us that we don’t even know?”

“We did find that map on the ground that someone drew. But when had it been dropped there?” Garnexis asked thoughtfully.

“If it was recent then who was just there?” I raised a brow, excitement flaring as Garnexis joined me in my questioning.

Ardorion yawned theatrically, his gaze fixed absently on the ceiling. “I mean think about it, who has ever seen anyone going through that portal?”

“They don’t have to go through the portal during the library’s open hours,” Shara leveled a look at him. “Not if they’re faculty.”

Garnexis frowned. “Then are we saying that the faculty are spying on us?”

Shara’s frustration bubbled over, her tone sharp. “Who knows what we are saying? It seems like the more we learn the less we know.”

Ardorion groaned. “It’s not fair.”

Garnexis slapped the back of her hand on his stomach lightly, startling him forward with a shocked look. “What was that for?”

“We’re not in your head so you need to explain what you mean.” Garnexis crossed her arms. “And don’t look so hurt, you’ve got abs of pure steel, no give.”

His smile returned, cocky and pleased before remembering his complaint. “It’s not fair that you all saw someone you knew. Halven, Master Thalric, Neir. I got some strange woman spouting riddles. It was completely senseless.”

At the sound of Neir’s name, my heart gave a familiar flutter. The image from the mirror filled my mind: his wolf form, so immense and graceful, his coat catching an imagined light. Golden eyes luminous with secrets I still couldn’t fully understand. He was so beautiful, even in visions, even in dreams that left me aching and uncertain.

It’s too soon, he’d said. The memory was as vivid as the dreams he still visited every night.

Shara’s quill stilled. She glanced up, her expression thoughtful. “Your vision might be the most important, Ardorion.”

He stared, surprised. “What do you mean?”

“You said the Fire Fae woman in your vision spoke about fire remembering the shape of a spell, and water remembering the feeling. Together, they remember truth.” Shara tapped the scroll. “Ayzella wrote that the Water Glyphs are shapes of feeling. Water has memory.”

Silence descended as we absorbed her words. I didn’t know what Shara was trying to say and how Ayzella’s words clarified Ardorion’s vision.

Ardorion threw up his hands dramatically. “Well, that explains everything.”

“You’re the one connecting things, Shara,” Garnexis said, her voice curious. “But you have to see that the rest of us have no idea what you’re understanding.”

Ardorion groaned louder. “It means I got a vision that should have gone to Shara.”

“I feel sorry for her,” Shara murmured suddenly, annotating the scroll. “She loved him, this Mizunomi man. But she was going to leave him anyway, for her duty.”

Who? Ayzella, the Moon Fae in the scroll?

The words sank into me then, a heavy stone in my chest. Duty. I knew that weight. I remembered the long, agonizing nights spent talking with Shara, trying to reconcile my deepening love for Halven with the future I was bound to. My people needed me. My line needed to continue. Choosing Halven would have meant turning my back on them all. The memory of our last conversation, of the hurt in his eyes when I told him it was over, was a wound that had never truly healed. Sometimes, in the quiet moments, I wondered… if I had never broken up with him, would he still be here? Was it my fault he was gone?

My throat tightened, emotions swelling within me. “Even six hundred years ago, there were not many Moon Fae left. Duty is a heavy thing to carry. I understand her choice.”

Shara suddenly shot to her feet, voice clear with excitement. “Listen, everyone! Ayzella wrote about another glyph called Nivareth, meaning ‘Bound reflection.’ She says this glyph is both Water and Fire, writing: ‘I am sure of it. I’ve seen it burn in steam and settle in frost. It belongs to both, and neither. I do not know if it is a union or a farewell. But I know it is mine. I gave it to the Mizunomi.’”

Each of us looked here with a mix of confusion and anticipation on our faces.

Garnexis held up a hand, palm open. “Enlighten us, Shara. What does any of that mean?”

Without another word, she held the scroll out, showing the sketch next to the entry. It matched exactly the Gemina Flamma.

We crowded close, staring at the familiar shape.

“That’s the Emberglyph,” Ardorion breathed.

“Nivareth,” I whispered.

“Bound reflection,” echoed Garnexis.

“It’s a Water Glyph, too?” Ardorion asked.

A sudden chill swept through the room. The fire in the hearth flickered and dipped low. Ardorion’s head snapped toward the door, and we all turned with him.

Aster stood there, her violet eyes fixed on the scroll.

“Nivareth has another meaning,” she said, her voice calm as she glided into the room. She stopped beside Shara, looking down at the drawing. “An older Water Fae story speaks of heartbreak and healing. ‘Balance the halves. Pour stillness downward. Release the frozen heart.’”

Shara sank back, deflated. “Just more mysteries.”

I glanced at Aster, thoughtful. “Have you ever been taught that water has memory?”

Aster shook her head. “It’s a children’s story. A folk tale. Nothing to be taken seriously.”

She peered longingly at the scroll. “I’d like to read this—”

“No one else will read that scroll!”

A sharp voice cut through the room. The librarian from the Shadow Index stood in the doorway. She held up a hand, and the scroll flew from Shara’s grasp, rolling itself shut as it shot across the room into her waiting palm, where it vanished in a shimmer of light.

“Do not,” she said, her voice like ice, “borrow from my library again.” And she was gone.

“Gods and goddesses,” Shara breathed bitterly. “We’re back to nothing.”

“We’ve learned nothing anyways.” Ardorion paced, frustration radiating.

Garnexis sat forward again, determined. “Maybe not nothing. Perhaps it’s like we’ve been learning in our Elemental Fusion class. Maybe we need to fuse Fire and Water together.”

Ardorion stopped. “We don’t know how to do that. It’s not something we’ve learned yet.”

“It was just an idea,” she grumbled.

Raising my gaze with quiet hope, I smiled softly. “The theory is sound. What if it’s not a fusion but just a pairing? Water and Fire magic used together to open the Seal?”

Ardorion’s face lit up as he turned to Aster. “Looks like you’ll finally be able to join us with your contributions, icicle.”

“If Aster is helping,” Garnexis cut in, crossing her arms, “then Orivian is, too. We have been sharing information anyway.”

A silent current seemed to pass between Ardorion and Aster, drawing them together.

I gave a gentle nod, warmth blooming at the thought. “Orivian is a lovely person. I think that is a wonderful idea.”

The heavy air in the room began to lift, replaced by a fragile, thrilling hope. For the first time in days, it felt like we were not just stumbling in the dark, but taking a real step forward.

Shara looked at each of us, her eyes bright with a new resolve. Her voice was steady when she spoke.

“Then let’s go to the tunnels.”

Octis 23

 Like last time The Seal’s door carried a chill, but today it seemed to seep straight through to my bones. Maybe it was because we’d waited eight days to return, or maybe it was because I knew, deep in the marrow of my being, that today something would shift.

Normally I’d welcome the cold, but I was afraid to accept it this time.

The five of us, Shara, Garnexis, Ardorion, Aster, and me, stood before the sealed door, a shared, nervous energy binding us together. Ardorion stepped forward, a determined set to his jaw as he glanced at Aster.

“Alright, icicle. I’ll lead. Watch closely.” He spoke with that same self-assured tone he always used, but something in it softened when he glanced at Aster. His hands sparked with fire. “The Emberglyph means to split strength, ground your fire, ignite the center.”

His body answered the invocation with a blaze of heat. An oppressive raw power that felt wrong in cold tunnel. His golden eyes shifted, not just bright but molten, like raw amber melting under pressure. His hair ignited into untamed flame, spitting embers in every direction.

The sight of it made my pulse spike. Magic like his was a warning to mine, the opposite season. Summer’s fire, uncontrolled, consuming—had consumed my people beyond Nythral’s borders. Ardorion and his magic was everything my nature opposed, but he was my friend.

His voice dipped low, all sharp focus and confidence. “I start on the outside, where the magic is split until reaching the middle.”

The heat radiated out in waves, not painful but too close, too wild, and I took an involuntary step back. Veins of fire shimmered beneath his skin, etching themselves into his arms like fissures through obsidian. As his arms swept outward, flame followed, running the outer glyph lines.

When he reached the spirals, he turned the fire inward, drawing it through the triangle and down into the base circle. All of it loud and blazing.

Then Aster stepped in, and the air shifted. “I think I have it.”

She sounded sure. Not proud, not nervous. Just certain.

“Nivareth translates to balance the halves, pour stillness downward, and release the frozen heart.”

Her magic rose to meet Ardorion’s Fire, and the oppressive heat in the tunnel was instantly soothed. Her presence didn’t demand attention. It invited it. A quiet peace settled over me as she drew on her power.

Her violet eyes shifted, transforming into mesmerizing whirlpools of deep violet and shimmering blue, with tiny flecks of liquid gold swirling in their depths. Her magic was beautiful, familiar, a reflection of Winter’s grace.

A soft, lavender glow, like moonlight on a frozen lake, gathered in her hands. “I must also split my magic like yours.”

The lavender glow curled in her palms, soft at first, then expanding like breath into the space between us.

Her aura rippled outward, steady and fluid, washing over the fire’s edge. Within the lavender, golden waves moved like soft currents, an echo of the ebb and flow of tides. Her light blue hair fell around her in long, wet strands, too fluid to be hair at all, splashing onto the stone floor.

It was a beautiful, hypnotic display, a comforting presence that called to the Winter in my own soul. My magic stirred in quiet recognition.

Aster’s light flowed through the glyph like a mirror to Ardorion’s fire, not consuming it, not overtaking it, but matching it. Meeting it. A perfect balance.

They worked together, Water and Fire, opposites flowing in the same motion, tracing the same path.

“Bound reflection,” Shara whispered.

I looked at her, seeing the orange and violet magic reflecting in her brown eyes.

Her voice grew clearer as she nodded toward Ardorion and Aster. “The Mizunomi’s translation. Ayzella wrote that Nivareth means bound reflection. She said it belongs to both Water and Fire. Both, but neither. This is them reflecting each other. Bound movements.”

Ardorion and Aster exchanged a glance, a small smile passing between them.

The way they moved, each adjusting to the other, reacting in sync, it shouldn’t have made sense. They argued more than they agreed. But somehow, this worked. Like two pieces of a puzzle that shouldn’t fit, but did anyway.

They were natural enemies, Summer and Winter, Fire and Water. Outside of Nythral, their connection would be forbidden. The world would hate them for being what they are. Water and Fire. Enemy blood. But not here. Here, they had the chance to be more. Here, in this sanctuary, it was beautiful.

My throat tightened.

I hadn’t thought I’d ever find my own matching piece. But I almost had. Once. Halven had come so close. And I’d let him go because I was supposed to. Because I had to. Because love wasn’t enough, not for someone who still carried the remnants of a dying people. Not for someone who was expected to carry on her clan.

The glyph pulsed with light.

Steam hissed as Fire and Water met at the end. A brief, violent struggle before they twined together, a perfect braid of fire and frost. The glyph on the door pulsed with a brilliant light. A heavy click echoed, and the door groaned open, a mist of cold air breathing out into the tunnel.

Ardorion went in first, Aster behind him. Garnexis slipped through next with Shara following. I was the last one in, my steps hesitant.

Magic rushed toward me, dense and ancient. Not the flare of Aster’s water or Ardorion’s fire, but something deeper. Something old.

The room opened wide in flickering candlelight. Ardorion had already lit several, and now he moved to the torches on the wall. Flames answered.

The light fell across the chamber, and I stopped moving.

There he was.

Halven.

His name whispered in my mind, echoing with long sounds as if I would always hear his name.

He was here.

But he was gone.

Frozen. Trapped in a block of crystal ice, his face a mask of terror, one hand pressed to an inner wall of ice as if reaching for something just beyond his grasp.

I pressed both hands to my mouth. The voices of my friends faded into a distant murmur. All I could see was him. The world narrowed to the ice, to the fear etched on his face. Every word the others spoke became distant. Everything slowed.

He died down here. Alone. Because of me.

I had pushed him away. Told him I couldn’t be with him. That I had to marry a Moon Fae. That our people needed a future. That I couldn’t love him even when I always would.

He had come down here alone because I let him. Because I wasn’t brave enough to choose him.

Time became dream-thick. The world a blur of muted color and distorted noise. The same cycle of my dreams, the endless loop of regret and what-ifs, became a waking nightmare. I was trapped in it, drifting, unable to breathe.

A warm touch on my shoulders. Shara. She was standing in front of me.

What is she saying?

Shara’s voice came through as a babble. Muffled, as if I were underwater.

Then, with a sudden rush, everything came crashing back. The vibrant, flickering torchlight. The cold air. And her voice, clear and urgent.

“—He’s alive.”

Alive?

A sob escaped me, a sound of immense, painful relief. Tears I hadn’t realized I was crying streamed down my face. Breath slammed into my lungs.

He was alive.

My gaze darted back to Halven.

Still trapped.

I lowered my hands.

Magic swirled around the chamber, thick and restless. It pressed against my skin, power I didn’t understand but instinctively recognized.

So much Moon magic, radiating from the wall of ice. A signature I nearly knew. Almost.

But it was more than that. So much more, but frustration brought fresh tears.

I didn’t have the strength to sort it apart. My control had never been strong. My teachers said my potential was there, but I’d always fallen short. Now that lack stung worse than ever.

“Who did this to him?” My whisper was raw. “There’s so much magic here. I can feel it.”

“I have a pretty good idea who or what.” Garnexis held up a faded newssheet.

She scanned the header as we gathered near the desk, except for Aster, who stayed by the ice wall using her magic while she touched it. Did she recognize Water magic from the ice? Perhaps touching it would help me figure out what I felt from the Moon magic present there, but with a glance at Halven, I shuddered. I couldn’t go any closer. Not right now.

Garnexis’s voice cut through my thoughts. “Year six-thirty-nine”

My voice broke before I could think. “The Moon Fae Massacre.”

The words settled in the air like the ash and fire that had killed my people. “It’s the same year. The year most of the Moon Fae clans were wiped out during the Summer Fae Wars.”

That year was etched into every history of my people. I hadn’t lived through it, but its shadow clung to all of us who had come after. The loss. The fire. The silence.

We stood in that silence until Garnexis read more of the newssheet “Students at the academy have reported hearing voices… the infirmary is full… by order of Lady Isamore, the academy will be shut down…”

“Voices?” Ardorion echoed. “Didn’t Halven mention voices in the journal page under his bed?”

Aster stepped away from the wall while gesturing to the ice. “This is Wintermere. Halven said in the journal page he heard voices and he went to Wintermere.”

That could be true on both accounts. It wasn’t surprising that we were all looking at part of the frozen lake considering we were underground and the lake surrounded Nivara Hall.

What voices had Halven heard, and why hadn’t he told anyone about it? Why didn’t he tell me?

I swallowed the wave of fresh tears to add what I knew—the little I knew about what I felt in that chamber. “There’s Moon magic in the ice.”

Aster nodded. “There’s a lot of magic. I feel two signatures of Water magic. One of them is Lady Isa’s.”

Two signatures? Maybe I felt more than one signature of Moon magic, but then that thought was swept away by Aster’s second revelation. Of course she would know the Grand Magister’s Water magic signature with Ice Dragons being creatures made of both Water and Air magic.

We all took stuttering breaths.

The Guardian of Nythral was part of this, but how?

“Maybe that makes sense? Lady Isa founded Nythral. She was part of whatever was done with the magic here to make it safe for us. Maybe the lake is part of the magic.” Shara looked between Aster and me. “But have you felt her magic in Wintermere before?”

I shook my head along with Aster but she was the one to respond. “From the surface there’s not even any residue, and with how old and powerful the second signature of Water magic is, I would have expected to feel something. It’s like it’s purposefully being masked, hidden from us. But why?”

Too many questions of how and why.

“Well, I hate to break it to you all, but I have more to add to the mystery.” Ardorion gave a quick smile before dropping it. “There’s Fire magic, too. In the ice. Kind of like the Firebird. Not exactly. Similar, though.”

Fire? In a medium thick with Water and Moon magic? It made no sense. The elements were opposites; they would have become volatile, destructive.

Shara approached the wall of ice as a copper aura encased her. Braver than I, she touched the ice.

I really didn’t need to touch the ice. Moon magic reached out to me, inviting me closer. I tried to sift through it, to understand its familiar pull, but my own magic felt too weak, too uncontrolled. I cursed my own limitations.

Then Shara released her magic and faced us, her gaze landing on Garnexis who studied the newssheet with a frown. “Garnexis? Any Metal magic in the room or in the lake?”

The Metal Fae shook her head. “None.”

Shara had that look again, the one she got when her mind was already three steps ahead, gathering pieces the rest of us hadn’t even noticed or figured out. “So, there’s powerful Water, Moon, and Fire magic inside the lake itself. None of us have felt it above ground.”

“Lady Isa’s magic is also part of what encases Halven,” Aster said. “The only Water magic. But there’s another magic mixed in.”

I reeled back, nearly hitting the wall. Lady Isa was responsible for making Halven... I swallowed hard as I looked at him. She was responsible for freezing him?

Lady Isa had always been the protector. The builder of peace. The reason any of us had been born into safety. But if her magic encased Halven…

“Veyn,” Shara said, confusing me until I remembered Aster said there was a second magic in the ice. “There’s Wood magic in the ice around Halven. Somehow, Veyn is part of the spell. I don’t know what it’s meant to do.”

No? My eyes widened at Shara. Did she just refuse to see what I saw. Or was the betrayal too hard?

At this very moment in their semester, Veyn was teaching us about binding magic to nature, and water was part of nature.

Shara took a deep breath. “Lady Isa knew where Halven was this whole time. She told us to stop looking because she trapped him here. So the question is, why? And is Veyn helping her, or is he trying to help Halven?”

My heart twisted.

Yes, Veyn has to be helping her, but I couldn’t say that and shatter Shara right now. I’m sure we were all shattering just a little to know that Lady Isa was involved because if our Guardian of Nythral was responsible, then everything we’d trusted about this place cracked wide open.

Instead of saying any of that, I asked my own question. “Why was Halven even here?”

Garnexis lifted the newssheet. “The voices.”

“He followed them,” Shara said. “Same as before when he followed them to Wintermere. This must be where he came at the end when his spells didn’t work above ground.”

I thought back to the burned glyph Ardorion and Garnexis had found at the shore of Wintermere. The same glyph Halven had written into his journal over and over.

Then I shattered with a gasp, my hands flying to my mouth. I couldn’t save myself as my gaze locked onto a picture on the back Garnexis’s newssheet. “Turn it over.”

Lady Isa. And standing beside her, so close they could have been more than friends, was Neir.

The frozen Wintermere behind them.

“Neir,” I whispered, but it was loud in the quiet chamber.

Betrayal was a bitter, burning poison in my veins.

I knew Neir was no good for me, but I’d still accepted him into my dreams every night.

Yet, he had been lying to me. Infiltrating my dreams, my thoughts, likely trying to learn what we knew about Halven. He had acted as if he’d never heard Halven’s name, but he had known all along.

Anger, a rare and searing emotion, flared inside me. I was tired of the secrets, the half-truths.

My hands dropped to my sides as I finally figured out a part of the magic in the chamber. “I wasn’t sure before. I’ve only felt his Moon magic once, but now I’m certain. It’s in the lake. It’s in this room. He’s part of this.”

Shara’s voice came steady. “You said he was a guardian of old magic. Maybe he meant the lake.”

My eyes refused to stop looking at the picture of Neir with Isa, their closeness, their smiles. I wanted to read the article but couldn’t concentrate on the words. All I saw was them—her, Isa. The woman whose magic was holding the man I once loved in a frozen prison. The woman who had a history with a man I was inexplicably drawn to.

“The Water magic feels old,” Aster added. “Perhaps it’s the same with the Moon magic and he’s tied to it?”

My fingers ached with how tight I’d clenched my fists. I finally forced my gaze away from the picture, knowing I’d keep seeing them together in my dreams.

I looked up at the others, the fire of my anger burning away my tears “He said he came to check on the magic surrounding Nythral. If he spoke the truth, then it’s all connected to Wintermere. Or he’s lying.”

Shara’s gaze swept across us. “What we know is Lady Isa, Veyn, and Neir have all been here, and they know something of what’s going on. And they haven’t told anyone.”

Ardorion shoved through papers to grasp something beneath them. He held up a familiar spoon, engraved. Isa always used these spoons. “I would say your assumptions are sound, Shara. This desk belongs to Lady Isa.”

I looked to Aster who nodded once. “If she owns the desk, and her magic froze Halven, then can we trust her at all?”

“Or any of them,” Shara said, rubbing her chest. “They could be working together.”

The words twisted in my gut. Veyn, Neir, Isa. All of them moving in the shadows, all of them hiding the truth. I wanted to throw up.

Garnexis picked up the half-empty tea mug, smelling it. “I think the more important question is, how long ago was she here?”

Aster looked toward the doorway. “And when will she be back?”

A heavy pause. All of us knew what it meant.

Ardorion rushed to restore the desk, his hands moving quickly. “I don’t want to end up as an ice cube for standing in the wrong place.” He wiped his palms on his robes. “Let’s get out of here.”

We left in a blur of motion. The door sealed behind us with a hollow click.

“We have to help him,” I whispered, the words a desperate prayer in the echoing tunnel.

Shara gripped my hand. “We will.”

“I don’t plan on leaving him there either,” Garnexis said. “But we can’t help him if we get caught. We need a plan.”

No one disagreed.

The people we were supposed to trust had imprisoned Halven.

Fire burned in my chest, and for once, I wasn’t afraid to let it burn.

Dream Record 6: The Truth a Body Remembers, dated Octis 31-32, 1004

The things I dreamed... and what happened when I finally found him outside of them... they’re not something I can explain here. I’ve placed the memory where it belongs, just not here. You should have received directions in your packet. If not, speak with the archive attendant. They’ll know what to do.

Rielle

“Welcome to my archives, fellow dreamer.”

“These are my Dream Records—pieces of memory, magic, and intuition. You should have received them by mail, but I’ve kept a copy here just in case.”

“This space is locked to all but you and me. Because of that, I may leave extra notes—personal fragments, visions, or signs that don’t fit anywhere else. Clues. Whispers. Things I can’t explain yet.”

“Together, we might find the truth about what happened to Halven.”

Ardorion’s Cold Flame

“I told myself I wouldn't let you in. That fire and ice could never hold.”

“But I keep remembering the way you looked at me. Like you were willing to burn for the truth.”

“If you're still sure, find the spark that started this.”

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Shara’s First Love

“You still want answers after all this time.”

“Some truths aren’t mine to give… but some are.”

“If you still want to know what’s in my heart, come with me.”

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Garnexis’s Fated Match

“You’re reckless. Disruptive. Loud. And exactly what I shouldn’t want.”

“But if you’re here, you’ve ignored every warning—and maybe I have to, too.”

“Come closer… if you think you’re ready for the fallout.”

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Rielle's Mystery Man

“You’ve seen me before. In dreams, behind frost, in the quiet between heartbeats.”

“But I’m not a dream, and neither is what we felt.”

“If you’re ready to stop running, find me. I’ll be waiting.”

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Boil, Freeze, Break

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Lunsday, Septis 24

I came to the library because I was sick of pretending I didn’t care.

Shara had figured out more about the Emberglyph than I had, and that stung. Not because she’s not brilliant—she is—but because it should’ve been me. Fire Fae. And yet she’d gone into the stacks, pointed at a page, and found something I couldn’t barely remember.

So here I was, back in the Emberglyphs alcove, trying not to set the whole damn section on fire with my frustration.

Glowing Glyph

So here I was, back in the Emberglyphs alcove, trying not to set the whole damn section on fire with my frustration.

The light was low—mostly emberlight flickering up from the hearth below—and the cold draft through the stone made the back of my neck twitch. The scroll I was holding was brittle and useless. Something about ceremonial branding techniques that had nothing to do with glyphwork and everything to do with posturing.

I muttered a curse under my breath and shoved it back into the case.

And then I felt it.

Cold.

Not the room.

Her.

 I turned just as Aster stepped into the alcove, her pale blue hair catching the emberlight in all the worst, most perfect ways. She moved like a thought you tried not to have—quiet, smooth, inevitable.

Of course it was her. Why not make this day worse?

She stopped when she saw me. Her arms folded. Her eyes locked onto mine. We stared at each other like we were deciding whether this counted as war.

“Looking for another scroll to set on fire?” she asked, voice like iced velvet.

“Thought I’d try learning something for once,” I said, “since Shara’s apparently better at my own glyphs than I am.”

“Shocking,” she said. “A Fire Fae letting someone else do the reading.”

I snorted. “Careful. You’re almost sounding impressed.”

“Don’t get used to it.”

It spiraled fast from there. Sarcasm was our first language. We slipped right back into it like old gloves—threadbare, worn, still warm from the last time.

“I’m surprised you came here at all,” she said. “Isn’t patience against your religion?”

“I was hoping to get some peace and quiet,” I shot back. “Didn’t expect a glacier to roll in.”

She raised an eyebrow. “Still hiding behind noise?”

I stiffened. “Still pretending you don’t feel anything?”

That stopped her.

Just for a second.

Long enough for me to dig in my robes and pull out the glyph sketch I’d made from the one on the back of Shara’s leaf. I didn’t even think about it—just held it up between us like a dare.

“Recognize this?”

Her eyes flicked to the page. Something changed.

Small. But I saw it.

The way her shoulders tensed. The flicker in her breath.

She knew it.

“I’ve seen that reaction before,” I said, voice lower. “You know something.”

Aster’s expression didn’t shift, but her arms wrapped a little tighter around her middle. “Did you know the Water Fae once had glyphs of their own?”

I blinked. “No.”

She nodded once. “A long time ago. Passed down through stories. Nothing written. Not anymore.”

“Why bring it up now?”

She looked away. “It’s just old Water Fae lore. Nothing important.”

Her silence would’ve been easier to ignore.

And the spark in my chest turned to heat again—not anger this time. Just pressure. Building. Stretching something between us, cold and fragile.

I folded the glyph sketch back into my robes. Not because I was done with it, but because I couldn’t stand the way she looked at it. Like it was something old she’d buried and didn’t want to see clawed back up.

“You’re deflecting,” I said.

“So are you,” she snapped.

And just like that, the fire was back.

“You don’t get to pretend you’re above this,” I said. “You freeze every emotion you don’t like and call it clarity. It’s not strength. It’s fear.”

Her jaw clenched. “At least I don’t explode every time I feel something.”

“Better that than what you do,” I bit out. “Which is nothing.”

Her eyes flared—not magically. Just sharply. Fully.

“Don’t talk like you know me.”

“Don’t act like I don’t.”

It was reckless. Stupid. But it felt real.

And then I don’t know who moved first—maybe her, maybe me—but we closed the space like it had never been there.

The kiss hit like steam off a broken pipe—fast, hot, pressurized.

Her mouth was cold against mine at first, then warming, opening. Her hand caught the edge of my robes. Mine tangled in her hair before I realized it, fingers sliding over the icy strands until the frost melted under heat and water snaked around hand.

Her skin was snow. Mine was coals.

And the space between us? Condensation rising like a spell that couldn’t decide if it should freeze or ignite.

I didn’t care which it did. As long as it stayed.

She tasted like starlight and fury. Like something I didn’t deserve.

We pulled apart—breathless, stunned, eyes wide like we were still waiting for something else to crash.

Aster’s voice was quiet, but sharp enough to slice. “Don’t do that again unless you mean it.”

Then she turned and walked away—back straight, steps even, frost curling behind her like armor.

And I just stood there, heart pounding like it was trying to hammer through my ribs.

Knowing damn well I did.

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The Glyph in the Silence

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Lunsday, Septis 24

I ran my fingers over the edge of the spiral leaf again, my thumb tracing the delicate glyph etched into its back. It glowed faintly now, not from magic, but memory. I had turned it over a dozen times in my mind and just as many in my hands. Something in it called to me, a pull deeper than logic, louder than doubt.

That pull had brought me here, whispering for me to find out more about it.

The far wing of the library smelled of dried petals, cedar shelves, and the faintest whisper of earth after rain.

Glowing Glyph

It was one of the most secluded spaces in the academy’s archives, tucked beyond the herbology scrolls and root lore codices. The light filtering down from the amber-glass skylight gave the floor a golden sheen, softening every edge.

That was when I saw him.

Veyn.

My heartbeat sped up.

He stood just beyond the lattice archway, half in shadow, fingers curled loosely around a rolled scroll he wasn’t reading. His hair was longer than it used to be, braided now, with curling vines of dark green twining through the strands. His robes had the cut of a professor, but the way his shoulders tensed, the slight clench of his jaw—that was still the boy I loved.

Our eyes met. Brown, like mine, but deep as old bark and starting to glow faintly gold.

Breathe stilled in my chest. So many questions clogged my throat. The moment hung there, stretched tight like a sap-thread about to snap.

Then he turned away.

“Veyn.” My voice cracked more than I expected it to.

He paused—only a second—then kept walking.

My world began to crumble. I couldn’t take him leaving me again, and he hadn’t even said a word to me yet. But I wasn’t going to let him keep putting this distance between us. Besides, I needed answers.

My boots scraped quietly across the stone as I hurried after him. I caught up just before he turned the corner, reaching out without thinking and pressing my hand flat against his chest to stop him.

His breath hitched.

For a moment, neither of us moved.

He looked down at my hand—at the delicate green shoots unfurling over my wrist, curling outward from my skin like they were reaching for him.

His own vines, a richer green and thornier, began to slip from beneath his cuffs, winding softly around my fingers.

His hand came up slowly, settling over mine.

He swept his thumb across my knuckles, slow and reverent, his magic pulsing warm against my skin. Gold flared in his eyes.

Still, he said nothing.

“Veyn,” I said again, quieter now. “Please.”

The vines tangled further, knotting like something old trying to remember how to grow again.

When he finally spoke, it was low, the gravity of his emotions making the words thick. “I’ve never stopped loving you.”

He swallowed hard. I couldn’t figure out how to feel about his confession. Everything was too confusing.

“Why did you leave me?”

The most important question.

He shook his head. “I didn’t have a choice.”

Nothing in his glowing eyes or in the slow tangle of his vines, not even a glimmer in his expression told me that he planned to elaborate.

I willed the tears away, but a tremble caught my bottom lip with my whisper, “You broke my heart.”

“Veyshara.” He spoke my True Name with the accent of our language, rolling the r. “If I could have saved you the pain, I would have.”

Still, he added nothing more, and the questions could not be held back, spilling from my lips like petals falling all at once.

“What do you mean by that?”

“Why couldn’t you have stopped for just a moment to take me with you?”

“And why are you back now?”

“Did you come back because Halven is missing?”

“Why did you give me this leaf?"

“Why won’t you even look at me now?”

He had angled away from me while still holding my hand, his whole body tense as if he meant to literally run away.

“Did you leave because of me? Did you mean to end our relationship?”

He didn’t answer. Not once. But his gaze drifted from my hand now to my face, his brow tight, mouth a line. Not closed-off—but restrained. Like if he spoke, the truth would crack open something neither of us could control.

So he didn’t.

He just stood there, fingers tightening around mine like it might break us both.

I tried again, voice cracking under the weight of everything unsaid. “Why did you come back now?”

Still nothing.

In a bold, frustrated moment, I shoved the spiral leaf at him and demanded, “Then why give this to me?”

He closed his eyes.

“Why won’t you tell me anything?”

“What are you so afraid of?”

My voice wasn’t angry now. But it trembled—too much hope, too much ache, too much of everything that had unraveled between us.

Still he said nothing.

My throat tightened. “Just say something.”

His eyes opened—sharp and bright, gold flaring just beneath brown.

And then he kissed me.

It was sudden. Not gentle. Not tentative. His lips pressed to mine like a fire flaring to life—urgent, unrelenting, silencing.

My hands came up to his chest, pressing lightly in protest, but I didn’t pull away.

It was too familiar. And yet… not. His mouth was just different enough—tilted with more weight, a slower burn, edged in memory and something new. Something that made me wonder, briefly, who else had shaped that difference in the two years he’d been gone.

I stiffened, breath caught between us.

But then his fingers threaded into my hair, firm and slow, vines slipping across his wrists and mine. His other hand curled against my waist, drawing me closer. His mouth moved against mine with a fever that burned down every question, every carefully stacked wall.

The ache in me cracked wide open.

I gave in.

My body leaned into his. My hands slid up his chest. My magic curled toward his like roots seeking familiar soil.

And for a moment, I forgot why I’d chased him.

For a moment, it didn’t matter.

Then, slowly, he began to pull away. Not a recoil—just a slow unraveling, like leaves falling at the end of fall. His hands slipped back. But his forehead rested gently against mine, breath warm against my skin.

“I miss you,” he whispered.

The rawness in his voice hollowed something in my chest.

But then he added, softer still: “I can’t answer you. Please… stop asking.”

The ache twisted.

I stepped back.

Just one step—but it was everything.

The air cooled between us. My vines retreated, curling tight against my skin. My eyes burned with something I refused to let fall.

“That’s not fair,” I said, voice low. “None of this is fair.”

He didn’t argue. He just stood there. Watching me. Not reaching out again.

So I turned and left.

The leaf stayed in my hand, but the answers—whatever they were—stayed behind with him.

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Stranger of the Moon

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Lunsday, Septis 24

The corners of the library always felt safest to me—wrapped in velvet silence, far from the wandering footsteps and whispering students. This particular alcove, veiled in gauzy shadows and pale moonlight from a high-arched window, felt like a secret tucked into the library itself. Silver-dusted tomes lined the wall in looping scripts, and across my lap was an open volume on sigils, trying to figure out this new one Shara had on the back of her spiral leaf.

But the words were slipping past me.

Glowing Glyph

My fingers toyed with the edge of a page, distracted, my mind still tangled in the dreams I couldn’t explain.

Then, without warning, I felt him.

The shift in air. The pull at the back of my mind. The pressure in my chest.

I looked up—and he was standing there.

He didn’t speak. Just watched me, arms at his sides, posture relaxed like he belonged in this room. As if this were any other meeting. As if we’d spoken before.

I rose slowly, heartbeat climbing fast and high.

“You,” I whispered, breath catching in my throat. “You’re real?”

His lips curved—not smug, not mocking. Just faintly amused. “Did you think I’d stay in your dreams forever, Little Moon?”

My throat tightened.

“You’ve been in them for weeks,” I said, voice quieter now. “But you never... I never knew your name.”

His eyes—shadow-rimmed and golden beneath dark lashes—held me still. I couldn’t tell his race. Too many conflicting markers. Gold eyes belonged to Summer creatures, but his blue hair came from Winter. He couldn’t possibly be born of both Summer and Winter, the two strongest seasons and opposing magics. Those creatures either didn’t live long or they were so powerful, others hunted them down and destroyed them.

Who is he?

“You never asked.”

That made her blink. “What?”

His head tilted slightly, and he took a step forward. She backed up, her calves bumping into the chair.

“You’re braver in dreams,” he murmured. “Bolder.”

“I apologize for summoning you. I’m not sure how I can even do that when I don’t know you.”

“You didn’t,” he said. “You didn’t summon me, but I was there, waiting, and you invited me. Every night.”

I swallowed. My palms were warm. I wiped them on my robes. “Why were you waiting?”

“Is that the question you really want to ask me?”

Hesitantly, I shook my head. “What are you doing here? In the real world?”

He took a slow step forward. “That’s a longer answer.”

“Will you tell me?”

“I would like to, Little Moon.”

I waited for his explanation. He didn’t answer—not with words. Instead, he reached out, brushing a strand of hair back from my cheek. His fingers lingered just barely—cool against my heated skin.

“You look just like you do in the dreams,” he said.

“You look clearer,” I murmured. “I’ve never seen your face.”

“Does it disappoint?”

“No,” I said, breathless. He was gorgeous even if I couldn’t tell his race. “Not even close.”

After that, I didn’t know who moved first.

Maybe it was him. Maybe it was her.

But the distance closed between us like breath caught on a current, like fate snapping shut. His hand slid to the back of my neck, firm and sure, and my lips found his like they’d done it before—over and over, in all those dark dreamscapes where logic didn’t matter and longing was louder than rules.

It was heated. Mutual. Deeply familiar.

And real.

So painfully, impossibly real.

That part terrified me.

His lips were warm, confident, coaxing me deeper, desire lit my inner being, and I wanted him—but it wasn’t a dream. This wasn’t a safe, secret illusion to dissolve when I woke. This had weight. Consequences.

The reason Halven and I broke up.

I pulled back abruptly, breath unsteady, my fingertips still pressed to the edge of his coat.

“I can’t… I shouldn’t. This can’t happen. I’m Moon Fae. My people… my future… it’s already decided.”

He watched me for a moment, unreadable. Then, with a glint of something too clever in his eyes, he said, “Good. Then let’s not talk about the future.”

The words disarmed me more than the kiss had.

I blinked. “Then tell me what you are doing here.”

He tilted his head slightly, the faintest hint of moonlight touching his cheekbones, filtering through the blue in his hair.

“I’m a guardian of old magic,” he said quietly. “Lady Isa asked me to visit. To check on the magic surrounding Nythral.”

I stared at him, trying to process that. Perhaps he was a special race I’d never learned about. The mystery caught me deeply. “What are you?”

“Something different.”

This thing between them still affected me, and I wonder if it was the same for him. I slid my hands up into his hair and stood on my tiptoes to press my lips against his.

He welcomed my advances, a groan low in his throat.

When I thought his desires matched mine, I broke our kiss and asked my question again. “What are you?”

His chest rumbled with his chuckle. “You’re sneaky, Little Moon.”

My brow furrowed. “Even though you wait for an invitation into my dreams, you are there every night, like a stalker. You come into my dreamscape, never saying a word, only kissing me. We’ve had more kisses than words exchanged between us. And when I ask a simple question of who you are, you can’t even give me your background or your name.”

His expression turned serious. “You make me sound like a villain out to steal your virtue.”

“There’s no virtue to be had. Besides, I like your kisses. But that’s not the point.”

“I suppose it isn’t. Well, then, my name is Neir. I have no race as I’m one of a kind, but I do have a people. I was raised among the Sun Clan of the Lunarclaws.”

“A werewolf?”

“Partially.”

When he didn’t add more, I said carefully, “I didn’t know werewolves could be guardians of anything magical, having no magic themselves.”

He smiled at that. A slow, crooked thing that made the air between us warm again.

“I’ve heard that before,” he said, taking a single step closer. “But like I said, only partially werewolf.”

The moonlight from the window caught his hand as he lifted it, and to my surprise, something shimmered—a soft silver glow coiling faintly around his fingers. Not showy. Not sharp. Just magic, elemental and sure, like fog curling over a frozen lake.

He has magic! My breath caught. And not any magic, but Moon magic. I felt it’s signature in the air. Users of the same element can tell what is being done with the magic. For a second, I almost panicked. A werewolf of the Sun Clan meant his very essence came from Summer but his magic was Winter.

Again, those opposing magics should kill him, or make him entirely too powerful and a possible threat to all of the world. Then another thought struck me.

Sun Clan werewolves were an antithesis of themselves. The Sun God’s magic bound with the Fire God’s magic worked in opposition to the Moon Goddesses blood during the genesis of the Sun God’s attempt to make his own werewolf. Because of that...

“There’s no eclipse. How are you in human form?”

“Aw, Little Moon. I can tell you’ve done your homework.” He brushed fingers over my cheek with his compliment.

Heat flushed my face, and not just from embarrassment.

He didn’t remark on my reaction. “Now you see why I came to you in your dreams. Once I saw you, I knew I wanted to know you. I didn’t realize you’d pull me into a performance right away.”

Now embarrassment did make my cheeks hurt. The first time, and almost every time since, Neir had come into my dreams had been to replace Halven with whom I was often sharing intimacies with.

But if what he said was true, then how was he in his human form now?

“The other half of my lineage allows me to take this shape from time to time, but it is very taxing.” With one hand sliding into my hair, his other snaked around my waist to pull me flush against him. “Let’s not waste what time I have left.”

All that heat—the pull I’d fought for weeks in my dreams—rushed up again like a wave crashing in my chest.

I didn’t want to stop this time.

Our mouths met in a kiss that was sharper, hungrier, hotter. I didn’t care who started it. I didn’t care what time it was, or where I was, or what I was supposed to be doing. His hands were on my hips, then sliding up my back, and my fingers tangled in his coat as if holding onto him could somehow explain all the pieces I didn’t understand.

I didn’t want to understand them. Not right now.

But somewhere, just beneath the kiss, a realization bloomed like ice across a windowpane.

This wasn’t a dream.

And in real life—there was always a cost.

My lips slowed.

I pulled back, heart thudding so hard I could feel it in my palms. With eyes still closed, I said, “I’m sorry.”

I stepped back, the cold of the stone floor finally registering through the soles of my boots.

His hands dropped slowly to his sides, not reaching for me again, not pushing me away either. He just stood there, watching me the same way he had in my dreams—like he already knew what I was going to do before I did it.

I didn’t move.

Not at first.

But then my voice found me again, quieter than before. “We can’t do this.”

His expression didn’t shift.

He only said, “We can.”

I swallowed, throat tight, something unsaid burning behind my teeth.

I left before I could ask another question. Before I could change her mind.

The sound of my footsteps echoed soft and shallow down the marble hall, swallowed quickly by distance.

I didn’t look back.

But I could feel him there, still standing in the shadows, still watching me go—as if this wasn’t the end.

As if it was just the beginning.

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The Bond We Didn’t Choose

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Septis 24

The archive was silent, an unnatural, heavy silence that sank into my bones the moment I stepped inside. I’d come here for answers. To find something concrete, tangible. After all, this is where Shara found answers about the Emberglyph, and now we had this new glyph to find.

But I also needed something to cut through all this uncertainty, all this unwanted, insufferable fate.

But I found Orivian instead.

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Of course.

He stood at the end of the aisle, steel hair glinting in the dim lights. His posture was impossibly perfect, the lines of his polished white-and-gold armor unyielding. He didn’t look up immediately, but he knew I was there. I could feel it in the sudden surge beneath my skin, like molten metal answering the call of a smith’s hammer.

“Of course it would be you,” he said, echoing my mental words when he finally lifted his gaze to meet mine. His voice was quiet, sharp enough to pierce armor. “Can’t seem to avoid you lately.”

I crossed my arms, fighting to keep my breath steady. “Funny. I was about to say the same thing.”

He closed the book in his hand with deliberate care, its thud echoing softly between the shelves. “Do you even understand what you’ve done?”

“I took back what was mine. Last I checked, that’s called winning.”

He stepped closer, frustration tightening the perfect line of his jaw. “You didn’t just take the scrap. You sparked something between us, Garnexis. Something neither of us asked for.”

There it was. The thing I refused to name. It pulsed quietly, a tether humming between us, alive and waiting.

I hated it.

“I’m not interested in what some ancient magic tells me I should want,” I said, chin raised. “I don’t need fate to pick my path, or my partner.”

He flinched slightly, as if the honesty of the words cut deeper than he expected. His eyes, those calm, green-gold eyes, betrayed the storm beneath. “You think I like this?”

His honesty threw me off-balance. “Then fight it.”

“I’ve been fighting it since last year.”

At my consternation, he laughed. “I’ve known since Halven introduced us. And I hate that it’s you. Of all the possible matches, it had to be someone who challenges every rule I’ve ever known.”

My heart twisted sharply. “Then why aren’t you staying away from me?”

“Why aren’t you?”

Something hot rose in my chest, fierce and defiant. “What’s worse, Orivian? Being with someone because fate says so, or being too afraid to admit you want it?”

Did that mean I wanted it?

No! Not if fate told me who to love.

He didn’t answer immediately. His fingers tightened on the edge of the shelf, tension coiling in his posture. “I found something. Something about Halven.”

My pulse quickened. “What?”

“I’ll tell you, if you agree to work together. No more fighting me every step, which means following the rules.”

I hesitated, looking away. The rune on my wrist flared faintly, as though sensing proximity to its twin on his skin. I hated the vulnerability it created, hated the need.

“But the bond...” I whispered.

Fated fae bonds grew stronger with close proximity. If we really wanted to fight this, we needed to stay away from each other. Only that would allows us to deny what the cosmos wanted for us.

That noble brow of his furrowed, and through this godsdamn connection I knew what he was thinking by the emotions flittering through to me.

Halven matters more.

He swallowed, eyes locked with mine. “Whatever Halven was investigating, it’s tied to Wintermere Lake. That’s what brought him here, to the Library of Seasons. And here is the last place anyone saw him.”

My voice dropped to a cautious whisper. “And you think you can trust me with this information?”

“I don’t have a choice,” he replied sharply, “and neither do you.”

I glared at him, heart pounding unevenly. He was too close, the space between us charged, pulling tighter like a wire ready to snap. Any anger, any defense against this thing melted into something molten, impossible to ignore. I didn’t want to kiss because something in the universe told me I was supposed. I wanted to kiss a boy because I chose it.

But he was too certain, and it was infuriating. I couldn’t step away. Didn’t want to. “You don’t know a godsforsaken thing about what choices I have.”

“Then tell me I’m wrong.” He moved even closer, his cool breath grazing my cheek. A contrast to the heat sparked between us, simmering under my skin.

My hands lifted instinctively to push him back, but I hesitated. His nearness was dizzying, intoxicating. I could feel the bond vibrating between us, tightening with each heartbeat, an invisible tether that pulled me inexorably closer.

“You think I’m afraid?” I whispered, defiant even as my voice trembled slightly.

“No,” he said, softer, almost regretful. “I think you’re brave enough to fight destiny and foolish enough to think you’ll win.”

I wasn’t sure who closed the final distance, but suddenly his lips were on mine, fierce, possessive, and utterly irresistible. There was nothing gentle about it. No tenderness. No caution. Just heat and hunger and something deeper, a magnetic force neither of us could deny. His hand found my waist, pulling me sharply against him. His other tangled roughly in my hair, holding me exactly where he wanted me.

With a moan, I opened for him, anger and longing mixing together until I could hardly breathe. The kiss deepened, turning wild and reckless. Heat ignited along my veins, matching the surge of magic that flowed between us. His armor pressed hard against me, the cold metal against my chest grounding and exciting at once. I gripped his arms, felt his strength, his struggle, and something beyond either of our control.

The bond flared like a forge-fire between us, undeniable and overwhelming.

I broke away first, breathing raggedly, lips still hovering close enough to share breath. My heart raced like a trapped thing.

“We’re still not bonded mates,” I managed to say, voice hoarse.

He didn’t step back, didn’t release me immediately. His eyes blazed, molten green-gold meeting mine, just as breathless, just as conflicted. His lips curved faintly, bitterly. “Then stop kissing me like one.”

We stood in tense silence, the air vibrating between us with everything we wouldn’t say aloud. Finally, I pulled away, the lingering taste of him still burning on my lips, my pride just strong enough to keep me moving.

But even as I walked away, I knew we’d crossed a line we couldn’t erase. Fate had marked us both.

Whether we wanted it or not.